m having recess now.

yupps.

din update for the past few days cos aint free.

=]

yeahs.

friday i went home late.

went to inter with ali mable n daphne !

plus prisca n leon.

yupp.

made new frens.

heh.

okays la.

new fren so yahhs.

played stupid games.

n went home ard 7plus ?

got home.

no one was home

so called lil bastard to talk to her lil while.

den went to slp.

saturday.

bluff my mother tt i went out with my sister.

but went town to meet my lil bastard.

hahas.

time with her is just so WOW !.

hahas.

yeahs.

miss her so much.

=]

was NOT angry with her at all la.

just mood swing so yah.

sorry darling.

i din mean to.

forgive me yeahs ?

heh.

den got two navy guys from india came to me n ask me to take photo with them

like wth ?

they say one only la.

den in the end say another one.

hahas.

den lil bastard came.

so ya.

se saved my life.

hahahs.

thnks lil bastard.

-smiLes-

den she sent me home.

sat at the reservoir till i forget the time.

got home.

got nagged by my mother.

who cares anw.

she's always so naggy.

heh.

=]

used to it.

yeahs.

m scared ms teo call me mother cos i din sign my ss test.

i got zero can ?

how smart can i get rights ?

heh.

den ytd went kallang theatre with my aunty n cousin to watch the magic show.

it was marvellous.

yeahs.

so nicee.

yupp.

lil bastard was sick.

pls do tc.

i worry for you yes lil bastard ?

hmmm.

went home ard 10plus.

clean up den called lil bastard to talk.

we talk for lk over 2 hours ?

heh.

tiredd.

went off to sleep.

now m so excited.

cos my bday is coming !.

lol.

m so happy.

12 march 12 march 12 march ! ! !

LOL.

rmb yes ?

hahahas.

carnival day.

LIL BASTARD maybe coming over to my hus to stay on my bday.

YAY !

if not we'll just spend time again at the reservoir yes lil bastard ?

HAHAHA.

i miss you so much my lil bastard.

do tc.

loves

m happy today cos lil bastard came to pick me from skool.
yeahs.
she's so sweet.
love love you my lil bastard so much.
=]
hmmm.
today is a boring day in skool.
i hate thursdays n wenesdays la.
so boring can.
it's a LONG day.
yeahs.
some ppl can just pissed me off EVERYDAY la.
so FLIRT !.
argh`.
pek chek la.
hmmm.
was msging lil bastard in class the whole day.
yeahs.
she's like so sweet.
making me smile thru out the lessons.
[=
she came pick me up from skool.
mariko followed me.
den we went to eat at the 85 market.
yupp.
she brought for me a mashmallow from japan.
so nice of her la.
but i happily forget to take the mashmallow from her.
LOL.
it's now with her.
yupp.
she said she'd keep for me till the next time we meet.
she better.
=]
n tt jovi better not touch tt mashmallow of mine.
hahas.
i ate hokkien mee n so did mari.
lil bastard ate rice.
aft eating went back skool there opposite to talk n play.
yeahs.
saw lil bastard's new i-pod.
yeah it's nice.
but y not PURPLE ?
LOL
saw wendy(leon)
i din rmb her till she rmb me.
LOL.
she's the one i saw at monks.
i din noe la.
so blur of me.
heh.
she's the one tt wanted to find trouble with someone la.
heh.
i remember her now.
=]
yeahs.
so yahhs.
new fren found.
hahas.
den me lil bastard n mari sat ard opposite skool to talk la.
talk talk talk.
den feel like drinking bubble tea.
so walk back there again.
den buy alrd walked back to skool opposite again.
hahas.
how lame can we get rights ?
stupid la.
then tt silly lil bastard of mine drop my cigg box n all my neoprints inside drop out lah.
wah.
she damn smart can ?
in the middle of the road somemore.
LOL.
so silly of her.
=]
i am really so happy with life now.
REALLY.
lol.
n i noe she is happy with life too.
since she can like so many ppl ?
yahh.
so wadever la.
dont care la.
hmmm.

i still miss my ah kor.
ah kor.
my bday coming n ure suspose to treat me my fried chicken.
where are you la.
faster contact me cos i really really miss you much.
my biggest bday wish now is to see you safe n sound.
you must not do anything silly alrights ?
ah kor.
ah mei loves you so much !
n ah mei will love you forever !
[][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]________*


i miss my silly bastard !.
=]

WAH.
damn angry la.
some ppl's blog put wad stephanie is okay with me.
duno wad i will still be here for her.
like wtf la ?
she just send me a message la.
"what makes you think i backstab you ? get this clear. i did not! so pls whould you stop talking shit abt me just becos i dun wan to be best frens with you anymore?"
like hellos ?
did i even care abt our friendship in the first place ?
the fact is you DID backstab me
so stop denying.
cos ppl ard you are telling me you badmouth n say alot of stuff abt me.
n i NEVER treated you as my BEST friend before.
so YOU.
get tis clear.
i don need a friendship like tis.
n hey.
y waste time on tis.
stop wasting ure time messaging me.
i wont reply.
cos i tink it's silly.
i dont wanna treasure our friendship anymore.
cos i noe time n again we'll quarrel.
so wad's the point.
you said you had ure clique n i have mine.
so just stay with ure own clique.
cos i'm happy with my clique.
i LOVE my ali's n my clique.
i need not a fren like you in my life.
so yahh.
n rmb tt you was NEVER my best friend.
NEVER.
n ppl ard me know's my BEST friend is beverly.
so stop bitching abt me.
it's really no use.
but if you want it's up to you.
cos it aint my mouth anw.
=]
n stop writing in ure blog acting so 'pitiful'
n make it sound as if EVERYTHING was my fault.
cos it turns me off.
n it pisses me off too.
get tis clear again.
you were NEVER NEVER my best friend.


today school was fine.
recess was at the conexion with my ali's playing the comp.
n we were like 15mins late for bio
lucky thing is mr hamzah never come.
LOL
so fun la.
dont noe la.
but tink bout some stuff which really piss me off.
duno wad's the fucking problem with me but ppl like them just pissed me off.
yeah.
she flirts.
i just realised last nite.
i din noe she's like tt.
she likes two ppl at a time.
when she's att.
she likes them both ?
OMG.
she so pissed me off la.
she tink she very handsome la.
for god sake la.
fuck off.
you turn me off !


luckily i have my lil bastard to cheer me up.
so yahh.
thnks to my lil bastard.
lil bitch misses you lotts lotts
yupp.
=]

walau.

i'm so pissed with two girls beside me la.

like wtf la.

they both are so irritating can

fucking bitches.

yeahs.

they keep talking in their own language like wth ?

stupid la.

den one keep staring.

HAHA.

i go n hide one of the girls bag.

who ask her.

lie to me say is her other friends bag.

HAHA.

i don care i cruel or not la.
LOL.

who ask her make me angry

i am THAT evil la.

-grins-

so ugly somemore.

aiyoh.

don care them la.

make my blood boil only la.

PEK !

then they keep whispering.

AIYOH !

slap them la.

=]

today skool was alrights.

was fucking pissed with someone.

who write so many things in her blog which make ppl pity her

so act la.

i am so pissed n fuck-tup with her.

say as if EVERYTHING is my fault.

hello.

you NEVER wait for me half an hour EVERYDAY ?

we everytime meet at 7.

den if half an hour late.

isnt tt LATE for skool EVERYDAY.

so pls don make it sound is if ure miss nice.

cos it disgust me okay.

i NEVER ask you to meet everyday okay ?

is you always want de ok

since you noe i 'ALWAYS' late.

den y meet me in the first place ?

i din force you to meet me rights ?

n if you think our friendship will not last.

den tink all you wan alrights ?

ure not my only friends.

n i noe i'm not ure only fren.

so yeahs.

do whatever you want.

i cant stop u.

n in ure blog.

half way you say SO many bad stuff abt me den half way say you not angry.

pls la.

even if you angry or not with me.

let me tell you this.

i don really care anymore.

yupp.

maybe cos we different class.

tt's y our friendship parted.

but to tell you.

i wanted to stop our friendship since last year tt incident.

cos many ppl say not to mix with you.

okay la.

not say i must listen to them.

but me myself think if we separate from each other it will be better la.

den we won create so much trouble n stuff.

yeahs.

as you say.

you haf ure clique.

i have my clique.

yeahs.

so it's up to you.

we can be frens.

but maybe not too close anymore.

yups.

forget abt wad happen the past few days.

you can say it's my fault or what so ever.

i don really care.

i don really treasure our friendship anymore.

i don noe y.

but i tink even if my life w/o you.

i would still be happy.

guess you feel the same too.

so ya.

do tc.

n i'll be ure fren here.

forever.

=]

friday.

went home aft skool n headed town to meet my lil bastard.

uh well.

it was fun.

=]

yeahs.

went to eat at some somerset there la.

5bucks only la.

not tt bad la.

den went to find jovi at ard 7 to go shopping.

aft her work ma.

so went shop shop alrd.

meet sister n caihong.

den jovi left lil while to sing ktv with her other friends.

left wif me lil bastard sis n caihong la.

so we went to take prints.

yeahs.

it's SO nice la.

heee.

den caihong left.

den sister n lil bastard went to play pool.

den i donno how to play ar.

so i just watch them play la.

SO many ppl playing la.

so we waited for our turn.

yup.

den while waiting someone just hug my waist la.

i was damn shocked pls.

STUPID jovi.

hahas.

anyhow touch.

slap her ar.

CHEE KO PAID !

stupid.

heh.

den persuaded sister to go down to monks cos ade would be leaving on sunday which is ytd la.

how sad.

den we headed to monks till closing.

saw some ppl.

den cabbed home.

yupp.

jovi left her wallet with me in my bag

heh.

so went town on sat AGAIN la.

=]

saturday.

am single.

yeahs.

though it's over.

but i'll keep you deep down in my heart.

yupps.

m happy with life now.

don wanna tink so much.

guess being single is still the best.

no more r/s for me now.

i don have time n i don wanna be stress.

=]

n don wanna get hurt over n over again.

yeahs.

went out of the hus ard 9lpus.

met sam at bedok inter.

den headed to town AGAIN ?

yeahs.

den we shopped ard when no stores are open for us.

yeahs.

den ard 2 go meet lil bastard at far east.

den we three headed to lido for movies.

watched hide n seek.

it's stupid la.

so lame can.

yeahs.

was fuck tup with some bastards la.

spoil my day only can ?

aiyoh.

day was bad la.

so pissed with everyone cos of ONE bastard ?

yeahs.

forget it.

it's over anw.

yeahs.

sam left ard 7 ?

yeahs

den me n my lil bastard went to find jovi aft her work.

yeahs.

den went to tt stupid 5bucks shop again la.

den saw lil bastard 'DARLING'

LOL.

so chio pls.

hahahahas.

left town ard 9plus 10.

yeahs

was tiredd.

go home slepp.

=]

sunday.

woke up early.

yeahs.

but was late la.

hahas.

who ask me sleep so late ?

heh.

so boredd in church la.

talk n play only.

heh.

went tm with mari aft church.

so stupid la.

there's nothing.

cos no shops were open for us ?

yeah yeahs.

stupid us la.

*smiLes.

den we went metro.

n i went to try out the eyeliner.

hahas.

mariko choose for me one okays ?

hahas.

so stupid la.

we shop in an EMPTY shopping mall la.

hahahaas.

=]

n we had to climb escalator cos it's not working yet ?

yeahs.

hmmmm

den meet lil bastard.

she bought me flowers.

so sweet of her rights ?

thnks my lil bastard.

love love.

went aljunied with her to visit her fren in church den headed to town ard 12.

yeahs.

so early laa

hahahs.

spent so much time with my lil bastard for the pass THREE days la.

like so many days.

n always town ?

yeahs.

so BORING can.

town is so BORING.

yeahs.

my lil bastard is such a cute lil boy of mine.

LOL.

she so children-ly la.

hahas.

cant stop smiling to myself.

heh

waited for jovi to end work ard 7 den we went SHOP again.

walau.

whole day walk.

so tiredd la.

went heerens.

saw ade.

talked to her lil while

she last nite left alrd.

yupp.

will miss her like so much la.

she's such a sweetie la.

heh

will miss her la.

yeahs.den the three of us went to mos burger to eat.

abt 9plus i left n went home.

yeahs.

left is so free n happy for me now.

guess m really happy tis way.

wif my lil bastard ard.

thnks to my lil bastard m not sad anymore.

=]

yeahs.

but one thing makes me sad.

my ahkor.

she's missing in my life now

i really miss her so much

i really need her to talk to me.

where are you when i need to talk to you ah kor ?

where ?

you noe ah mei misses you so much.

i worry for you do you noe ?

faster come back okay.

i miss your daily messages

i miss your comforting words.

i miss ure jokes.

i miss ure cooking,

but i just miss you la.

i really really need to know where you are.

i need to talk to you.

pls do call me asap okay ?

you promise me you'd be there for me.

where you are now ?

ah kor.

pls ba safe.

i love you lots lots.

yeahs.

though m single now.

i can say tt m really really happy.

i love my life now.

though days with you are fun n sweet.

but i really prefer life tis way.

n i noe you prefer it tis way to.

so yeahs.

maybe we are just not fated yeahs ?

i'd keep you deep down in mt heart.

=]

i miss my lil bastard.

argh`

she's just so nice to me.

yeahs.

tt's all.

=]

started work on saturday.

yup.

it was fun.

relaxing.

easy money to earn la.

but quite tiredd aft all the walkings n stuff.

yeahs.

blisters on my legs.

PAIN !.

heh.

if you guys wanna visit me n help me with my work.

do come.

=]

forum orchard there.

but i'll be walking ard town.

so see me do say hi.

every saturday n sunday i'll be working.

yupp.

help citibank wan.

so yahh.

not tt bad la.

=]

heh

on saturday nothing much la.

we had to walk ard to work.

saw daphne khoo n jerry ong n leandra.

yupp.

leandra is SO pretty pls.

=]

find frens to help me.

got burger jovi n her friends to help me.

asked ah kor also.

yupp.

need more ppl to help la.

anyone above 21 ?

msg me okays ?

heh.

aft work on sat i went to meet burger den go find jovi.

den meet ah kor lil while den meet mabel.

den they meet sherie.

den headed to cine to eat.

i din eat.

no mood.

yeahs.

den aft dinner.

sherie went off with her other frens.

den left me mabel burger jovi

we went party world.

so...

hahas.

not bad la.

i din sing.

paiseh ma.

so i just pay 11bucks to sit there drink n hear them sing ?

hahas.

okay la.

not tt bad.

the drink is lk SUPER big.

n lk SUPER sweet la.

=]

stayed there till bout 130am ?

den cab home la.

i wanted to sleep in the cab wan la.

but the stupid taxi uncle keep talking.

talk so much.

slap him ar.

LOL.

hmmm.

okays.

tt's for saturday la.

den go home sleep.

den woke up next day ard 8 ?

was late ?

suspose to meet sam at 9 ?

heh

den i faster bath den cab down to inter meet sam.

den continue cab down to forum orchard.

o god !

m so broke alrd la.

no more tai tai life for me la

den work work work.

got mabel to work with me.

me n sam was the earliest la.

den we waited for kj n mabel la.

den started work.

morning nobody wan la.

so sian can.

den wait till bout 12 more ppl come alrd.

den sam n kj go together work.

den me n mabel together la.

den we separated ma.

heh.

burger came ard 2 ar ?

hmm

forget alrd.

to meet us b4 her work.

den we went for lunch n continued with work again.

yupp.

aft a while burger left for work.

den me n mabel went to find jovi lil while to say HI !

yeahs.

den went back to work.

den end alrd.

we went burger's workplace to find her.

had free drinks.

woah.

the drinks are SO big la.

=]

den sat there lil while den go home.

reached home ard 10plus.

den go pack skool bag den slp.

den monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BAD DAY LA !

got slaped.

fuck la.

hate it when i get slap.

shant say much.

just angry.

but m alright now.

yupp.

den meet baby aft skool cos it's vday.

she got me something sweet.

thnk baby.

i love it.

=]

nothing much.

today is ok la.

nothing also

jut boredd n some fuckers just keep standing ard me to make noise la.

FUCK pls.

irritating la.

m so hungry.

niwaes.

i miss work as well as my baby.

yupp

see you soon baby !.

=]

today is chinese new year.

yeahs.

had fun in ah kong hus.

played cards.

but only win like 2 plus 3 ?

so lil pls.

yupp.

ate dinner n stuff there.

nothing much.

collected ang paos n all tt.

no diff every year lahhs.

it's all the same.

except m missing someone.

someone who will be there wif us every year.

yeahs.

HAPPY FIRST MONTH MY PRECIOUS !.

i love you.

m so happy wif you for the past one month.

you make me smile everytime a message from you is sent.

though we never really spend so much time together.

but i just wan to tell you tt i love you very much.

hope we can last for a LONG time.

when i first saw you.

i knew you would be a place in my heart.

you'll be kept in my heart forever.

=]

* people say how we should'nt say iloveyou when we dont mean it.

'm telling you now tt iloveyou.

no matter how many times i say it , i mean it every single time.

iloveyousomuch. *

ytd.
so fun.
yupp.
woke up at 7?
heh
got church.
meet sam.anna.cherie.nic n mari.
i was the second lastest
lOL.
lucky not the LASTEST.
heh.
nicole was the lastest.
hahas.
she's a stupidd pig la.
=]
aft cat class.
went for mass wif sam.
pei her la.
den we went opposite to eat lunch.
den to gf's hus.
pass her some stuff
stayed there for a lil while.
den went off.
to town.
sam n me took cab to pasir ris.
cos we need to top up ez-link.
but in the end also nv.
cos i din wan to spend money on ez-link.
lOL.
i got pass concession anw.
=]
met ah kor dere.
wif her fren.
yups.
den me n sam went to walk ard ourselves.
SO TIRINGG pls.
cant take it.
n was wearing heels.
tt's the worst thing k.
so pain.
walked whole day with heels.
can you imagine ?
haas.
aft we shop.
bought only ONE top.
POA ?
only one can ?
cant find anything tt i really like.
so yah.
den went down to raffles to find burger.
she was working so went to find her n say hi la.
met ah kor b4 we three went raffles.
yupp.
ate at burger's workplace den she gave me a free ice-cream.
ohh.
how sweet of her.
=]
mr nice eh ?
hmmm.
aft dinner.
sam gtg home.
ard 7plus8 she left.
den left me n ahKor la.
walau.
she fag so much pls.
cant take it.
she can i cannot.
IDIOT !
but i never la.
i good gal.
heh
den me n ahkor walked ard raffles.
bought some stuff.
headed back to town.
meet ade.
talked a lil.
meeting her again next week b4 she leave s'pore.
will miss you gal.
i will.
heh
den saw rachel-jie-
heh.
she's so nicee.
see me once only den we hug hug.
so sweet right ?
yeah yeahs.
i noe we are sweet.
[=
dont need jealous.
hmm
den cab backk wif sister.
mother was really angry wif me.
cos told her i'll be back b4 10.
in the end i reached home ard 1120 ?
scold n scold.
IDIOT !.
heh
but she meant well.
so yeahs.
i love my mother so much.
hahahaas.
den sleep.
wake up today late can ?
630 ?
cos i was so god-damn tiredd ytd.
really.
so yahh.
den meet sara.
n was LATE AS USUAL ?
dont know y but i ALWAYS late.
irritating right ?
sorry la sara.
be nice n forgive me k ?
hahas.
den came to skool.
keep sleeping in class.
esp during maths.
but tt miss pang let us.
so yah.
had assembly.
saw camp foto's.
it was nice nice.
but don haf much of our class n stuff.
yupp.
sadd.
heh.
ohh ya.
my bday is on the 12 MARCH !
rmb ok ?
friday going celebrate.
saturday also la.
so ya.
REMEBER ALRIGHTS ?
den i'll call more ppl pei me go out.
yuppers.
tt's abt it.


____2 more days* loves you so muchy my precious

din update for afew days alrd i guess.

yupp.

these days are so BORING pls.

i duno lah

just find life so boredd.

esp when i nv see my precious for a week plus alrd ?

yupp.

really miss her alot.

wanna meet her soon.

so miss her pls.

=]

4 more days baby.

i love you lots.

ytd went home str8 aft skool.

so good gal rights ?

no lah.

cos i gtg town to meet mummie.

came home.

bath.

waited for bro to come home.

den headed for town.

yeahs.

bought tops.

shopping shopping shopping !

quite okay la.

love the tops i bought.

yupp.

tmr going out to continue buy agn.

maybe wif sister n ade.

not sure yet.

MAYBE.

ade is leaving soon.

to aust.

yupp.

do take care.

will miss you.

keep in touch yes.

-smiLes-

tt's y we MAY meet tmr for coffee.

nono.

milo.

=]

hahas.

oh ya.

i found a heels in my hus.

BLACK wan.

so happy.

no need buy another alrd.

save money.

yay*

yah la.

had fun ytd.

suppose to meet sister aft shop shop wif mother.

but i was too tiredd n lazy.

so i went home wif mother.

watched tv.

till bout 12 ?

den go slp.

but was awoke by my sister n her fren.

IRRITATING la.

=]

my sister came home ard 5 ?

i tink

den jody keep calling stephanie stephanie.

den i wake up la.

so stupidd la she.

den she left ard 5plus
duno la.

was dreaming half-way den they woke me up.

aiyoh.

i remember my dream.

DAMN scary.

i saw ghost behind some bus-top.

so scary la.

i cried.

i remembered.

heh

about it la.

woke up ard 7 today

went market wif mother to buy stuff.

den came home help her pack stuff den come online.

tmr got church.

argh`.

meeting church peeps agn.

yeahs.

it will be fun.

it will.

=]

_____4 more days baby.*i loveyou

lol.

irritating la.

those stupid sec one's ard me.

D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G !.

so irritated wif one particular girl.

fucker.

slap her den she noe.

argh`

keep asking so much questions.

hmpf.

hate sec one's.

only some are nice.

just like me.

=]

m in skool as usual.

wif sara.

yupp.

we are always coming here to play comp.

today skool was alrights

but ms pang sucks pls.

she so sucks pls.

she keep picking on me la.

dun like her.

haiyo.

punish me stand up.

like wth.

wad did i do pls ?

aiyoh.

teachers are always bias.

so annoying la.

den today in class so fun.

hahas.

duno y also la.

but just very fun la.

yupp yupp.

aft skool went wif sara to cut her hair.

not much of a diff la.

only a abit thinner.

yups.

m so hungry now.

feel like eating.

din eat my lunch yet okay.

hees.

so lazy to go home.

so BORING.

go home also must STUDY.

yucks pls.

i hate to study.

only like to copy notes.

yups.

exams come den i will wan to study.

so stupid la.

=]

friday going out wif mummy to buy new year's clothes.

she say go town shopping.

YAY

new year's clothes.

so happy.

i wanna buy lots of skirt n shirt.

n a new handbag.

n many many make-up accessories.

n new heels.

o god.

i wan a heels.

a black wan.

argh`

i wan so many things.

how greedy.

-grins-

=]

duno wad to update alrd la.

cant tink of any.

shall update soon yeahs.

o9o1o5___*