Thursday, July 29, 2004

todae is thursdae but we followed mondae's timetable. which is a good news. hahas. yupp. hmmmm. todae was kinda boring la. sara had mood swings agn!! she's been having it for so long tt i haf to bare wif her. i duno y she so bad mood these daes. duno how to make her happier lohhs. i hope she wun be as bad mood tmr.. yup! during recess we NV even tok ok. until we eat finish le den i tok to her lah. duno wad's wrong. i hope she's alright. n not vent her anger on me. she dun seem lk herself these dae's! why?? where haf my sara gone to?? hais. ppl sae she is poser. but den i tink no la. maybe a lil la. cuz we good frens mahs. so she will pose me a lil. but frm wad my frens told me. they sae sara keep using my words n action n all lah. duno how to tok to her. maybe something's troubling her. i really duno lah. hope she'll be her old self in no time. *smiles. aft skool we went to geylang old folks there to see the old ppl lah. so sad ok. the old ppl there very poor thing wan ok. i talk to tis old man hu had stroke n still haven recover fully yet lah. he so poor thing. but den sometimes i wonder. y can't my dad survive?? my dad only had 4 daes.. tt old man had 7months le. n he is getting better. y is life so unfair.. i really miss my dad alot. how i wish i could see him now. but i noe tt's impossible. when i see my frens father playing wif them i will rmb my dad. den i duno how. i duno hu to tell all my troubles to cuz no one seems to understand me. when i tell ppl. they will sae dun worry. dun sad le. wad's over is over!! y can't they tell me something elsE?? y? hais. haf no mood le lah. had fun when i came back just now. i played wif beverly.. i'm really so happy i haf a life wif her arD!! so glad. yupp. she really brightens my dae. but she's gonna go back soon den cannot play wif her le.. sad.. life really is so fun wif her. we keep laughing n playing den we act our own show somemore. hahas. so happy. yuP!! update tmr if i can la. SHIT!! tmr is 2.4... argH`. i so scared lehs. how??? die die die! must slp early yea??? TCcccc

<3 7:42 AM

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

hais.. in skool comp lab now. suppose to do the dance but end up now they watching the dance vcd. i den dun wan watch. so they sae see finish le den we go dance. hahas. cool eh?? hmmmm.. todae is tuesdae. not tt bad la. had standard test in the morning n i tink i'm so gonna fail can. hais. wad can i do uh?? cannot understand anithing abt maths. maybe a lil la. but den still a lil blur blur lohhs. hais!! hahas.. hmmm. den during maths lesson. there is six of us lah.[special de] cuz the six of us the maths is really lan la. hahas. so during maths lessons the six of us will haf to go out of class to do some other maths stuff. frm scratch. so sad hor?? hahas. wad to do? nobody help me ar. heh. i will try my best!! computer lessons tt time suck lohhs. kana scolding jus cuz i go online. wtf!!! so irritating can. den the teacher both is guys de la. damn chee ko. we seat impoperate they scold. they sae sit properly. everything can see!! den i was lk. you go noticed mehs. u go see my underneath meh? walau. the teacher mr chan damn sick can. mr chak not as bad lah. den... aft skool i went wif sara n carol to cut hair. sara cut her hair. den i sit there see her cut lohhs.. hahas. so lame right?? she look better i guess. yuP YUpp.. shell update when i'm home n if i'm allowed ok?? tc peeps. gtg n dance le!! bye

<3 12:58 AM

Monday, July 26, 2004

hahas. i noe two deas nv update le lahs. no time. i very lazy. shell update bout todae only la. todae skool was alright la. but i din go cca cuz i was a lil sick. i went home to rest la, yup. before tt i went to anglican high to watch the bball match. our skool vs munjusri. den guess wad? i saw kelly n wanying there. saw kelly n my feelings was lk? so different. i din see her since the dae we brk den i saw her todae at the bball match. wad's so different? wad? i dun get it. i find tt she is someone new? i duno how come. but she's lk someone i nv knew. wad's wif me? when i was there. i was sitting across her. i was secretly looking at her if anyone realise. but den i duno wad's different. i really duno. hais. sad. can't do anything now. another person lks me now. but i duno if i can wait or not. she's att n she wans to chase me. but she's currently away. should i wait? can i? am i wrong if i do? i duno anything. life seems so weird now. so so very weird. y? ppl ard me seems lk they are fading away frm me... far far away... when i need a someone. there isn't a someone there for me. when i need a someone to let me cry out all my troubles n fears.. y is there no one there for me? when i need a tight hug frm a someone when i'm really cold.. den y is there still no a someone there for me? y?

<3 7:43 AM

Saturday, July 24, 2004

how many years i nv reply le ar? hmmm.. hahas. tired n lazy mahhs. dun care lahs. shell just tok bout todae n stuff if i can rmb lahs. hmmm.. todae i went out frm mornig till night. hahas. so happy. i went out wif beverly!! so happy!! hahas. we go cut our hair. u noe wad? i got shorter fringe now. but not tt short lahs. hahas. n my hair is so thin now can. heh. so happy.. aft we cut our hair. we went heeren to shop lahhs. bought a clip(strawberry de) but guess wad? i lost it. so sad lehh. i buy for lk 2.50? hahas. nvm lahs. lost le wad can i do right? hais. 4get it den. hmmmm. den i bought a new sunglasses which cost 20bucks? hahas. nice lahs. not tt bad. bev bought the same as me. except maybe the pattern a lil different lohhs. heh.. and den we went to tm watch movies. we watched 'i-robot' hahas. funny show sia. not tt bad lah. din regret watching lohhs. yuP yuP!!*smiles..den me n bev took neoprints.. rocks sia. so nice can. hahas. we both look so nice. okok. i so BHB.. but tt's the fact ar. hahas. jkjk. u all noe wad? i keep disturbing ppl in the mrt cuz they keep staring at me n bev lahhs. den i was lk. stare wad stare? i noe u all nv see pretty gals b4 but dun need stare until lk tt mahs. hahas. so mean hor? but do i look lk i care? hahas. hu ask the ppl so chee ko. hahas. den got one guy in the MRT holding the pole lahhs. den i duno so i go lie on his hands den all his frens laugh. i was lk wad duH~ hahas. so fun lahh todae. really enjoyed myself alot lahs. ooo. mw n bev went cartel eat.. hahas. so YUmmY. den i saw my sis frens there cuz they working there mahs. yuP! btw. you all noe i only got 1/30 for my maths test den on thursdae i went home n cry cuz i studied n my teacher dun believe. i mean i already sae i needed help in my subjects ar. but den ar. hais. sad lohhs. still got nobody reply my e-mail sae wan to teach me only my distant fren(kai) hahas. but she's lk how far? japan lehhs. haijoh. so far right? Hmmm.. you all noe kai so sweet lehs. she sent me letter lohs. heh. so sweet right. hahahas. O!O!O!.. you all noe wad? i saw tis SHITY bung at heeren todae. she's called sky lahhs. den i purposely bang into her lohs. i hit her so hard. hahas. i hate her lohs. it's not tt she's ugly tt's y i hate her. it's cuz of her attitude. she a BIG flirt lahs. hate her lohhs. act yan dao but she still look lk shit can. dun care her le lahs. aniwae. i'm tired. still got to wake up earlt tmr to go church for lessons. hais. tired.....

<3 7:39 AM

Thursday, July 22, 2004

i noe lahhs. 3daes nv update le lohhs. miss me mahhs?? hahas. so sian lehs. i very lazy update lahs. can't be bothered.. getting lazier each dae can. lucky i haf beverly ard. can play wif her whenever i'm home frm skool. so happy!! hahahaas. i duno wad happened the past few daes le lahhs. dun care first lahs. tell u all bout my todae okok? hmmm. todae is racial harmony dae. so sian can. I almost quarrel wif sara during music lesson. just cuz i ask her whether she brought the home econs book den she shout lahs. sae wad never. den i sae i asking only ar. den she sae i nv remind her tt's why lahhs. haiyo. quarrel.. (almost lah) hmmmm.. ok liao lahs. so i dun really bother lahs. YUps. frens do quarrel.. rained so heavily todae.. so cooling. nice` hahas. i love cold weathers lohhs. so nice right? hmmmm.. den had peformance in skool lahs. YUp YUpp. boring lahhs. maybe alright lahs. but i duno lahs. heh. u all noe wad? i tink i gonna die soon lehhs. i haf stomach pain since ytd. n it's not pangsai tt stomach pain lehs. it's lk baluku inside my stomach. so pain lehs. i cannot bend too low n if i lay on my back my stomach will hurt so much lehs. how? will i die? hais. i scared lehs. i going out wif beverly on saturdae. i den dun wan to die ne! hahas. i wun lahs. but den my tummy really pain ar. wad to do? i duno how oso lahs. hMmmm. dun care first lahs. yuP. den wad else eh. had home econs todae den we cook spegettii, not tt bad lahs. hahas. quite alright lohs. den when music finich hor. miss wu ask me to help her put down her laptop at the PFA office lahhs. hahas. den she ask y i so -loud-. heh. den i was lk. i lk tt de mahhs. hahas. den she smile. funny sia. heh. den dance lessons tt time so funny lohhs. laugh till i stomach pain. heh. carol shouted at miss ong agn. she was lk. i pay for the dance fee, YOu pay me back the money lahs. hahas. den carol kana frm teacher agn. heh. den me lehs. 4got to bring PE attire todae den had to wear skool u n my own hus shorts. hahas. so funny can. heh. todae is alright lahs. not too bad. but den i find siti very irritating lahs. haiyo. i dun wan seat wif her lahs. wad to do? u noe she damn FAN!!! she alwaes tok tok tok. den keep saying teacher. she damn ACT lian lohhs. can't stand posers!! somemore she trying act jap!! when she herself noe she dun haf the potential to be one. haiyo. can't blame her lahs. she's lk tt de lahs. hais. saturdae going out wif beverly den i'm gonna lend frm my sis 30 BUcks cuz i'm gonna shop.. hahas. so happy. heh. i love my darling beverly so much.. todae aft my skool. den tutorial. den i went straight home cuz i wan to play wif her lahs. so i went home den play wif her lohhs. den we play make-up. hahas. we make-up for wach other until so ugly den we dare each other to go down the void deck there scare ppl. hahas. n we did on the way back home inside the lift. hahas. so funny the lady keep staring at us. life wif bev ard rocks ok. hahas. we laugh so much ok. heh. den she borrowed my shorts n skirt. den she lend me her skirt. heh. sweet eh.. den on saturdae we are GOING OUT!!! yes. hahas. ok lah ok lah. i wan go slp le lohs. kind of tired todae. long dae-laughing n playinh- hahas. love my bev to the tiniest bit....

<3 10:40 AM

Sunday, July 18, 2004

hey ppl.. guess wad.. BEVERLY came back le lohhs. hahas. so happy. ytd she came my hus to tok at ard 9PM?? hahas. at nite lohhs. hehe. we tok bout our past. heh. so fun lehhs. we tok to much stuff den laugh till stomach pain. hahas. i miss her so much can. now she come back le can go out play wif her lohhs. hahas. so happy. but den tis time she's gonna go back soon.. as in faster la.. she come back one month going le lahh. hais. so sad eh.. hais.. wad to do? play wif her more lohhs. hahas. so HAPPY!!!. hahahas. we can go running the resevoir AGN!!! hahas. so fun den we will do the happy dance.. YES!!! hhahaaaas. i just came back frm church. went holy trinity.. BORING!! lessons was BORING!!! hahahas... den went mac wif cherie n mariko to eat.. must ruch eat cuz they wan to go see the australian -oxy band- WOahh.. you noe the one tt came our skool??? hahas. they so handsome one?? hahas. i oso wan go see lehhs. the -oxy band go to OLPS church.. so good right. y nv come to holy trinity??? hais. sian lahs. haiyo. ltr i still going to novena church lehhs.wif my sister den go my godma's hus cuz is my godsis's b'dae.. hahas. we eating steamboat. hahas. if can i go their hus den update lohhs. IF lahhs. hmmmm. tt's bout it lahhs. YTD sucks.. i cry cuz of stuff lahhs. my mum lahs. i told her i was going out wif jemie den my sister col jemie hp sae wad.. i not allowed to go out. duno wad lahs. den i haf to come home lohhs.WTF... suspose to watch movie- mean gals- den lohhs. den my mother ask me come home. den come home pass my sister hus keys. den she scold me and all lahhs. den i cried alot ytd!! aslot lehh. really very irritating can. my family dun understand me de lohhs. esp my mum.. she keep thinking tt i steal her money. it's lk i told her not me le ar.. she still sae it's me. i WUn steal her money.. even if i need i will borrow ok.. she accuse me how many months le lohhs. can't stand her le lahhs. hais. ok lahs. shell end here. wan go church le. BYee

<3 1:30 AM

Friday, July 16, 2004

hahas. i noe i din update for lk 2days. hahas. i noe lahs. hehe. but wad to do. i wasn't allowed to come online wad. hehe. so now. here i am.. haha. wad to write bout lehhs. first of all.. i duno y. but beverly haven col me. she sae she come back on thursday. but den usually she come back she will col me de mahhs. but now. she nv col me. y?? hais. i'm so worried. she 4get or something happened? hais.. hope she's fine now. YTD so nice.. got australia student come our skool to visit us.. SO handsome lehhs. hahas. got one guy james. so cool. hahas. so handsome. heh. den alot lahhs. so cute lohhs. tt matthew look lk clay akien.- duno how to spell lahs- heh. he's hair so cute. so nice. hahas. they really very cute lahhs. hahas. they gals there oso very chio can. so cute lehhs. i noe one name tiana. she very cute. hahas.. we watch them perform. so nice.. so nice lehhs. hahas. ytd had cca. it was boring. nothing much lahs. i duno wad else happened le lahs. i so 4getful le lohhs. i tink nothing much le lahs. shell update ymt if i haf the time yea? hais.. bored....

<3 9:10 PM

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

todae is wednesdae.. hahas. suspose to be my FAVOURITE day. heh. it still is lahhs. but den abit pek todae lohhs. cuz of come misuderstanding lahhs. 2/1 gal come find me. haiyo. dun tok bout it lahhs. sucks sia!! haiyo. duno wad's on these ppl's mind. lil bit thing oso come find. haiyo. actually i wonder. is this childish?? hmmmmm. can't blame it. i'm lk tt too. hahas. dun bother lahs. wan come find me taiji sae duno wad. den i tis type not into taiji here taiji there wan lah. so i just sae i not those type find ppl come down tok de lahhs. so.. lk tt lahhs. i duno wad's wrong lahhs. wan to tok. tok lk tt lahhs. still must find ppl mahs? haiyo. dun care le lahhs. todae everything was fun.. aft recess we went for music lesson den during music got ppl fart. so smelly smelly. heh. den aft music is... is... dance. hahas. so funny can. dance tt time i tok to daphne alot of stuff la*-PRIVATE-* hahas. den she learn alot of things frm me. hahas. must thank me ok DAPHNE ANG JING PING!! hahas. one of my most favourite kor. heh. *smiles. aft dance we had home-econ. den haven started cooking yet. start next week. den we must do sewing lahhs. so we sew finish le mahhs. so we do other stuff lahhs. duno wad advertisement de lahhs. hahas. me. daphane. carol n bernice one grp lahhs. so we do macdonalds lahhs. so funny.. hahas. very fun la. heh. during assembly was kinda fun n BORIng oso lahhs. nothing much la. den aft assembly go home le lahhs. but u noe wad. the 2/1 person come find me. den tok la. tok le den she sae if i guai y i tok in tt manner or wad shit lahhs. so i sae if she can tok to me in tt manner y can't i lahh. i mean.. only she can lk tt tok to me i cannot mehs? she human i not ar? haiyo. can't be bothered. all started out wif her younger sister. just cuz i see the sister how old only den the sister diao me lahs. i dun bother den the sister thot i diao her den go tell her 2/1 sister den taiji here taji there lahhs. haiyo. den sae wad i col her xia lan. pls lohhs. she no prove sae wad i col her xia lan. haiyo. nonsense *diaox*. haiyo. can't be bothered wif ppl lk these lahs. wan find me must haf good reasons lohhs. wad duh. haiyo. DUN CARE LE!!! WAN FIND ME DEN SEE WAD I CAN DO. right? hais.... bored..... aft she 'scolded' me den i went off for -racial harmony day competiton- draw draw de lahs. sara. carol. me n caryn represented our class to draw. hahas. so sweet right?? but den we did something bad... hahahs. BAD!!! heh. den aft the competition me sara n carol stayed back till bout 5 plus den we go home. we stay back is to study ok. i studied my chinese spelling n abit of science. heh. kelly. vivian n ruijuan( is tt her name )?? heh. 4got le. sorry. yup.. they were sitting on the table opposite us lahhs. so we ask them to teach us some stuff lohhs. woah!! not bad lahs. kelly's science not tt bad aft all. heh. but vivian english.. haiyo. sec one de oso cannot do. hahas. can't blame her cuz we oso duno how. heh. nvm lahhs. had fun studying though i studied not tt much. yup:) den came home le lahhs. heh. nothing la lohhs. wad else you all wanna noe uh? hahahs. i ate bee hoon for dinner.. tmr SUCKS!!! how. i hate thursdae... all thursdaes sucks.. wad to do?? how? how? how? all period( subject ) so long de. can just die lahhs. somemore got MARIE'S lesson can. haiyo. dun lk lahhs. *pukes.. hahas. beverly told me she's coming back frm hawaii tmr.. she told me lk one month ago den i send her msg she nv reply le. hais. hope she can come back tmr. she's one of my BEST BEST fren.. life w/o her will be boring. hahas. u noe wif her ard we do alot of stuff 2gether. we damn childish 2gether de lohhs. we play boyfren boyfren.. hahas. very funny lahhs. den we cook together n we do stuff together n best of all i still owe her $$. but den she wun ask back yet ba. hahas. hope not. heh. hope she really comes back tmr. i really miss her alot. n somemore her dad is staying beside me only. same floor somemore ok. see how close we are. hahas. so so close right. i hope i haf time for her. i guess will ba since she's gonna be beside me only. hahas. we can go out on saturdays le!!! Yay!!! so happy. can take neoprints wif her. nv take wif her b4 lehhs. i wan take.. i wan!!! hahas. can't wait lohhs. heh. BEVERLY tan che ling!!! ure my ah-bu n i'm ure bu-bu. FRIENDS 4EVER!!! i love you so much my dearest dear dear ah-bu!!! miss you so much.. hope ure coming back tmr.... love you lotss.....

<3 7:25 AM

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

//aft wad happened.. i saw something tt broke my heart. no one ever know wad's the thing tt broke my heart. the thing broke my heart so deeply. i din noe to fall in love wif someone n the person dun love you in return is so painful. it's really so painful. the person love someone else instead. maybe we're jus not fated to be together. maybe ure just fated to be with her. i shan't disturb u any longer. i just hope to see you happy. cuz by seeing you happy. i will be happy too. i love you for the last time.//

hais.. read the story ba. is damn touching n sad right?? if only i haf a son just lk the lil boy. hais. the boy is so cute. i mean the way he talks to his father. so touching lohh. hahas. i got tis frm someone's blog. heh. todae i got nothing much to write about lahhs. just say tt i'm tired todae n ya... u noe GEOK LING?? tt monkey.- everyone calls her tt cuz she looks lk one. yup:) she doe look lk a monkey n is a stinky monkey too alright? her mouth very big de lohhs. n she is a hamji. she is a BIG hamji can. dua hamji lohhs. WTF. saw her todae at my place down there the bustop. she n her 'group' of monkeys.. all her frens were there la. i duno who the fuck is there n i dun care lohhs. wad i mean is all i care is tt fucking geok ling. walau. infront of her frens ar.. act big. scold me lohhs. aiyoh me can.. wad the fuck.. she's an ass lahhs. got frens den scold no frens.. den she scared until can urine on her shorts. i duno she bung or not can. cannot be bung de lahhs. duno how come amanda wanna go stead wif her?? tt fucking geok ling dun even look lk a bung n furthermore her character sucks lk shit. haiyo. amanda ar amanda.. BREAK wif tt monkey ba. u confirm can find better de lohhs. tt monkey dun suit u at all lahhs. haiyo. shity monkey.. Boa to ppl wan lohh. cannot be trusted de lahhs. haiyo.. dun even look lk bung. haiyo.. make bungs reputation spoil only lahhs. she's so ugly. cannot be gal. cannot be bung.. den wad can she be???? MONKEY!!!!!! of cuz lahhs. she's already one. hahas. hu care's bout her lahhs. dun care lahs. haiyo!!! thot she's sweet n nice when i FIRST knew her.. but i'm WRONG!!! very wrong. she bauto me alot of things to ppl lohhs. BITCH>> YUcks.. *pukes. so ugly.. dun lk her la.. she sucks... *pukes again n again*...... shell just end here lahhs. continue toking about her ppl read le sure die de.. no one wan's to noe bout her or even tok bout her cuz she's just so ham!!! hais. end here la... byee.

<3 2:51 AM

The wish of a child..

A man came home from work, tired and
Irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting
For him at the door.
"Daddy, may I ask you a Question?"
"Yeah sure, what is it?"replied the man.
"Daddy, how much do you make an hour?"
"That's none of your business. Why do you ask? Such a thing?" the man said angrily.
"I just want to know. Please tell me, how much Do you make an hour?" Pleaded the little boy.
"If you must know, I make $20 an hour."
"Oh," the little boy replied, with his head down.
Looking up, he said, "Daddy, may I please borrow $10?"
The father was furious,
"If the only reason you Asked that is so you can borrow some money to Buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you March yourself straight to your room and go to
Bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I Work long hard hours everyday and don't have Time for such this childish behavior."
The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier About the little boy's questions.
How dare he Ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed
Down, and started to think:
He may have been a Little hard on his son.
Maybe there was Something he really needed to buy with that $10 And he really didn't ask for money very often.
The man went to the door of the little boy's Room and opened the door.
"Are you asleep, Son?" He asked.
"No daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy.
"I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you Earlier," said the man.
"It s been a long day And I took out my aggravation on you. Here's The $10 you asked for."
The little boy sat straight up, smiling.
"Oh, Thank you daddy!" He yelled.
Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out Some crumpled up bills.
The man, seeing that the Boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and Then looked up at his father.
Why do you want more money if you already have
Some?" the father grumbled.
"Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," The little boy replied.
"Daddy I have $20 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come Home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner With you."

<3 2:46 AM

Monday, July 12, 2004

i'm in skool now having lessons. heh. having computer lesson. hahaha. so boring. now watching show.. stupid de lahhs. so i come online lohhs todae i ate wanton mee dry de. hahas. so nice. hehe. den i ate my corn agn. yummy. yum.. hahas. duno lahs. i am so bored shell update agn when i'm home lohhs. MARIE CLEMENT STILL SUCKS!!!!! she still does. |a|a|a|a|a|a|a
shell update another entry later lahhs. bye bye

<3 9:15 PM

todae is monday!!! suspose to be fun. but guess wad? i got changed out of my seat!!! i hate MARIE CLEMENT. she suck to the bloody fucking core can. walau eh. i telling sara how to do only right den she change my place n now i'm sitting beside Siti [gal hu steals]. cheebye la. WFT!!! i den dun wan sit the place i'm sitting now can. totally suck.. i scared tt fucking Siti steal my books i left under my table. hais. i wan to sit wif sara. down there so much nicer. hais. i hate mARIE CLEMENT n her two fucking chee bye daughters... i hate them all. walau eh. alot of ppl hate her lohhs. shit lahh. she just send Jane to RTC todae lohhs. jus cuz she shouted at marie.. den send le. fucktup right? i noe i noe. ppl all HATE marie.. cuz she's a bitch. am i very vulgar todae? heh. i guess i'm very angry ba. haiyo. if i can i will kill tt marie clement can. WHOLE skool hates her except for her two cheebye daughters. all damn bleugh de la.. i DUN LK THEM!!!! BIAS FUCKING MARIE CLEMENT SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all ppl agree eh? hahas. i guess so. maybe only some ba.hais. todae most fun lesson is growing years. hahas. so fun. we tok bout how we grow up all lahhs. den the teacher sinply rocks la. cuz she very bo chap de lahhs. so we use the comp suspose to check stuff den in the end all of us go surf net. hahas. so fun!! i love tt teacher.. growing years ROCKS.. we do acting oso lahh. den so funny. the whole class laugh lk shit cuz i am xiao mei mei lahhs. very funny lahhs. stomachach lohhs. heh. aft tt i had drama at 245 but skool end at 215 cuz me got another extra class. by MARIE!!! walau. always see her face. sian lahs. haiyo. aft 215 me n kai jun faster go opposite kopitiam eat wif morgan. tiffany chok. sara n carol. we go eat den saw daphne aiai doing hair treatment agn. hahas. so cute loh she. heh. den cca is quite boring lahhs. nothing much todae.heh. den aft cca came home. den my mummy fren- uncle desmond came to our hus to cook dinner for us to eat. heh. he cook shark's fin lehhs. so good n thiughtful of him lehhs. he so sweet. he go buy den make for us to eat lehhs.so nice. hahas. i'm so full lohhs. so so full. hahas. den now i'm here updating my blog lohhs. o..ppl btw if anyone noe's hu's blog is. http://www._anonymous_.blogspot.com pls inform me... i really wan to noe. n i need to noe who's blog is tt..
tc
chao.... bye

<3 6:23 AM

Sunday, July 11, 2004

hahas. todae is my ahma b'dae lehhs. so happy.. we ate popiah. heh. my mummy make all the ingredients den we go wrap the popiah ourselves. hahas. so fun. so long nv eat popiah le lohhs. hahahs. at last can eat todae!!! todae i woke up at 830 den meet nicole chai at 930. hahas. our classes starts at 1045 but we meet earlier for fun lohhs. hahas. hmmm.. den we saw mariko n cherie in church. we went to TM to buy sushi eat den we walk back to church cuz our lesson starting le. hahas. we go all the way to TM just to buy 2 patethic sushi. hahas. so lame right?? hahas. i noe i noe. but it's nice to eat ok. heh. den all of us change classes cuz of a bully incident. something happened lahhs. all cuz of a gal in our cat class we dun lk. den mariko. cherie. anna. samantha. went to bully tt gal we dun lk de lahhs. cuz i din go for classes on tt dae. hahas. den nicole chai wasn't involved. hahas. ya lohs. den all change classes. me n nicole one class. mariko n sam one class den anna n cherie one class lohhs. heh. so boring lehhs. lessons are so boring. i dun feel lk coming le lohhs. haiyo. aft cat class me n my cousin went over to my ahkong hus to eat n celebrate my ahma's b'dae. hahas. suspose to go out wif my ex n eat lunch de but den.. hais. my mum ask me go my ahma's hus for lunch.. so sad eh.. sorry lehhs.... sorry. den went to my ahma hus le. straight away i ate one popiah!! so nice.. yummy *drool.. hahas. den i ate two. heh. most of my cousin were there. or should i sae all.. hahas. so long nv see them le. den todae saw alot i nv see for months de. hahas. all grow up lohhs. hahahs. tt's all bout todae i guess. i noe i did something bad tt nobody noe's... it's really bad.. i'm sorry.. i'm so sorry..... tt's all i can sae..

<3 6:21 AM

Friday, July 09, 2004

hahas. ytd rocks lohhs. todae i duno how's my dae lahhs. shell update bout ytd now is only in the morning la. so update bout my ytd alrightts? hahas. ytd ar?? hmmmm. i go skool half day cuz it's st anthony's mass. hahas. end skool at 9plus lehhs. so early eh. hahas. aft tt. mariko came to my hus to wait for me bath. but den end up i go peel peanuts skin den she help me. haiyo. we take bout 1hour plus can. so tiring lohhs. hehe. me n mari go watch bball match. our skool vs dunman high.. hahas. our skool won!!! heh. so good lehhs. hahas. jemie. jaclyn. nicole shann. liana n other ppl frm our skool was there. hahas. the match is at 2 n me n mariko go so late all cuz of the peanuts. hahas. we reached there at bout 230? hahas. so late hor? i noe. hahas. hmmm. den aft the match me n mariko went off to TM!! hais. guess wad? at 4 is manjusri vs eastspring lehhs. MANJUSRI!!! hais. i sae siew ling- kelly's juniour. hais. she tok to me for lk less den 1min lahhs. hahas. yup. wanted to go back watch their match. but.. duno lehhs. my frens keep asking me y but i jus sae for fun. i dun wan them to noe the truth. i dun wan them to noe tt i wanted to see -her- hais. duno wad's wrong wif me lahhs. hais. heart was very pain at tt moment. duno was shit lahhs. how can i lk tt right. hais. wad to do? tell me wad to do!! hmmm. den aft me b mariko shop finish. she went home her way n i went to novena church. for farewell dinner. haha. hmmm.. i din eat much lahhs. cuz i dun haf the mood. heh. aft tt charmaine went home wif me. we went to united square to shop. she shop for her perfume den we walk ard. all shops gonna close soon as it's lk 9? hahas. walk walk walk den charmaine ask me to walk ard go find her thing den she go find her thing. hahas. den guess wad??? while separating. she went to buy the smiley toy for me tt can make noises. OMG!! she's so sweet. she went to buy cuz she noe i'm sad. when i was p4 i had tt toy. n tt toy could make me smile whenever i'm sad. i told her. den she really buy!!. on the way home in the cab den she pass it to me. i was so touched ok. she's so nice to me. y?? i was so touched ok. she's really so nice.argh`. y? y? y? hais. charmaine. y u so nice to me? hais. thanks so much. I LOVE YOU** thanks so much. u treat me so many things. n u even send me home. guess ure one of my nicest kor ba. THANKS *smiles. heh. den i went home le. bath den i go slp le lahhs. den now i jus woke up. heh. going off to fetch my cousin to church. hahas. she only p2. den haf to fetch her. hahas. i so kind hor. hahas. i noe i noe. heh. ok la. shell end here.
charmaine.... i really need to thank you.. *huggs*

okok. now is another entry cuz one i write in the morning now is at night. hahas. now is 11plus le lohhs. heh. just now went to fetch my cousin to church for classes den i stay in church till my brother n my cousin finish their lessons. hahas. end at bout 545 ba. den we three go tm. hahas. go there eat n take neoprints. hahas. my ahkong come wif us to eat den he went home le. so left my two lil kidss. n me. hahas *smiles. i am lk their mother. heh. so cute hor? den the three of us go walk ard tm. den we go take neoprint. taking tt time haf to wait cuz alot of ppl. hahas. den i saw bernice. hais. she seems so nice todae. haiyo. duno wad's wif me lahhs. she's nice sometimes but damn bitchy at times too. hahs. so me n bernice took neoprint oso cuz she wanted to. hahas. take le den we walk to inter. waliking tt time ar. SUCK.. i step on soft mud den my whole leg MUD!!!!! yucks. sucks lohhs. eeeeee. so i went mac's to wash me legs. hehe. den we went to find my mummy n my cousin mummy at the coffee shop opposite near sheng siong there. they were eating at lk 9?? so late right. hahas. so we went there. they eating la. den eat eat eat le. den i feel lk eating roti prata. so i order one prata plain. they take years to come. nvm. so i just wait la. wait wait wait den FINALLY the food came. den my mother was lk. burnt!! as in chao ta la. the roti prata chao ta lahhs. so my mother scolded the guy n not only tt. they gif the wrong order. they gif wif eggs. so my mother was lk DUN WAN ALREADY. COME LET"S GO HOME!! den i saw the look on the indian man. so poor thing can. i see the way he look at my mother i really pity him lohhs. i was lk. mummy nvm lahs. but my mother sae, DO BUISNESS WHERE CAN LK TT? so i just keep quiet. we walk home n here i am in my head still tinking... tinking.. n tinking bout the look on the face of the indian man. i really pity him... really....

<3 8:17 PM

Thursday, July 08, 2004

i'm in skool comp lab agn lohhs. wah!! sian lahhs. tutorial just ended. haiyo. maths lohhs. hahas. quite fun lahs cuz no teacher take care of us so we can play. hee. but i do all my work by myself ok. hehe. so guai right? i noe i noe. hehe:) todae skool was boring. all we do is study study n more study. haiyo. so sian right? tmr is half day skool. so happy. cuz is st anthony's duno wad ade lahhs. hahas. we got mass den can go home liao. heh. tmr MAYBE going sun-tan wif frens aft skool. YES!! hahas. duno if can go not lahhs. but if can we will be going to EAST COAST! hahas. so happy. i wan to tan. hope my mum let me go lahhs. skool end at 1030 tmr. so aft tt we will go down EAST COAST!! MAYBE only lohhs. hahas. if can i happy lohh. hmmmm. todae is boring but quite fun lahhs. heh:) in class i sit beside sara mahhs. so we tok n crap ALOT!! hahas. we alwaes nv listen to teacher wan. den we play play play. laugh.laugh. laugh. so fun!! hahas. dunring geog we get to eat in class cuz teacher allow so me n sara eat lohhs. we eat so many many things. i tink. not tt alot lahhs. alright lahhs. hehe. tmr nite haf to go to novena cuz got dinner. hahas. duno whether i wan to go not. see if i lazy or not first lahhs. hmmm. wad else eh?? i must go home soon. hehe. if not i will die. hahas. no lahs not tt bad lohs. hmmm. yup. tt's bout it lohhs. hmmm. anything special?? hmmmmm. let me tink. TODAE RAIN!!! i so happy todae rain lohhs. so long lk nv rain le den todae rain. hahas. so cold so nice. so happy.
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hahas. i siao le lahhs. duno wad else to write. o ya. ytd i watch amazing race5!!! rocks sia. did u all watch?? heh. so nice ryt?? i love tt show. hahas. i hate the twins lohhs. sucks lk hell. i hate the stupid twins.. so bleugh. i wan to support... duno hu lahhs. i watch afew more episode den tink lahhs. hehee. ok lahhs. shell update another day lahhs. see you.!!! BYEBYE!!!!

stephanie....... signing off...

<3 12:28 AM

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

I head pain. argh`. i duno y oso lah! todae in skool quite alrights lahhs. got free lunch provided by skool for all ARTS ALIVE performers. hahas. i nv eat the food cuz i din feel lk. heh. i only drink. the fruit punch alright lahhs. not tt bad. hahas. i'm not allowed to be online. if my mum sees i'm dead. hahahs. hmmm. todae me and sara laugh alot in class. hahas. i love computer lesson cuz sara. carol. nicole c n me will laugh n tok until lk siao. hahas. i so happy. heh. aft skool go meet jemie den we go haf lunch together. yummy. we had roti plata. hehe. alot of people come wif me to visit jemie. hehe. den we one whole grp go eat, den we order two plates of hokkien mee den all share. hahas. todae i almost late for skool. den i 4got to bring my rubber band n my allowance. todae i go skool no $$. hahas. had to borrow frm ppl. heh. so pangsai can. hmmm. wad else? o ya cheryl cut her hair. hahas, she look so gina. hahas. so ke ai. heh. todae rained. den i kana. tt's y i a lil sick now la. hais. sian la. lil flu n fever. nvm lahhs. will ok de. |a|a|a|a|a|a|a|a. i so happy. tmr is wednesdae. i love wednesdae cuz it's the shortest dae lk tt. all the subjects rock. hahas. science. den recess. den music. den dance den home econs. den assembly den SKOOL OVER!!. hahas. tmr rocks right? heh! i love tmr so much. hahas. todae nothing much le lahhs. everydae bout the same i guess. hahas. shell end here. O yA! tmr got tutorial. argh` TUTORIAL!!! i dun wan. some more lit lehhs.-MRS MARK!!! yuckS! i hate her. she sucks. hmpf! bleugh` hahhaas. shell end here lahhs. update another dae yea? hahas. byebye. Byebye.. ooo.. BTW!! hu is crks?? i duno hu is tt lohhs. WTF? bread?? are u trying to sae mt EX n me? hahas. ure slow huh? we break le lohhs. sorry if ure slow huh. hahas. tc peeps.

<3 9:45 AM

hehe. i'm in skool now. use the comp in skool. hahas. cuz if igo home duno if can use the comp not. hais. sian lahhs. hehe. todae i haf tutorial. so fun can. duno how come todae mrs mark good. i HATE her de lohhs. duno lahhs. todae she is really very nice to all of us lahhs. hahas. so happy. todae we tok bout ALOT of things. so nice lehhs. din noe tutorial can be so fun. *smiles.
todae ROCKS.. todae is wednesday. tt's y it rocks. hahas. so fun eh?? todae carol so funny. during dance she go scold teacher. den we all laugh till stomach pain. hahass. she really so fuuny can. heh:) i must go home soon lehhs. now already 4. i haf to reach home early can. hehee. hmmm. wad else bput todae i'm not sure le. nicole chai so nice lohhs. my b'ade 12march den now she rmb she owe me present den she gif me todae lohhs. so sweet of her ryt? heh. den todae assembly we sing song. so bleugh can. our classmate lost her wallet agn! afew weeks liao lehhs. so many ppl keep losing their wallets. Y?? wad if i oso? hehe.. wun ba. hope not. I HATE tmr. I HATE IT!! tmr is thursdae. i hate the lessons. aLL lessons SUCKS. how?? haiyo. sucks sucks sucks. |a|a|a|a|a|a|a|a|a|a|a|a|a|a|a|a. i'm so bored now. i'm wif carol now lohhs. she's really a joker can. life w/o her will be boring. BORING!! hahas. she's really so funny.
tt's all bout my dae frm morning till now which is 4 le lahhs. duno wad will happen tonight but will update if i can go online. yea?? hahas. love you guys// i love todae too. hahahas .*winks.

<3 12:46 AM

Monday, July 05, 2004

todae is sian la. todae is youth dae but i spent the time at home. hais. really bored. but at least i get to come online to update stuff. hahas. my sister told me the password secretly cuz my mother dun lk me come online. my mother brother n uncle went to watch *spiderman2. so good. hahas. but i din wan to go cuz i was lazy. hahs. tmr start skool le. hais. sian lehhs. see tt marie clement face agn. wow!. you noe tt she sucks. she sucks terribly. on saturday during the arts alive i was in skool performing. den i go toilet she saw me. den the toilet was dirty at tt time den she ask me to clear up. den i tell her not i go wan den she sae nvm it's ure skool. help to clear up. den i was lk. WTF! i din do anything lohhs. i say it in my heart. i din do anything else n u noe wad she sae? she sae dun do body langguage. duno wad cock la she. she's damn bloody bias can. i hate her to the core.she SUCKS!!! hmpF.on the saturdae i saw jonathon. he came cuz his sister in my primary skool. yup:) we went wrd looking for annurshah!(my close drama fren) she pangseh me. so jonath0n went ard the skool to find wif me. hahas. den he sae they- annurshsh n her boy frens. may be at the field. den pop! they really r there. hahas. so we spent time at the field instead of being in the drama room. hahas, we played n tok. so dark dark. so scary lohhs. hahas. den BERNICE CHEN RUIMIN!!! i tell u wad ok. ure a attention-seeking person can. i hate u lohhs. y must u be so attention seeking? Y?? u very very acty lohhs. u noe alot of ppl hate u for tt? i dun care u read my blog or not. but ure so wad can. walau. u love guys so much is it?? keep telling me u finding for cute guys. do u even tink i care? no ryt? so y tell me? ok. i'm so mean. but. haiyo sorry lehhs. i was angry wif u. maybe i am angry wif u still. hais. duno lahhs. life is so complicating. duno y oso lahhs. hmmm. hope u change. cuz ure my mei aft all. hais. nvm lahhs. shan't tok bout y anymore. i shell be a nice gal. hahas. yup. todae i stay home whole dae. i watch *endless love over n over agn. hahas. so nice lahhs. i love the show. hahas. tmr meeting jemie aft skool. so happy. hahas. jus now i just did a blog for jonathon. heh. so sweet of me ryt?? hmmmm.. no one usually reads this blog so ya la. u all duno hu is jonathon den too bad. hahas. he's my church fren. yup. tell u. tis blog i tink only 2 or 3 ppl noe. hahas. tt's good ryt? i noe i noe. hahas. shell end here. bye eVeryOne! *hugs

<3 6:07 AM

Sunday, July 04, 2004

hais. todae very tired. i watch *endless love*. the show so nice. so sad. so so nice. hahas. the lil gal n lil boy damn cute. den when they grow up even cuter. hahas. so nice. heh. todae my ex told me lots of stuff tt make me really upset. i din mean to hurt her. but i really had to do tis. i'm sorry if i broke ure heart. i'm a heartless bitch alrights. i noe i am. u will definitely find someone better alrights. now u'll lead ure life n i'll lead mine n we'll be good frens even thou we no longer is together. i noe i've done stuff to hurt u. i noe everything now. i'm so sorry. but i just can't lk u agn. u understand me ryt? i noe u do. hais. *confused. read ure blog. i din noe i meant so much to you. i din noe u wanted to gif me a surprise to watch me perform. i din noe. i'm so sorry. hais. nothing can ever make u 4gif me eh? hais. dun 4gif me den. it's alright wif me. hmm.. todae i woke up at 11plus den watch *endless love* i watch 5 or 6 disc den went to my ahkong hus to eat. i cycled there. heh :) lose weight. my dream. hehe. den eat le came home n continued to watch my show. finish le. left one disc i save for tmr to watch. hahas. the last disc sure i will cry till.. hais. sometimes i wonder whether i'm really very cruel to ppl hu love me. the ppl hu i love deeply treat me so cold n me? in return i go treat ppl hu love me so coldly. am i wrong? is it a sin? i din mean to. to all those ppl i've hurt. i'm so sorry. really sorry. hais. tmr is youth dae. suspose to go sentosa wif jemie n nicole c n ppl lahhs. but all of a sudden jemie cannot cuz she going ppl hus play. haha. nvm lahs. dun go oso nvm. another day lahhs. kelly- i hope we can be best buddies alrights? yup:) smile as u haf alwaes. dun ever be sad whenever i see u. understand? i must see u smiling away whenever i meet u. got me? hahas. hope u understand me better aft i told u how i felt n stuff. yup. haf nothing much to write bout todae le. it's 330am now. so late n i'm still tinking away.. tinking of wad bad stuff i did. i will haf retribution.. i will... sorry!

<3 12:23 PM

Friday, July 02, 2004

hais. todae is a bad day. just broke wif my stead. just wondering. am i suspose to feel bad?? am i suspose to sae sorry?? am i suspose to be heartbroken?? am i?? am i... i really duno. cuz i dun feel anything at all. i'm not sad. not sorry. not heartbroken. i dun feel anything. i feel a lil bad maybe. but.. i'm not sad ar.. i'm feeling alright.. normal. i duno wad to do lahhs. but i'm just feel alright. am i bad?? am i cruel?? i dun tink so.. i haf my reasons.(kelly- hope u understands. i noe u can definitely find someone better den me. you can do it de. wif me is not a happy ending cuz i'm not happy when i'm wif u. i'm not as cheerful as ever. n i tink i became even more sad.. i duno y. hais. i am stress whenever i'm wif u. i will start tinking of alot of stuff. n i did stuff tt hurt u. but did u ever tink. you broke my heart many many times. it's only u duno cuz u dun understand me. hais. hope u will understand ure next gal. hope you treat her well. i haf lots of reason y i wan to brk wif u. so.. i'm not heartless aft all. righT??) yup. ppl... i broke wif my std.. i duno if u all tink i'm cruel or wad. but i tink i did the right thing. yup:) i nv update for almost a month le bcuz my mom dun let me come online. my sister secretly let me come de. cuz my mom not at home. yup *smiles. i nv update lots of stuff.. but i tink i did enjoy my holidaes.. i had fun in malacca. hahas. yup. had bubble bath. hahas. the last few daes my sister fren frm cartel came over to stay. hahas. got 3.. all bungs. hahas. so funny. 4 bungs in my room. including me.(not bung lahhs) hahas. very funny lahhs. all of them so cute n ya la.. so weird. hees.. haiyo. den i remember on the dae skool start the first dae. the nite b4.. i slept at 5plus cuz my sister. jayern. cheryl n me watch football. hahas. so tiring. cheryl very very cute lohhs. i find her so funny, very easy-going oso. yup:) i try to write as much as i can lahhs. cuz can't update unless i can come online which is once in a blue moon. yuP:) i so tired now. tmr i got performance. i acting as mimes. so bleugh can. hahas. i haf to paint my face white?? hahas. so weird huh. heh!! nvm. i am dancing lahhs. not exactly performing lahhs. hehes. i so excited. my frens coming to see. in skool lohhs. so weird. heh!! i noe my kor kor.- fluffy coming to watch. hahas. can see her. yup:) i noe jonathon coming oso. den. raine oso. jemie. jac phua. alot lahhs. hahas. so scared lehhs. wad if i dance wrongly den how?? i so scared. hahahas. these few daes my mummy kind of ground me. hais. duno y lahhs. she sae cannot do tis cannot do tt. haiyo. sian lahhs at home. hais. but for the past few daes i watch vcd.. damn sae de lohh the show.. it's call *endless love* so nice. i keep crying ok. disc 1.2.3 i all cry. haha. so sad. hahas. the guy so shuai ok hahas. he younger cuter. hehe. so nice lahhs. i love the show so much. so many handsome guys. hahas. i seem so.. so.. Yucks. hahas. hmmm..wad else special happened?? hmmm.. ooo.. i haf tutorials.. shit lahhs. i dun wan. nono. actually is i wan. but not so many. haiyo. tired huh!! hahas. den wad else? hmm.. i sitting wif sara moi in class. right behind ok. heh. so nice lohhs. sit wif my best buddy. hahas. jemie is back..! i'm so happy can. hahas. mondae maybe me n jemie n a few other ppl going sentosa to sun-tan. hahas. can't wait. hehee. aiyo. duno whether going or not yet lahhs. but hope we going lahhs. i wan turn darker. hehe. is tis entry long le mahhs?? hmm.. duno lehhs. shell write more. hmmm.. let me tink wad else happened?. hmmm. o YA!! ** I'M ON A DIET!!! hahas. yes yes. i'm on a diet. i'm trying to be on a diet. hahas. i so fat fat. hehee. i watch *the dae aft tmr le. nice show. hahas. i LOve brad pitt ok. hahas. he so handsome. haha. haiyo. i gtg le lohhs. cuz my mum on the way home le. hais. duno when will be the next time i will come online. guess long lohhs. sian lahhs. shell watch my vcd aft tis. hahas. love u guys. pray for my performance tmr ok. pray tt it doesn't rain. OKOK?? hahas. hope to update as soon as i can. *hugs to everyone.

<3 6:54 AM

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<3 6:50 AM

Thursday, July 29, 2004