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steph chan



16 AT LAST !!
i like purple orange green brown black.
i am a happy gal
i like being happy !
i love all my friends.
what i crave for.
more money.
more skirts.
more black tops.
more green tops.
more earrings.
more clothes. more accesories.
new bag.
my tummy to slim down. HAHA!

shoppings.

forever 21.
zara.
warehouse.

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    Sunday, July 30, 2006


    high tea-ed with family today cos its uncles's bday.
    (=
    in the cab mummy was like laughing so hard at the jokes me n my brother said?
    she's mad la please.
    haha
    ate till i almost fainted la.
    so super full.
    after that was like messaging ppl and see who can actually go out with me for movies since i have one free pass n it expires tmr.
    anyhoos,
    end up meeting airlia since she's so free.
    haha.
    catched lakehouse.
    quite alright.
    after which went to fish n co.
    airlia ordered some jungle drink.
    taste yummy but it comes in sucha BIG jug la.
    we both couldnt finish it.
    so wasted man.
    anyways,
    headed home n watched 'she's the man'
    nice show man.
    better den lakehouse i think.
    hehe.
    so funny i laughed till i almost died!
    haha
    yeah tmr is the starting of the week again.
    school again which means back to serious work.
    )=
    mia's house on tuesday for studies n swim.
    YIPEE!
    excited boy.
    i love that dear friend of mine.
    hehehehe.

    goodnights smelly welly melly belly!!!!!
    muah!

    <3 8:24 AM


    Saturday, July 29, 2006


    today is a shoikadu day la.
    teehee.
    school feel normal.
    after school headed to tamp mall with sara n mia.
    ate seoul garden.
    my darling mia treat me eat.
    thanks dear.
    MUAH! (=
    enjoyed ourselves so much la.
    teehee.
    eat like madpigs.
    i love my ice-kacang.
    (beverly tan i miss eating ice-kacang with you )
    ):
    anyways.
    just had lot of fun with silly friends lo.
    laughed till i almost drop into the toiletbowl.
    went home after.
    bath den sleep till like 9?
    yawns now i cant get to sleep la.
    AIYO.
    anyhoos.
    tmr i got GP concelling.
    sian la.
    but tmr is the last meeting.
    feel kinda sad though.
    cos i kinda feel relieve after talking to my social worker.
    she's nice n make me feel comfortable man.
    (=
    teeheee.
    might be going out with mia n mariko or family.
    sunday might be going for high tea.
    YUMMY..
    BEVERLY TAN! i miss you like how much a couple cant see each other for 10000days.
    oh dear.
    feel so lonely everytime i get home.
    no worries! i'm waiting for you to come back again.
    1year counting.
    send me letters please.
    i love you my love.
    feel so random.
    hehee


    *** is love.
    hahahahahahahahahaha.
    muahs!
    so, goodbye!

    <3 12:45 AM


    Monday, July 24, 2006


    BEVERLY TAN I MISS YOU!.
    did you read the letter alrd not??
    sweet right me?
    teehee.
    are you touched?
    last night i feel so weird w/o you.
    sigh.
    cant go your place n chat with you anymore for another year
    ):
    so sad okay.
    i feel so lonely w/o you!
    anyways you take good care of yourself in Virginia k?
    you will have lots of friends one so dont worry.
    i will pray for you dude.
    (=(=
    i still cant find a nice photo album leh.
    cant find.
    oh dear how?
    now i have no more saturday outings with you.
    i feel so so sad.
    oh well.
    i love you my dearest bestest friend.
    MUAH MUAH MUAH!

    (=
    now in school comp lab having english.
    so boring please.
    so happy ltr got PE.
    hehee.
    after school today going for tuition.
    tired man.
    ytd tuition today tuition n den tmr also.
    haha.
    but quite fun la.
    (=
    yeah yeah yeah.
    i feel so pissed early this morning.
    does she know she hurt my feelings?
    shes a bitch.
    forever like that.
    cant take it anymore la.
    aiya.
    split personality like a madpig!
    shithead motherfucker!!!!!!!!
    dont give me money den dont give la.
    bloody CHEEBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    @*&^$()*&%@#%$$&^
    arghh!
    anyways i going for recess now my stomach is grumbling.
    yay!
    (=
    goodbye smelly pigs

    <3 6:36 PM


    Saturday, July 22, 2006


    school on friday was not too bad.
    keep sleeping thats it.
    ha.
    got mock exams.
    take alrd den went home bath n all den meet mia n vic for tuition.
    laura was alrd there.
    yup.
    had dinner at simpang.
    den go shop n save advertising stupid stuff.
    super funny i tell you.
    i peed in my undies.
    (jkjk) haha
    cabbed home.
    reached home abt 10plus.
    den went bev's place celebrate her early bday.
    shiokadu i tell you.
    haha.
    den den den...
    saturday is a well spent day with bestfriend.
    but too bad it's the last saturday before she goes back.
    ):
    sigh.
    anyways.
    we went for breakfast at like opposite my school for prata n pluck eyebrown.
    not much diff though.
    went for a swim after that.
    no sun at all okay.
    oh well.
    went home after n bath n den make-up sessions again.
    (=
    went town late today like 1hour later den usual.
    aiyo.
    so rush la.
    anyways.
    we went city hall to walk walk den suntec n headed to heerens to see SOMEONE la.
    hmmm.
    n den took lots of picture n neoprints.
    i'm so gonna put all in an album.
    yummy.
    ha.
    go town today never see my ***
    she's not here anymore.
    )':
    hahaha.
    but at least we saw BLOODY FUCKER N HIS WHOOLALA FRIEND.
    teehee.
    errr.
    went to print some pictures we took for the last one month.
    n den headed to sakae sushi for dinner with mummy n friend.
    n den i dragged mummy to the shop to see the cute WHOOLALA.
    wah i tell you so drama okay.
    so funny i was like so shy n mummy was like eeee?
    oh dear so sad man.
    haha.
    headed home in cab.
    reached home den went bev place awhile n den to aunty betty place cos mummy was talking to her abt daddy.
    aunty betty's husband also passed away.
    sigh.
    life is so unpredictable.
    oh well.
    chatted with eugene korkor?? haha.
    talking abt life n all.
    he's a nice person to chat with.
    (=
    headed home after n looked at me n bestfriends photo again.
    sleep cos damn tired.
    wakey n den soon i'm going simei for luch with family.
    sigh.
    bestfriend is leaving tmr.
    i feel so so so sad.
    oh dear wad am i susppose to do?
    no more saturday outings anymore with that silly cheebye.
    HOW?
    i have to wait for another year man.
    sigh beverly tan, i'd wait for you to come back okay.
    5years of friendship n i'm still counting.
    i love you the most!!
    the most okay?
    now sam soon got to say byebye to beverly tan.
    so sup dude i love you okay?


    )=

    <3 7:11 AM


    Sunday, July 16, 2006


    one precious week left.
    bestfriend wont you just stay here in singapore with me till forever?
    when you leave.
    no more late nights chat at your place or my place everynight anymore.
    no more hanuta or ferrero chocs.
    no more cam-whoring sessions.
    no more bitching.
    no more tanning with you.
    no more laughing like mad with you.
    no more towning with you every saturday.
    no more toilets trip every one hour with you.
    no more old chang kee curry puff with you.
    no more sharing of clothes, make-ups n acceseries
    no more ice milo with you.
    no more ice-kacang with you.
    no more singing like mad woman with you.
    no more dancing like siao cheebye with you.
    no more hitting on guys with you.
    no more smacking ppl's ass with you.
    no more trying clothes at stores with you.
    no more acting crazy n pull each other's hair.
    no more drama rama.

    your sam soon here will miss you like crazy.
    sigh.
    beverly tan,
    life w/o you seriously will suck you know that.
    we have left with another precious one week together.
    i better treasure it well with you.
    promise you'd come back safe again next year alright?
    i love you like a crazy sam soon.
    oh dear.
    you're the bestest best best BEST friend i can ever find.
    hope our friendship will last till eternity.
    i can never ever find another precious silly friend like you.
    no worries
    i wont fight with you for the new-urban male guy.
    you can have him.
    ha!
    the bloody fucker you can also have.
    teehee.

    so this post is especially for you.
    are you touched with my post silly friend????
    I LOVE YOU!!!(=

    <3 8:13 AM


    Saturday, July 15, 2006


    tanning today was alright.
    i had fun bitching with bestfriend abt the guy with weird white spotty face.
    teehee.
    went home for lunch n headed to town.
    was ltr den other saturdays.
    cant decide on wad to wear.
    in the end reached town at ard 2plus 3
    walked around as usual.
    n we headed for our ice-kacang at food republic.
    like at last we ate our shiokadu ice-kacang.
    yay!
    teeehee.
    i saw that mango top i love in town.
    )=
    i love it so much.
    oh wellies.
    headed to meet silly at balcony awhile.
    she treated me n bev beer.
    wah. so kind of her la.
    haha.
    saw ade the poo poo head.
    so happy
    hehehehe.
    (=
    n that urban male guy is working but too bad.
    he so mean.
    hahaha.
    me n bev like keep trying on the bikinis to attract him man.
    he's still hot la.
    whoops!
    i was kinda upset just now but not at bestfriend.
    so beverly tan sorry if i kept quiet for quite awhile just now.
    dont angry ah.
    haha.
    headed home ard 9?
    n i saw that church guy on the way home.
    OMG!
    he waved at me.
    (:
    cute lil shit la he.
    whoo whoo whoo.
    went bev house for ice milo.
    shiok shiok shiokadu.
    (=
    n i was really pissed at some friend.
    fucker!
    argh.
    cheebye.
    wad can i say?
    i trust the wrong friend.
    was really really upset last night that i almost cried.
    i din know she'd turn out like this n backstab me.
    sigh.
    so so so sad.
    ):


    anyways i guess i got to open my eyes n make the right friend this time.
    she just come n go as she likes.
    that really upset me.
    uh wells.
    feeling really tired.
    GOODBYE TO ONE N ALL!
    goodnights.(=

    <3 9:03 AM


    Thursday, July 13, 2006


    heh heh.
    now in library with mia the poo.
    din go for english n we might not be going for accounts too.
    naughty us.
    teehee.
    after school i'm going for accounts tution.
    my FIRST tuition after so long la.
    teehee.
    i'm gonna concentrate ok.
    i wanna pass my accounts.
    (=
    after which will go home bath i think.
    n den head to tamp with beverly tan n mia the poo.
    for dinner perhaps?
    i dont know man.
    i wanna get that damn mango top.
    my mummy say no!
    ):
    cos she went thailand n bought so much stuff for us alrd.
    sigh sigh.
    i love that top.
    yups.
    i feel like shitting now.
    oh dear.
    hehehee.


    [some would say I lied.
    but I think that I've tried to give you what you needed,
    and tried to save a love that died.
    I'm sorry for hurting your feelings.]

    <3 11:55 AM


    Tuesday, July 11, 2006


    din go to school today.
    woke up like 715?
    oh my.
    so late please.
    so continued to sleep till 9plus.
    bath n meet airlia the pig.
    went polyclinic n spent 1hour plus there la.
    so tired.
    feel so bad left mia all by herself in school.
    sorry dear,
    i'd go school tmr.
    dont worry.
    (=
    went tamp after n walk a lil
    now i'm at her place.
    going home ard 3 n accompany beverly tan.
    mummy is coming back today.
    yippee!
    i'm so overjoyed.
    wonder if she bought for me anything not.
    teehee.
    went mango awhile n saw SO many cute tops.
    oh my.
    so cheap somemore.
    i'm gonna ask mummy help me to buy la.
    YAY!
    anyways i think thats abt it.
    enjoy everyone.
    (=

    <3 3:05 PM


    Monday, July 10, 2006


    so saturday night silly came over.
    sister asked her to stay since her gf is staying.
    yeah.
    the night passed really fast.
    morning ordered macs.
    den around 2plus silly went home.
    night time went over bestfriends place chit-chat.
    came home around 10plus did some homework.
    n headed to sleep.
    wanted to watch soccer at 2.
    but my eyes cant seem to stay awake.
    oh wells
    ):
    ITALY WON THOUGH!.
    so happy
    (=
    teheeee.
    headed to school in the morning.
    today seemed to pass really fast.
    n suprisingly i din sleep in class today.
    had lots of laughter in class.
    =D
    went home with sara n kai jun.
    sara came over had lunch.
    I COOKED OKAY!
    how sweet can i ever get la.
    teehee.
    sent her off to bustop.
    after this MIGHT be meeting silly.
    if not i'd go gym with beverly tan.
    (:
    tmr mummy's coming home.
    i miss her so much.
    yay!
    shes coming home at last.
    yippee.
    i shall end by saying BYE
    wahaa.

    <3 1:37 AM


    Saturday, July 08, 2006


    woke up at 11plus today.
    went over bestfriends place for lunch.
    bath n stuff den she came over n had make-up sessions AGAIN
    haha.
    headed to bedok inter for her bloody hair-cut.
    it looks good though
    (=
    she's my pretty bestfriend.
    TEEHEE
    after which we headed to town.
    i saw someone who looked like utt.
    OMfG!!!!
    we got eye contact!!!!!!
    hahahahaha.
    shop shop shop.
    went into new urban male.
    n guess wad??
    once we got in,
    we saw this really hot guy.
    we got so obsessed over him okay.
    we were like talking abt him n UTT the whole day.
    we saw him staring at our direction la.
    muahaha.
    we went by the store like 7 fucking times okay.
    or more???!..
    "bloody fucker!"
    OH GOD!
    -inside joke-
    HAHAHAHA.
    so hilarious please.
    teehee.
    saw my sweet poo poo.
    so happy.
    din see her for sucha LONGG time alrd please.
    she went overseas to study now den see her.
    oh well.
    was overjoyed.
    teehee!
    left town abt 7plus.
    was too lazy to go anywhere.
    town is sucha bore.
    reached home den bestfriend came over.
    now i'm at her place,
    n silly one is coming over soon.
    hope she doesnt get rape on her way in.
    HAHAHA!

    oh oh oh.
    by the way.
    my mother is on a holiday.
    till tuesday.
    haha.
    thats bout it la.
    goodnights n goodbye to one n all.
    LOVE!
    =]

    <3 6:53 AM


    Thursday, July 06, 2006


    i'm suppose to have accounts lessons now.
    but oh well,
    am in the nook with my poo, mia.
    haha.
    shes singing away like crow la.
    HAHAHA!
    super hilarious.
    oh wells.
    today woke up damn late.
    like 645??
    hurry bath n all.
    today end school early.
    12.
    so meeting bev outside school at 1210
    shes coming to find me!!
    so sweet of bestfriend.
    MUAH!
    (=
    might be singing KTV ltr.
    haven decided.
    yup.
    i'm really glad i have two weird funny friends.
    n many others.
    TEEHEE!
    i'm leaving school in 15mins.
    YAY!
    goodbye
    =]

    <3 8:41 PM


    Wednesday, July 05, 2006


    school was GREAT today.
    hehe.
    i also dont know why.
    carrie chong came our school today for dont know wad la.
    talks n music playing during recess.
    laughed so much with mia n mable in class today.
    SUPER much okay.
    haha
    played with watch eyes n mouth.
    my rolex watch.
    SIGH!
    hahaha.
    after school din go for tutorial as usual.
    had my period today.
    like WTF.
    so sadd.
    ):
    teehee.
    went inter have lunch with sara n mab.
    laughing away with the both of them.
    weirdos.
    headed home lo.
    den beverly tan came my house.
    n i just drop a damn cup of cold water on the floor.
    n my books are wait now.
    oh wells.
    i hope tmr wont have school.
    but i guess i'm just dreaming lo
    teehee.

    //the start of a new day

    <3 1:11 AM


    Tuesday, July 04, 2006


    yesterday was youth day.
    was suspposed to tan with bestfriend.
    but the weather aint that good n furthermore she had to go out with her family.
    )=
    so,out with airlia the pig.
    catched -just my luck-
    not too bad.
    had fun with that silly pig.
    had dinner at inter together with mummy n uncle tan.
    headed home.
    went to find bestfriend again lo.
    its a EVERYDAY routine for another 3weeks.
    (=
    ohh we made up this super hilarious dance.
    so funny okay.
    teehee.
    uh wells.
    school today was alright.
    din eat recess.
    only honeydew n a cup of milo.
    no mood.
    yeah yeah.
    after school had n levels oral.
    i so scared please.
    i hope i'd pass.
    *prays hard*
    (=
    waited for sara to end her ss papers.
    den headed home together.
    saw my primary 3 chinese teacher.
    n she can remember me.
    YAY!
    went home thot that stinking beverly tan will be home.
    but..
    ASSHOLE LA BEVERLY TAN!
    cheebyeee.
    leave me alone.
    )=
    i hate you okay.
    oh wells.
    i'm gonna get some sleep soon i guess.
    goodbye n goodnights to one n all.
    (=


    \\hello you silly one.(=

    <3 7:53 AM


    Saturday, July 01, 2006


    today is a super tiring day.
    woke up at 8 just to go tanning with bestfriend.
    we went somewhere nearby only.
    the sun wasnt that good.
    so aint that tan lo.
    )=
    anyways monday we are going back again to tan if theres good sun.
    left there abt 11plus.
    went to eat kway chap.
    SHIOK okay.
    like damn shiok la.
    teehee.
    went home and took a bathe.
    we had our make-up sessions as usual.
    haha.
    n headed to town.
    we took train down to town.
    so many ti-co's around.
    cheebyee.
    so chee ko paid can.
    idiot asses can just burn in hell.
    goodbye assholes!
    muahahaaha.
    reached town ard 2plus?
    walked ard so much.
    legs hurt la.
    bestfriend bought new bag AT LAST!
    so now i dont have to hear her naggings every single day.
    haha.
    dinner at food-republic.
    food okok only la.
    but quite expensive la.
    ARGH!
    oh wells.
    walked ard again.
    n went sister's workplace to find her
    free cakes.
    yummy.
    i love the strawberry in the cake.
    shiok shiok shiok.
    teehee.
    headed to bugis like 9plus?
    find sisters gf.
    n den headed home lo.
    reached home like 11plus.
    feeling super sleepy.
    haha
    oh oh,
    took many pictures with bestest.
    we even took prints.
    n n n,
    theres hot hunks working at new urban male okay.
    teeheee.
    laughed so much with bestfriend in town.
    till i almost peed in my undies AGAIN.
    haha.
    but too bad,
    all these can only last for another 3 weeks n she's off to california again.
    )':
    damn sad.
    i have to wait for another year.
    cant bear to see her leave.
    i love her so so much.
    shes always there to cheer me up.
    sigh.
    shes the bestest friend i can ever find.
    BEVERLY TAN!
    i love you okay n you know that cos you are a smelly indian cheebyee.
    HAHA.
    tanning on monday ah.
    n your eyes will be better.
    no worries!!
    i'd pray for you again.(:
    goodnights to all of you.

    /i miss silly one

    <3 9:59 AM