Monday, November 28, 2005

ytd went for vnb at novena.
got games day.
not bad.
though i dont really noe many ppl there,
but well.
it's still the same i guess.
(:
yup.
had much fun.
ohh.
jon n me is LAME pls.
we like packet long john's n eat in the bus.
n we waited for the bus for like 30mins or 45 mins?
SO long right ?
cos we were waiting for double deck.
lame right ?
okay.
den..
went home.
talk talk talk on the phone with HIM.
den msg msg msg.
GOSH !
i'm like super in love again ?
how fast ?
but he's the first guy i really like man.
LOl.
let me see.
he's so damn adorable pls.
(:
okay.
SOMEBODY is in my house now la.
like how nice ?
lOL.
i'm happy.
so so happy.
he really make my smile again la.
i dont have to have back tt fake smile again.
GOSH !
//i'm a happy lil steph now .
(:

<3 1:50 PM

Saturday, November 26, 2005

hmm.
tmr going back novena to visit with jon.
planning to go back for good.
depands.
yups.
(:
my mother's bday is coming.
monday.
cant wait la.
we're so going to go out and PARTY!
heh heh.
moday going out with family.
tuesday.
havent decided.
wenesday.
church peep.
the -YO YO !- ppl only k.
LOL.
we are going to meet up to plan for 18dec.
(:
SO SO excited la.
i tink i'm like the only one being excited pls
heh.
called almost everyone alrd ba.
only some still cannot get.
argh.
n.
I'M SO SO HAPPY TODAY LA.
i'm like over the moon again ?
cos someone out there said HELLO to me.
ahem ahem..
LOL.
i'm like super happy.
GOSH !
(:
alrighty.
tt's all.
nothing much to say.
still haven do my manicure.
arghh.
oh well.
i'm going to pom again now.
bye
:P

<3 8:20 PM

Friday, November 25, 2005

haha.
cant wait for 18dec la.
like really cant wait pls.
argh.
church peep gonna celebrate DANIELLE'S bday.
LOL.
danielle.
are you reading this entry ?
lol.
it's abt you leh
happy ??
satisfied?
haha.
uh well.
danielle is like the nicest sweetest lil thing.
*i got no choice but to say it la*
haha.
no la.
but danielle is sucha nice person k.
she n russell are just FRENS ok.
hahaha !
alrighty.
today is all at danielle.
LOL.
just cant wait for 18dec.
cant wait for.......
GOSH !
i'm melting again.
(:

<3 5:00 PM

Thursday, November 24, 2005

lol.
went tamp mall today.
LAME -_-
fun.
lazy update.
so yah.
BYE world.

<3 9:10 PM

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

first of all,
I'M OVER THE MOON !!!!!!!
gosh.
i'm like SUPER super happy today?
gosh.
shant elaborate.
i'm just super super happy la.
some ppl know about it.
n some dont.
well,
to those who know.
GOSH !
he's hot eh ?
SUPER super cute.
i'm like happy like SO happy.
never so happy for 9167490years la.
uh well.

just back from dinner.
mother's bday is coming.
cant wait.
alrighty.
lazy to update much.
//steph is happy ! (:\\
*off to watch her korean show, -sad love story-*

<3 8:35 PM

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

oh well.
today nothing much.
home watching tv, play comp.
blah blah blah.
too lazy to go out.
coughing n coughing la.
sian.
oh.
watching this new korean drama.
-sad love story-
not bad.
just started watching.
got my husband inside.
LOl.
how nice.
(:

oh,
i wanna add something to ytd's entry.
continue my camp stuff la.
:P
hmm.
had a facil, russell.
he damn nice lah.
sucha nice facil.
hah.
glad he is our facil.
nicey nice.
those from he's group had a letter from him at the end of the camp.
damn lame.
but damn sweet lah.
need anything can contact him
how nice.
he hope i could marry a korean guy too.
hee hee.
i wish i could too lah.
cant wait for my dream to come true
LOl.
tt's like the stupidest thing pls.
(:
*dream dream dream.. DREAM ON MAN! *
ha !
well.
there was a day where church clique super lame.
playing ice n water in the dark aircon room.
i love tt moment.
so dark n fun la.
den we each had a flower on our head.
LAME.
gosh.
i pray to god tt i could go back for the camp once again.
with all my frens there.
fun man.
(:
if only la.
hopefully con4 we'd have camp again.
OH OHH OHhh.
pls pls pls la.
con 4 is the year we get confirmed.
how sad.
haha.
will miss everyone la.
after church camp i really tink church is SUPER fun.
not SUPER but super.
lame me.
but one thing i'd be happy after we get confirmed,
n that is...
i dont have to wake up at 645 every sunday alrd.
ahas.
oh well.
i very lazy to update much alrd.
wanna go orh orh soon alrd.
going to lalaland to find my korean husband.
LOL.
sweet dreams everyone.
(:
loves

<3 11:30 PM

Monday, November 21, 2005

first of all.
sara moi.
you're sucha irritating piece of shit pls.
mayday ????!
i dont like lah.
hahas.
i love korean guys.
lol.
mayday aint my cup of tea man.
hahas
thanks for updating for me anyway.
(:
loves.
alrighty.
i'm so gonna write abt my 3wonderful days in malaysia with church peeps.
ha !

day1(saturday)
woke up at 545.
bath bath bath.
den uncle came fetch me to church.
got to reach there by 630 wad.
so got to wake up early.
he woke up early just to fetch me lah.
how sweet.
thanks man.
(:
loves loves.
heh.
den reached church.
slack ard there.
fill up white card n take attendance etc etc.
den headed to the bus.
sat with sam chia.
reached malaysia ard 10plus.
went to some hall.
sat there for some talks n more talks.
den headed for lunch.
eat eat eat...
den went to a aircon hall after.
that was a better place.
cooling lah.
so nice n cold, heh
(:
den sat in our own groups.
i'm happy with my group.
had justin.
who does everything for us.
he's so funny.
the way he speaks n the way he walks.
gosh.
it's so hilarious pls.
DAMN DAMN funny.
ha !
having him in our team.
woah.
ha ha.
den had elisabeth.
she's our leader.
tt's great.
ohh n having tt irritating + lame + idoitic + ass + funny + more lah.
tt guy.
gosh.
keep irritating me pls.
like ARGH.
so pangsai lah.
he ar.
damn lame lah.
he's like the one tt cheered our team up.
he damn funny.
damn lame lah.
hahas
uh well.
having him in my team ?
i'm glad.
hmmm.
followed by gavin.
he tought me how to use the bible.
HA !
thanks man.
you spoiled my leg though.
LOl.
had grace.
she's quiet but nice.
i ask her go with me toilet she will go wan lor.
hahas.
so sweet of her lah.
HEH !
thanks.
(:
den we also had many manys lah.
those whom i not really close in church.
all in my team.
n now..
we became closer.
tt's nice
heh heh.
yeah.
aft the talks.
we had games.
lame but super fun though.
first game we played was captain's ball.
alright lah tt game.
tt -korean looking guy-
gosh.
i'm melting.
LOl.
haha !
play play play den headed to water games.
played this SUPER funny game.
okay.
here's how it goes.
first,
we got to go do 5 rounds of hula hoops.
den another 5 times going round the chair.
den we got to grab a cup of water n pour over ourselves.
den...... !
we got to go to a bucket of flour.
pur our face in n find for mentos.
YUCKS right ?
my whole face n hair got flour lah.
i'm so flour-y lor.
hahas.
after tt game.
we headed back to the aircon hall.
played a game.
must arrange each other but on the chairs.
shant elaborate lah.
den headed to the next game.
three-legged soccer.
ohhh.
GAVIN !
this guy is super rough.
not considerate at all.
he only thinks for himself !
argh.
he arh.
selfish pig.
this game suspose to tie two person leg together den play soccer.
so i tink he dont remember our legs were tied together.
so he keep running so fast lah.
DAMN pain lor.
idiot.
selfish idiot pig.
argh.
nvm nvm.
i shall be nice.
forgive n forget.
(:
sweet right.
ha !
jk
hmmmm.
aft tt three-legged game,
we headed to another water game.
IAN is an asshole.
he threw the bucket of water at me lah.
n i got wet.
my back was so wet.
like hello ?
cheekopaid pls.
hahas.
i got wet lah.
uh well.
wet ??
sounds..
wrong ?
hahas !
hmmmm.
den went back to the dorm.
bath bath bath.
den went to have dinner.
(:
heh heh.
uh well.
den dinner time.
eat eat eat.
den went back to the aircon hall.
cold cold.
i loveee.
:D
den talk talk talk.
pray n den sing n dance.
*sings* the blind man sat on the road n he cired....-
lol.
lame.
tt song is so lame.
we sang songs n dance.
lol.
had SO SO much of fun.
never had so much fun for sucha long time alrd.
heh.
esp when church clique is there.
(:
aft activities.
went back to dorm.
den aft awhile we went down for supper.
drank milo n ate biscuit.
NICOLE CHAI IS A PIG !
she eat like no tmr pls.
she keep asking for more.
piggy her.
hahas.
had this incident abt frog.
nicole chai !
tissue ?
LOL
tt is so lame.
my slipper broke.
but anna fixed it for me.
thanks pa !
(:
heh heh.
went back to the dorm n slp.
my back is so pain lah.
cos i slp in the middle of nicole n anna.
like woah.
painful lah.
nvm.
sleepp, dreamm.
tt's how it's like for day 1
:P

day2(sunday)
woke up like SUPER early.
600.
we went to bath.
church clique is SUPER kiasu.
cos we scared no toilet for us.
so we want to be the earliest.
den we woke up early lor.
aft bathe,
we went for breakfast.
den went to aircon hall again,
n started with our games.
this time it's indoor activities.
yup.
so we had to do a model of a army ?
soldier ?
hmmm.
we choose justin of cos.
as i was saying.
justin does anything for the group.
haha !
so nice hor ?
LOL.
so he was our model.
we did the clothing n sword n armor ?
or wadever lah.
we did everything on him.
super funny.
it looks kinda weird on him.
heh.
oh.
there was this team.
so lame.
they did a model.
asking a guy to be the model,
n they made him boobies lah.
gosh.
damn damn hilarious.
hahas.
hmmmm.
den aft this model thingy.
we went out to a triangle place.
played some more games there.
n it involves water.
so.
ppl outside the triangle got to throw water bomb into the triangle.
it was my group turn to be inside.
when ppl throw throw throw.
den actually got one suspose to hit me wan.
but din in the end cos ppl cover me.
HAHA !
how nice.
so my legs were wet only.
(;
lucky lucky me.
haha
den headed to pom pom !
i din get to bath cos ALOT of ppl rush to pom.
so me sam n anna plan to pom at nite.
YUP.
oh n tt sam.
she's a pig pls.
drooler.
LOL.
she damn funny lah.
esp when she wakes up.
ha !
funny lah.
hmmmm.
rest awhile.
den headed down for dinner.
CANDLELIGHT dinner leh.
lol.
cool huh.
dinner was nice.
there's ice-cream too leh
yumms.
heh heh.
bday boy tt day.
poor thing.
he leaving for states soon.
sadness.
clique at first din like him.
n when we get to noe him,
he's leaving.
gosh.
keep in touch man.
(:
hmmmm.
aft candlelight dinner.
went back to the aircon hall.
prayed the rosary once through.
den headed back to the dorm.
pom alrd den headed to the guys dorm.
look for some ppl den headed opposite to buy gums drinks n chips.
SECRETLY went out to buy wan leh.
so smart right ?
so dark lah the place.
scary leh.
hahas.
fun though.
on the way back we kana caught.
hahas.
scary can.
when the facil said" STOP !"
"you ppl there stop running."
we still continued running.
but well.
they shouted so loudly,
we had no choice but to stop lah.
den they walked towards us.
n nag nag nag.
brought us to the head master.
but we din get scolding.
they just said some sense into us.
yeah.
it was sucha fun night.
had much fun
heh heh heh.
(:
happy happy.
aft they nagged,
we went to the canteen to drink finish the drinks den headed to dorm n sleep.
cant get to slp.
hair was still wet.
can never get dry i swear.
haha.
takes 168539years to dry wan lah.
-_-.
tt's my hair.
LOL.
den slept with sam this time round.
more comfortable tt way.
tt's how i spent day 2
(:

day 3(monday)-back to spore.-
woke up late this time.
cliques are pigs.
woke up later.
pom later.
almost late for morning prayer.
LOL.
pigs us.
(:
den sat with team n did some reflection thing.
after which we left to spore alrd lah.
the bus is so so cold.
like SUPER.
i lovee to be cold.
damn nice.
okay .
i'm sick lah.
//coughs\i'm really sick leh.
coughing n coughing.
i hope my sorethroat wont be worsen.
hopefully.
(:
heh.
aiya.
i very lazy to update alrd lah.
miss my korean korean.
bye spore.

<3 7:51 PM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

*AHEM*
let me do some promotion.
heex.
please support the taiwan rock band,MAYDAY
also know as WU YUE TIAN.
yes.so please fully support
MAYDAY!
MAYDAY!
MAYDAY!
MAYDAY!
MAYDAY!
MAYDAY!
and of course it's a MUST to attend
MAYDAY's upcoming concert
called "Final Home Concert"
"Dang Wo Men Hun Zai Yi Qi"
It will be held in Singapore Expo,The Max Pavillion
on 10 Dec 2005 , 8pm
Tickets are selling at prices:
$148,$128,$98,$78 and $58
well,as you see,MAYDAY is such a wonderful rock band...
the $148 tickets are already sold out within
TWO DAYS!!*CLAPS & CHEERS*
sadly,the $128 tickets are also sold out
YEAH!
see.MAYDAY ROCKX!
but not to worry,there are still the
$98,$78 and $58 left
HURRY!WHILE SEATS LAST!
heeheex.
and you MUST buy their album
"WU YUE TIAN ZHI ZU"
also known as
"JUST MY PRIDE 2005"
it's WONWONDERDERFULFUL!"
you will just simply LOVE IT!
-muackx!-
bleah.
and they are now selling a second version of it
HURRY!there are only 1000 copies
and i've got it!are you jealous?
LOL!
thanks to Miss Teo Kai Jun.
she bought it for me.
HURRY GO BUY!
there's dvd inside showing their MVs.
YEAHH
MAYDAY JUST RAWK
ASHIN RAWKX!
funny?how could this be stephanie?!
HEEX.
k la k la
*ATTENTION*
people,stephanie is in MALAYSIA having church camp for 3days.
SARA here!
BOO!hahaha!!GOTCHA!!
heeheex.
alright.WU YUE TIAN RAWKX!!
-peacepeace-

<3 11:05 AM

Friday, November 18, 2005

alrighty.
i'm done with -stairways to heaven- in like 2 days ?
hahas.
i so super right ??
i can watch 20disc in 2days.
i am so amazing pls.
love my korean guys.
steph//you're obsessed.
HAHA.
obsessed over the -stairways to heaven- guy now.
he's super super cute cute cute lah.
handsome handsome.
i wan him as my husband now.
heh.
when will this ever come true ?
marrying a handsome korean guy ?
ha !
i am so so so so so obsessed.
heh heh.
okay everyone.
i'm going to announce something.
I AM GOING TO MARRY MY -stairways to heaven- guy..
next week leh.
happy for me ?
heh.
jk.
but the show is super nice.
like super sad.
gosh.
sadness lah.
i watch last nite till 3in the morning.
crying to the computer screen ?
using one box of tissue ?
madness la.
i wanna be a korean actress so i can act n kiss my korean husband.
heeee.
uh well.
enough of my korean guy for now.
just love him like SUPER much.
i want this type of partner lah.
love love love.
obsession !
(:
alrighty.
today went for GP !
not bad.
ppl there aint as bad as i thot.
they're nice i should say.
had 3hours of fun there.
not fun lah.
but well.
fun ?
hahas.
duno lah.
i'm so fickle minded pls.
hmmmm.
rain rain rain.
everyday raining.
yesterday rain today rain.
argh.
hope tmr rain.
cos i'm going for church camp tmr.
den in the tour bus i hope rain.
hopefully lah.
(:
hmmmmm.
that's all for now lah.
n that's how i spent my 1week.
with all my korean husband.
hahas.
[-save your last dance for me-],[-winter sonata-], [-stariways to heaven-]
that's how i spent my week with them.
i'm so amazing right ?
love me?
heeeeeeeeh
i'm off to pack my camping bag.
*(:
byeeeee bye

<3 8:00 PM

<3 3:41 AM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

heh.
done with -winter sonata-.
gosh.
my eyes are like SUPER red pls.
sadness plus madness me lah.
ohh ohh ohhh.
disc 5 is like super sad.
duno y.
i keep crying.
ha!
oh well.
i'm sucha emotional person pls.
heh hee heh hee heh heeeeee !
how i wish i'd have someone who would love me like the guy in the show did lah.
so sweet pls.
like it will never happen in reality la.
aiyo YO !
i watch like 20 disc on 2days ?
like how free can i get ?
haha.
hmmm.
aft church camp i'm going to work work.
-pouts-
uh well.
money is like more impt den anything else lah.
yuppers.
friday got to go GP !
so scared pls.
how am i gonna get over it ?
seeing all the unfamiliar faces there.
goshy gosh.
how lah.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
still.
i got to go lor.
yupp yup.
tonight i'm so gonna stay up late to watch -stairways to heaven- lah.
cant wait pls.
heard tt it's sucha nice show.
(:
anyone wanna watch with me ?
lalalalas.
alrighty.
tt's all for now.
i wanna go pom pom soon.
ohhh yes// cant wait for saturday yo come.
church clique....
here i come !
(:

<3 5:45 PM

Monday, November 14, 2005

oh well.
last nite i started watching -winter sonata- at 10plus.
n watch watch watch till 5am.
ha !
although i watch tt show b4 alrd.
but feel bored so re-watch it lor.
(:
lame right ?
hehee.
den woke up at 11plus 12 today.
brush teeth go toilet shee shee den wash up.
den go mummy room continue watching my -winter sonata-.
OMG lah.
i'm so obsessed over korean show now.
waiting for -full house-
anyone has tt show ?
i wanna watch lah.
rain is SUPER cute.
from what i see so far.
hahas.
yeah yeah.
aft -winter sonata-
i planning to watch -stairways to heaven-
i abit slow right ?
but well.
i have all these korean shows in my hands now.
WAhahas.
aft -winter sonata- it'd be -stairways to heaven- !!!
cant wait pls.
wanna finish watching all by this sat.
heh.
gonna go malaysia with my church peeps.
church camp.
YAY !
i'm so happy.
*sings* i'm going for camp, i'm going for camp!
yay yay yay.
triple yay !
it's like gonna be SUPER fun.
esp when church clique all going.
so happy.
hmmmm.
wad should i wear there ?
wad should i bring there ?
hmmm.
oh well.
gotta be in church by 630am pls.
like how early ?
who's gonna wake me up huh ?
huh ? huh ? huh ?
!
arghhh.
uh well.
my uncle is gonna send me to churh.
so yah.
alrightey.
that's all for today.
i'm going to watch my korean show now.
*my handsome korean husband. here i come !!!!!!!*
hahas.
i got like 8675834 korean husband now.
gosh.
i feel like a flirt lah.
jk.
(:
bye spore.
hello korea !

<3 11:50 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005

-yawns-
super super tired today.
woke up at like 655 la.
go church.
i hate tt DAMN cheekopaid in my class.
omFg lah.
such a turn OFF !
arghhhh.
oh well.
aft church.
went tm with church clique.
took prints.
damn cute la we all.
heh heh.
(:
went for job interview.
gosh.
tt guy who interview us so cute lah.
duno why.
look so adorable pls.
haha.
if i can work there ar.
hahas.
cool man.
my handsome handsome.
LOL.
stayed there till like 2plus.
damn tiring.
haas.
walk here walk there walk EVERYWHERE !
aiyoh.
tm is like so boring pls.
hahas.
i tink i wont step into tm for 369872765 years lah.
jk.
uh well.
had so much fun with church clique.
(:
went ahkong house aft.
eat mee siam.
-yummy-
so nice lah.
heh heh heh.
alrighteys.
going off to watch another korean show.
ps: i'm so gonna marry my korean guy soon lah.
wish me luck.
*dream on man steph chan.* haas

<3 9:15 PM

Saturday, November 12, 2005

beverly tan !!!!!!!!
i watched this new korean drama.
"save your last dance for me"
super nice.
esp the guy.
he's like SUPER cute.
i'm so in love with him k ?
SUPER SUPER cute cute cute.
argh.
steph// turn staight ba.
hahas.
i'm in love with a korean guy.
GOSH !
hahas
korean guys on drama shows are SUPER cute.
i want my husband to be a korean.
arghhh.
oh well.
dream on man.
i'm so dreaming.
hahas.
dreaming of tt korean guy everyday pls.
(:
and it's like i watch the show till 5 in the morning.
i'm like so into the show la.
now finish alrd.
sigh sigh.
yes.
and beverly...
there's this new korean show everyone watching.
"full-house"
yup.
heard from my frens say the korean guy SUPER cute.
he's name is rain.
hmmm.
or rayne ?
hahas.
yup.
they saw tt show super nice.
if i watch i tell you more details k ?
yup.
and as for your letter.
i write to you soon lah.
hahas.
working, so not much time.
yup yup.
come back soon my bitchy wifey.
lovess.

and...
sara moi.
you're in like genting now lah.
so lucky.
i wanna go genting !!!!!!
sigh.
go with my future lover !!!!!!!!
hahas.
i love you my pangsai.
take care there alrights.
helping you to update your blog now.
thank me k ?
faster come back lah !
(:

and and and....
AHKOR !!!
if you will ever read my blog.
hahas.
meet you next week instead k ?
cos this week i got something on.
yup.
i'd call you later tonight.
your letter leh?
hahas.
write to you soon too k ?
sorry.
hahas
LOVES you ahKOR!!
(:
(:

alright.
looking for another job now.
arghh.
is 4.50 an hour good ?
hmmm.
i'd decide again.
alrightey.
tt's all for now.
bye bye

<3 3:45 PM

Monday, November 07, 2005

looking for another job.
this job i'm working.
sigh sigh.
so f-up lah.
i only earn like 9dollars for the WHOLE day.
from 2 to 7 ?
wtf.
so taf.
so tiring.
finding for another job.
anyone can intro ?
really need money at this moment.
yups.
(:

<3 2:30 PM

Sunday, November 06, 2005

went out ytd.
had fun.
(:
din get to see her leh.
sigh sigh.
thot she'd be at her workplace there.
so walk pass her workplace there.
but well.
some other ppl taking over.
argh.
saw her good fren only lah.
yups.
next week..
when meet ahkor.
i'd walk pass again.
see have anot lor.
hahas.
miss her so much.
omFg lah.
she's so cute.
arghh.
alright.
found a job ytd.
and it's like gonna be super tiring.
sigh sigh.
):
starting work like today.
going off to work now with my cousin.
it's so gonna be tough.
so so tough.
uh well.
money money money.
i want money.
HAHAHAS.

<3 ahhhh DEYYYY

<3 12:55 PM

Friday, November 04, 2005

i'm sorry.
):
i really am sorry.
iloveyou n imissyou.

<3 3:45 PM

Thursday, November 03, 2005

CHILDISH CHILDISH CHILDISH.
utterly childish lah.
omFg.
want back all your money spent on me ?
want back the phone ?
terminated the line ?
delete all the testimonials wrote ?
delete me from friendster ?
omg.
these are just signs of you, being CHILDISH.
excuse me.
how old are you ?
21 ?
and you're still doing all these ?
i thot you said your ex was super childish by doing all these to you ?
aint you just the same ?
omg.
you're like sucha different person.
SO SO different.
so wad if i'm two faced ?
at least better den someone who is fucking CHILDISH n have SPLIT PERSONALITY right ?
you are so so fucking different okay.
ohh wadever.
deleting me off from everything ?
isnt it the same as not contacting me anymore ?
cannot even stay as frens lah ?
omg lah.
cant believe tt you'd choose to do all these.
i thot you weren't like tt.
the way you say ure ex....
makes me think you will never be so CHILDISH.
but..
you're just the same right ?
yah yah yah.
oh wadever.
i cant be bothered anymore.
childish childish childish.
i think you're the one who should get a life !
not me.
cos i've alrd got my life.
so just fuck off lah.
fuck off from the 'two-faced person' lah.
uh well.

<3 1:15 PM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away,
though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just want to change the way the world goes round
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know, coz I loved and lost the day I let you go
Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realized it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be takingI should know,
coz I loved and lost the day I let you go
I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh)
that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be takingI should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

<3 3:50 PM

"fuck off lah you bitch just fuck off. i want back the phone and all the money i spent on you."

these words you say.
do you fucking noe how much it hurts ?
i ? a bitch?
you want me to fuck off ?
fine.
i will alrights,
you wanna draw a line btwn us ?
you go your way i go mine ?
fine.
you wan back the money you spent on me ?
FINE !
i so regret being with you.
i so so regret now alright.
to tink tt we would get back together someday.
but aft wad you scream at me last nite.
i guess even if we get back again it will be so different.
you're like a so COMPLETELY different person last nite over the phone.
you sounded like a babarian.
a person whom i dont even noe.
you dont even sound like the her i noe anymore.
it's so different.
i really duno wad you wan.
i love the old her not the new her.
the old her ?
she's dead.
now is the new her.
i so HATE the new her.
fuck off.
even aft we are through you still shout at me over the phone.
n it's like..
so fucking f-up.
the way you say things.
do you even noe who ure hurting.
n for your info.
i din tell the WHOLE world abt you n me okay.
i only told ONE fren n my sister.
you aint happy abt it eh ?
tt's your problem.
i need ppl to pour out my problems to.
is tt wrong ?
NO NO NO !
arghh.
you're pissed.
so am i ?
wanna draw a line btwn us ?
i'm fine with it.
listen alrights.
you're not some fucking big shot person who can always shout at me.
enough of me right ?
instead.
I'VE GOT ENOUGH OF YOU.
you wan me to get a life ?
tt line sounded SO familiar.
i thot it was your ex who said tt to you ?
GET A LIFE ?
now you're telling me to get a life ?
excuse me ?
i'd get a life alrights.
yah yah yah.
i'm a bitch.
so ?
i'm happy being a bitch.
:)

<3 12:45 PM

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

had much fun ytd.
it was like SUPER fun.
so long never had so so much fun alrd.
took many photos with my stupid pangsai.
HAHA.
but i still felt like a light bulb.
uh wells.
they dont mind so why should i ?
heh.
saw ade.
gosh.
missed her so much.
am so happy when i met her.
den we talk talk talk.
AH DEY!
gosh.
she's so cute.
heh
really really so happy ytd lah.
:)
i'm such a happy girl ytd.
heh heh heh.
heh heh heh.
early morning my stupid pangsai came my hus.
den we went school.
everyone stare at us like wtf ?
never see ppl wear shorts before ar ?
hahas.
den went to LEEWAIPENG there.
OMFG.
me n stupid pangsai took this picture tt got LEEWAIPENG inside.
super stupid.
lol.
we laughed our heads off lah
hehh.
den headed to meet pangsai's gf.
den go shop shop shop.
eat eat eat.
went fareast to eat chicken rice.
pangsai gf pay for me de.
cos i no money.
sigh.
felt so bad.
thanks ar zen.
(:
next time i treat you guys back.
yup.
walked everywhere.
den we like keep going toilet just to take pics.
HAHA.
funny funny FUN !
SMILES.
left town abt 630.
cos pangsai got to be home by 7 ?
hahas.
den send her home with her gf.
aft which zen n me took the bus all the way to inter.
the bus is like SO freezing cold.
n the journey is like SO freaking long ?
hahas.
uh well.
got pangsai's gf jacket.
but still my legs were freezing.
hahaas.
pangsai.
thanks for still being there for me aft all that has happened.
-hugs-
you're GREAT !
:)
had BIG BIG fun lah.
bye byee.

<3 7:30 PM

Monday, November 28, 2005