Sunday, October 31, 2004

hello.
i am bored.
so bored.
haas.
alone at home now.
bored bored bored.
hees.

ytd went church n TM.
den go ahKong hus.
ytd quite alrightts la.
can eat nasi lemak.
heees.
this morning agn nasi lemak.
mummie buy for me de.
hees.
so hot the chilli.
haha!

hmmm.
i haven finish my story hor?
now i continue lahs.
hmmmm.
let me tink.

first of all.
-she- tell me tt her cousin does *blow-job* for guys.
*eeeeeee*
so grosss.
her cousin ard our age oso ok.
omG.
wonder if -she- do too.
so grosss.
yucks.
n she also tell me her aunt owe ppl money.
her aunt owe hwe ex-gf money.
n it's not 1dollar or 2dollar.
it's 100,ooo.
isnt tt how you tell me?
haiyo.
u still tell me tt ure aunt wan to go back to her ex-gf cuz she wan more money frm her ex-gf?
right.
dun ever sae i put words into ure mouth cuz tt's how you tell me de.
haiYo.
sara.
how can you sae ure aunt until lk tt?
haiYo.
still wan ure aunt to die.
y u so mean?
haiYo.
she's ure aunt lehs.

sara.
y u lk celine?
pls lahs
dun brk rach n celine up ok.
they both are perfect.
dun brk them up.
u still sae rach is ugly.
look at ureself in the mirror first before you sae rach ok.
she's 10000000 times better den you.
i will support rach.
not you.
hu are you to me anywae?
haiYo.

i'm so bored.
now -you- should noe wad backstabbing feels lk right?
maybe i did feel worst den you do.
well.
i let you feel half of wad i feel den.
happy now?

haas.
just to let you noe.
you din ruin my life.
instead.
my mother forgive me.
continue to backstab me all you wan k.
cuz i can do the same thing back.
i told you i hate ppl hu backstab me din i?
ure my best buddy in skool.
wait.
you were my best buddy in skool.
you should noe me well.
rights?

ok lahs.
tt's about wad i need to sae.
if i rmb more *secrets* you tell me den i will blog it down.

thnks ppl hu are alwaes there for me.
thnk you.
i love you guys.
*muacks muacks*
*love love*

<3 12:10 AM

Saturday, October 30, 2004

//I HATE PPL HU BACKSTAB ME!
// I HATE IT.
//-YOU-.
wad's the problem wif you?
you dun lk me you sae can?
dun haf to bauto me so bad right?
you dun haf to sae everything to RTC right?
very fun to backstab me mehs?
you act as if i'm ure bestest fren.
o well.
now i understand.
you backstab me all you wan ok.
i can do it too
tell rtc i go monks.?
tell rtc i take fake ID?
tell rtc i ask my sister bash jaclyn up?
tell rtc everyone hate me when actually everyone hates yoU!
tell rtc EVERYTHING I TELL YOU!!!!!!
everyone ask.
i thot sara moi ure best fren?
i tell them
BEST FREN?
pls....
best fren won backstab you EVERYTHING!!!!!!!
now i understand y daphne bernice mariko nicole chai.
n EVERYONE frm our class ask me dun mix wif you.
everyone tell me you alwaes backstab me.
but y do i haf to trust you?
Y!!!!!!!!!
y am i so stupid to trust you!

now i wont be so stupid to trust you EVER AGN!!!
note*I WILL NEVER TRUST SARA MOI!!!!! NEVER!
hope you ppl believe me tt everything wasnt i do only.
sara was involve too.
if you all wan to hear her side of story n pity her only.
go den.
if you all wan to ask me y i backstab her.
4get it.
i wont answer.
cuz u all only hear her side of story.

i noe there's ppl hu understand me.
well.
thnks.
for those ppl hu really trust me.
thnks for being my fren n everything.
//daphne//nicole chai//nicole shaan//bernice//denise//carol//claudia// n more.
ALOT MORE!!
more frm 2/4.
even though u all not frm my class.
i thnk you all for trusting me n not her!
thnk you!

i noe these ppl are truly my frens n not -HER-
o well.
thnks for telling me wad is right n wad is wrong.
thnk you.

my mother is about to forgive me le.
i thnk her for tt.
n i noe wad i did was wrong.
sorry mummie.
i noe u beat me cuz i did wrong.
i am sorry.
i still love you!

o ppl.
you noe wad?
it's -her- b'dae todae n she's able to go out n play.
well well well.
she announced to alot of ppl tt she cant celebrate her b'dae.
she wans ppl to pity her.
o well.
ppl..
go pity her den.
i dun need no pity.
i just wan true frens.
not frens hu pity me.

hope -her- n me not in the same skool next year.
hope she change skool.
cuz i'm not.
if she dun change skool den i hope she n me diff class.
i wan true frens.
not frens lk her agn next year.
i'm gonna start 2005 anew!

to rachel: do you noe tt sara love ure celine heng
*opps... am i allowed to sae tis?
well i dun bother.
since you duno wad is the feeling of backstabbing lk.
i will let you feel now.
rachel.
hope you n celine last.
dun let -her- win you.
although i noe she cant.
she tell ppl i'm a les.
well.
she is too!
=)

continue backstabbing me.
wait.
you wont haf anything else to backstab me right?
since i wont tell you anything.
hmmm

still got lots n lots n lots of things to sae.
tired le lahs.
lazy oso.
you all wan to noe anything.
ask me for free!
i haf all the timr in the world.

tc ppl!
love love.

<3 5:15 PM

Sunday, October 24, 2004

ytd i stayed home whole dae watching tv n internetting.
hahas.
until at nite den i went to bugis.
met karentanjiapei.
we went to walk walk ard.
den eat macs.
yummY!
so delicious can.
hahaas.

i ate nuggets meal.
tanjiapei ate filet-o-fish.
yucks.
i dun lk.
y she lk.
hahaas.

eat finish le den we go take prints.
OMG!
we are super lame can.
we took twice.
both diff machine la.
omg.
we so lame.
we nv take before den we act smart go take.
den the pics come out we look so stupid can.
hahaas.
nvm nvm.
memories of me n my brother-in-law.

tried to find for my sister the glue.
it is muji.
not mu-ee.

stupid tanjiapei.
haaas.
make a fool of ourselves only.
HAHA!.
walk ard.
den headed home lohs.

ard 11plus went to mummy fren hus.
so big.
omg.
so nice.
den we left his hus ard 12plus.
den we go ecp the mac.
we ate so much.
wah!
i sure fat agn lahs.
hahaas.

saw viven n peijun there.
den they sat same table wif us lohs.
den we saw tis disgusting gal we saw at monks.
omg.
she's so gross.
yucks.
hahaas.
ytd quite fun lahs.
hehee.

den todae i stayed home.
maybe ltr a bit going out.
duno yet lahs.
hmmm.
watching white chicks half-way.
so funny.
haha!
my sister went to cut hair.
wait for her come back den we watch disc two.
yupps.
ltr oso watching princess dairy2.
hees.
nice nice.

must enjoy todae.
tmr rtc teacher gonna call me mummy le.
*prays hard*
hope nothing bad happen to me.

ahB.
nv tok to you online very long le.
i miss you.
hope you come back quick quick.
miss you.

<3 1:51 AM

Saturday, October 23, 2004

omg!
i'm so bloody pissed.
tis act chio person tinks i stole her earrings.
pls la
JACLYN ZARA SUKAMARAN.
wadever is ure name.
dun accuse it's me.
in tis world.
not only you hu haf tis damn earrings.
it's so common.
you mean you see anyone wearing means it's ures?
it's so damn bloody common.
dun accuse me.
i hate ppl hu accuse me.
i dun care if you got fan from 43.
i dun care.
if they tink ure sweet n chio.
i dun care.
cuz i dun tink you are.
i just tink ure a disgusting piece of SHIT!
SHIT.
you noe wad is shit?
need me to show you?

everywhere you go you so act sweet can.
esp infront of ure seniors.
will hug hug den smile smile.
I'M DISGUSTED!
i can tell you.
alot of ppl hate you too.
not only me.
you take ppl as ure good fren.
n u even backstab them.
wad kind of fren are you?

HAHA.
i heard bout the tube story.
in ure church.
i noe you wore tube to church n a jacket over.
den some of ure church frens went to oull ure tube up cuz you got no BOOBS!
omg
so funny.
when i heard i laugh till stomachach!
haha!

there's so many anti you!
do you noe?
nope you dun.
i tink there's more anti you.
den fan club you!
o well.
hu cares.
i'm not you anywae.

in class when you shouted at me.
i was damn pissed can.
everyone said you changed.
o.
maybe you did
i remembered somone said montip belongs to you.
n you hate ppl hu goes into montip.
o well.
now it doesnt.
cuz it belongs to everyone!

o well.
continue to tink the earrings are ures.
continue to tink is i took it.
i dun care.
cuz my consciece are clear.
i'm not scared.
i'm not afraid.
i can tell you tt.
if you dare slap me.
dun need to tell ppl.
just come n slap me k.
you dun haf to spread ard n sae you wan slap me.
just come to me n slap me if you dare.
but i warn you.
you better not.

haiyo.
so much to sae bout you.
but i'm tired.
o well.
i shell stop here.
tired.
BYeeeee

<3 1:45 AM

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

the skool knows everything now.
i've own up.
the only thing i'm afraid of it tt my mother cry.

i'm not afraid she beat me.
just afraid she will get so upset n cry.
life is getting so fun now.
until i admitted.
i noe i did the right thing.
but i'm afraid.
so afraid.

hu can i turn to?
bB is not there for me physically.
though she's there in my heart.
but she's not there.
//iloveyou\wad should i do w/o you?
life is meaningless.
though i fall in love easily.
i know those won last tt long unless they are my kind.

i know u n me will last.
but you got lots of things to do.
ure ex? me? japan?
i understand tt she still love you.
tt's y i fall in love easily.
i'm sorry if someone else comes in my life in these two years.
i cant promise i'll wait.
but lk wad i've said.
i'll try.
yupps.

todae had skool.
quite fun lahs.
stay in skool n play whole dae.
games dae.
den aft recess stayed in class from 1045 to 100.
den i went for rainbow wrap up dae.
so fun.
met aunty veron.
she's so nice to us.
love love her.
hees.
todae was the last of rainbow lessons.
it was so fun.
hees.
did lots of things.
saw afew ex-rainbow gals.
got one called weiling.
so chio.
really so chio can.
=)

went home wif sara.
phoebe soh. jenette n my dearest brother-in-law.
haas.
so lame can.
yupps.
love my "lil" family.
which consist of.
sara-mother.
carol- duno if she's angry but well she's my father.
bernice-small sister.
daphne-big brother.
cheryl lim-lil brother.
amanda chan-wife.
shirlene-mistress.
annurshah- chao ahlian.
karen tanjiapei-brother in law.
charlene-aunty.

actually i haf another 11 more mistress.
alot more ppl inside la.
but den i cannot write out all lahs.
lazy!
hees.
o well.
love them all.
yups yups.

my blog music got problem.
will repair another time.
i'm lazy.
duno wad to do.
hees.
will ask ard lahs.
i love my song k.
-pieces of me-
but den.
SPOIL!
irritating lehs.
haas.

i hope bB faster faster come back.
i miss her so much.
now i not scared my anything but only my mother find out.
ytd in skool played monopoly wif all sec2's.
was fun.
but went to RTC.
to tell them bout the *thing* i've done.
o wells.
i noe i did the right thing of admitting.
but the fast is all not i do de.
anyone believe?
i hope so.

gtg le.
damn tired.
just came back frm rainbow thingy.
hope next year will still haf.

*smiLes*

<3 6:45 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2004

hehs.
ytd went to town wif my mother.
bought clothes n bras.
haas.
bras!!!
=)
me my mother n my sister went shop shop ard.
very tired.
hees.
duno wad to update abt la.
well...
wanna tell my mummie tt i love her.
she bought so many things.
food. clothes. bras?
haas.
she spent alot on me n my sister ytd.
love my mother.

hees.
bB.
i noe ure upset now.
ure upset bout ure mother.
lk i said.
i'll be here for you.
dun tink so much ok.
cheer up dear.
*huggs*

as for jace.
dun worry.
if her ex still wan her den let her choose k.
dun be upset over tis cuz it will upset you more.
trust me.
*huggs for you too*

hope the both of you will be fine.
cheer up cuz i'm alwaes here.
tmr i got no skool.
may be going out.
but duno wad's the plan yet.
yups.
hope can meet teacher.
so can console her.
she's sad n so is my bB.
sorry bB.
all i can do is email n send you letteers.
i cant see you.
so i cant gif you my hugs n kisses.
dun worry dear.
i'm here.

everyone ard me is sad.
i'm gonna be sad soon.
hope you ppl can console me when tt dae comes.
cuz i may do anything silly if i cant tk it.
i only hope there's someone there to tok to me.
someone to hug me to tell me not to worry.
someone to alwaes be there.
bB.
you cant hug me.
i noe.
but u'll be there yeahs?
i still hope i will haf many ppl understanding how i feel.

wishes n dreams are dashed ____*

<3 3:28 AM

Saturday, October 16, 2004

pieces of me

On a Monday, I am waiting. Tuesday, I am fading. And by Wednesday, I can't sleep. den the phone rings, I hear you. And the darkness is a clear view.Cuz you've come to rescue me.
Fall... With you, I fall so fast. I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts

[Chorus:]Ohhhhh. It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real.I like the way that feels.
Ohhhhh. It's as if you've known me better than I ever knew myself. I love how you can tell.
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me. All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me.

I am moody, messy. I get restless, and it's senseless. How you never seem to care. When I'm angry, you listen. When youre happy, it's a mission. And you wont stop 'til I'm there. Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast. Well, I hit that bottom. Crash, you're all I have

[Chorus:]Ohhhhh. It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real. I like the way that feels.
OhhhhhIt's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself I love how you can tell. All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me. How do you know everything I'm about to say?Am I that obvious?And if it's written on my face...I hope it never goes away...

yeah. On a Monday, I am waiting. And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...So I can breathe

[Chorus:]Ohhhhh. It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real. I like the way that feels.
Ohhhhh. It's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myself. I love how you can tell.
Ohhhhh. I love how you can tell. Ohhhhh. I love how you can tell.
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me.All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me...

<3 4:21 PM

Friday, October 15, 2004

ytd.
went town wif sara.
she came my hus ard 12?
waited for her half an hour.
haiyo.
late agn.
nvm nvm.
she came my hus den i draw draw eyeliner for her.
*yays*
so fun.
haas.
den we headed down to town.
took a 1 over hour bus journey to town.
so long.

saw many weird ppl.
just so weird.
o well.
yeahs..
had a headache in bus.
bought new m&m chocs.
white choc?
yucks.
*vomits*
threw away almost Everything.

hees.
den me n sara headed down to cine.
saw cassan samantha n ernestine.
well.
aft tt me n sara met kelly ho n wanying.
walau cant take it sia.
damn irritating.
haas.
LOW WANYING.
you molested ppl.
threw fries at me.
where ar?
hmpF.
i will take revenge.
*bleugh

saw many many cute cute ppl.
well.
saw some ppl tt i hate oso.
hees.
bought a 350 ice-cream.
not bad lahs.
wanted to watch movie.
but no show to watch lohs.
so me n sara went to eat pastamania for lunch.
*yummY*.
nice nice.
but den ex lohs.
nvm.
hees.

aft eating we headed down to heeren lohs.
took neoprints.
saw duncan n josh.
n their steads.
o well.
ya lahs.
den aft tt sara got to go home.
so she took a mrt home.
den i go meet pei jun. sham n my sister.
pei jun walk all the way frm far east to come pick me at heeren.
so sweet.
hees.

den meet my sis n sham at far east den we headed down to...
hmmm.
where ar.
esplanade.
nice place for couples.
kinda miss her now.
where is she.
y is she not here.
hais.
miss miss her.

den we walk down to monks lahs.
hmmm.
quite alright lahs todae.
but i din dance at all.
cuz i din haf the mood.
yeahs.
i was just there taking care of the bags while everyone keep asking me to dance?
haas.
yah.
some ppl ask me whether i was wif *her*
as in before.
i just kept quiet cuz i noe she dun wan ppl to noe.
o well.
now tt she's happy wif life i shall just be happy too.
hope she n her whoever will be happy yeas?
hmmm.
yups.
saw charmaine.
haas.
din noe she will go.
but she go for lk lil while only lahs.
ya lah.

tt's bout it lahs.
pei jun n sham came to my hus n stay.
maybe going out ltr.
i duno yet.
yups.
tired..
miss her.
her b'dae tmr.
bB//
happy b'dae in advance
love love love.........

<3 11:22 PM

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

accidentally in love

So she said what's the problem baby.
What's the problem I don't know Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time I think about i tCan't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love) Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on Turn a little faster.
Come on, come on The world will follow after
Come on, come on Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies Belting out sunlight Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender To the strawberry ice cream Never ever end of all this love. Well I didn't mean to do it But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning Mean we're never alone, Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on Move a little closer Come on, Come on I want to hear you whisper Come on, Come on Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on Jump a little higher Come on, come on If you feel a little lighter. Come on, come on We were once Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love Accidentally in love (x7)

Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love, I'm in Love,Accidentally (X 2)
Come on, come onSpin a little tighterCome on, come on And the world's a little brighterCome on, come on Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love

<3 3:22 PM

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

o wells.
nv update for years le lohs.
wad to do.
cant go online often cuz my mother lahs.
hees.
miss my bB.
though we are not together but ure still in my heart kaes.
=)
really had a grt fridae nite wif you.
yupps.
glad tt you can make it to my hus and spend the nite wif me.
thnks bB.
hees.
i noe you love ure b'dae present i gave you.
hees.
i noe i noe.
aaa.

my dear bB ar.
i duno wad to sae now ar.
i really miss you can.
time pass so fast.
so really rally fast lohs.
thnks for ure chocobabies.
i love it.
but my mother go take one.
i so sad k.
heee.
nvm nvm.
still got one ar.
hees
thnks lehss.
i love*you.
n i mean it.
lk i said though we are not together.
i can still love you right.
hees.
wrote you a letter le.
see when i send you ok.
hope before ure b'dae lahs.
yups.

i still very scared bout the jaclyn thing.
i noe i'm wrong.
i'm so sorry.
but wad am i to do now?
i am so scared n confused.
exams ending tmr but den doomsday is here.
aft exam miss marie would call my mother.
o well.
i haf to bear the responsibility lohs.
i noe i'm wrong lahs.
so ya lahs.
i will be brave n face wad i've done.
sorry everyone.

bB.
dun get it wrong ok.
on sundae nite when we tok on the fone frm 1230 to 530.
during tis 5hours.
though you alwaes fall asleep,
i'm really not angry wif you cuz i noe ure tired.
i'm really not angry.
maybe a lil upset cuz i din haf much to spend wif you.
o well.
i was kinda irritated but guess wad?
i heard you snore n i smiled.
heee.
i smiled.
i noe ure so tired tt is y i wan you to rest.
you understand.
i'm really not angry.
cuz i love you
=)
yupps.
n i mean it.
heees.
hmmms.

now i in skool library.
can use comp lohs.
but i guess aft my mother find out wad happen i will be coming online less?
yups.
o well.
went sara hus ytd to *study*.
nono.
actually really study.
we studied a lil lahs.
den she go meet her...
you noe.
yeahs.
o well.
den reach home studied a bit more den guess wad?
bB frm japan call me lehs.
i was over the moon.
haas
so surprised tt she will call me.
hees.
so happy too kaes.

yups.
gtg soon le.
wanns check friendster n my email n all lahs.
so everyone.
hope to see you all soon.
esp my bB.
come back soon.
*iLu*

<3 8:48 PM

Monday, October 04, 2004

haiYo.
just did finish a fliming for computer lesson.
haas..
so lame.
we did modelling.
so lame can.
hees.
told ms marie tt i did something really wrong.
i din mean to.
i only took jaclyn's.
really.
can anyone believe.
the rest i duno.
i cant sae anything.
cuz i admit tt one wallet is i do de.
the class will sure sae the rest i do wan.
it's ok.
tink wad they wan.
if they wan to believe me is up to them.
but if they dun believe i oso cannot do anything lahs.
hais.

i let my mother down agn?
she's gonna cry agn.
now she duno anything.
but when ms marie calls her.
hais.
i understand.
i must bear the concequences.
i just dun wan to upset my mother anymore.
sorry mum
n as for jaclyn.
i'm really really sorry.
i noe you haf something preciuos in there.
but i really din mean to..
i was just..
hais.
actually i dun even noe y i took it..
i really am sorry.

to the class.
i will aoplogise on behalf of the rest of the wallaets tt has gone missing..
i'm sorry too..
if you all tinks tt the rest is i stole de.
so be it.
i will bear the responsibility for jaclyn's wallet.
but the rest?
hu will.
me?
when i din do it.
i'm stress.
wanna dissapear for a lil while.
wanna be alone.
i need to be alone.
tink bout all the thing's ive upset my mother.
sorry.

i'm sorry to everyone

<3 9:32 PM

Sunday, October 03, 2004

i nv update really really really long le ba.
haas.
one year?
heee.
my hus comp cannot do blog.
something wrong.
cannot update lahs.
hee.
yupps.
now in the library having GY-growing years-
boring lahs.
hee.
teacher let us come online.
so nice of her eh.
heee
i forgot wad's happenening lately lahs.
lazy to tink.
ytd peijun came over to stay over.
den woke up at 545?
so early can.
i alwaes wake up at 630 de can.
but todae so early.
i'm damn tired now lahs.
slept so late wake up so early.

ooo.
*she* is coming back.
*weeeeee.
so excited.
but duno whether i'm overjoyed.
or nervous.
i duno wad i am feeling oso.
i really cannot tink so much now cuz i duno wad happenes when i see her.
hais.
she said she bought apple juice alcohol.
nice nice.
though i nv try before.
o wells.
no harm eh..
haas.
miss miss her yupps.
tinking of lantern.
?
lantern?
haas.
she's cute.
but *she* who's coming back is so nice to me.
wells.
shell just tink of *her* n no one else.
yups.

hate jaclyn.
wad's her fu*king problem?
so act can.
dun lk her.
she damn damn act chio,
she's damn stucked up to seniors oso can.
haiYo.
irritating lahs.
see senior will act sweet den *hug hug*
wtf?
i noe alot alot of sec 43 pl lk her.
so
i lk the person last time frm sec 43.
den she so damn act infront of the 43 ppl.
walua.
damn pek.
so many ppl sae jaclyn chio but den i dun tink so lehs.
the more you see her.
the more you...*Eeeeee*
dun lk.
make me detest her only.
hu ask her so stuck-up?
no comments.

just noe tt ALOT of my classmates dun lk her.
cuz she's a two-faced bitch.
yes.

aniwaes.
*she* is coming back.
*jumpS*.
miss miss her..
tc ppl.
will update maybe aft exams or when i can update.
BYeeeee

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