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steph chan



16 AT LAST !!
i like purple orange green brown black.
i am a happy gal
i like being happy !
i love all my friends.
what i crave for.
more money.
more skirts.
more black tops.
more green tops.
more earrings.
more clothes. more accesories.
new bag.
my tummy to slim down. HAHA!

shoppings.

forever 21.
zara.
warehouse.

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    Tuesday, August 31, 2004


    saddening song but i lk it! =))


    *+ Ooohh It's been a long and winding journey. But I'm finally here tonight Picking up the pieces. And walking back into the light. Into the sunset of the glory. Where my heart and future lies. There's nothing like that feeling. When I look into your eyes. My dreams came true. When I found you. I found you. My miracle.


    *+[Chorus] If you could see. What I see. That you're the answer to my prayers. Oooh if you could feel. The tenderness I feel. You would know. It would be clear. That Angels Brought Me Here.

    *+Standing here before you. Feels like i've been born again. Every breath is your love. Every heartbeat speaks your name. My dreams came true. Right here infront you. My miracle.

    *+[Repeat Chorus]

    *+For me to be with you. I'd be forever grateful. ohhhhh forever faithful. My dreams came true when I found you. My miracle

    *+[Repeat Chorus]

    <3 11:48 AM

    Saturday, August 28, 2004


    -single.
    -upset.
    -confused.


    tt's all i can sae. nothing else but these.

    <3 10:34 PM

    Friday, August 27, 2004


    hmmm. n update for quite sometimes le. duno wad to sae. i'm just wondering where's my dear now. can't get thru her fone. hais. duno lahs. wad's happening i really duno. can anyone tell me wad's wrong??? wad's happening? hmmm. me myself duno the answer. i wanna go tink bout it now. just tis matter n nothing else! nothing else!!.....

    <3 9:38 AM

    Sunday, August 22, 2004


    hmmm. 2daes or 3daes nv update le ba? hMm.. the last two daes dear stayed over my hus. so hapPY!!! hahahas. my sis gf oso stayed over. so fun lehhs. so the four of us eventually slept on the floor together. heh. had a grt time wif dear dear. love her so much. went out wif her on duno wad dae lahs. very very happY!! life wif her really rocks. she's my everything. love her to bits.. i haf nothing else to update. hmmm. let me tink. fridae!!-- had skool. no cca. den went bedok mac wif sara to meet her new malaysia bung fren. yup. den saw duncan n jingwen. who is the malaysian bung fren n oso my fren. hahas. den karvern was there too cuz sara wanna meet her. yupp yupp. had fun. den till 6plus i reached home. den had to go down to novena for some performance practice. till 10 plus?? den meet dear under my block. my sis her her gf outside lahs. i can't ask dear to go up wif me cuz she's suspose to be my sis fren. so i went up to bath den left her n her fren under my block. hahas. aft lil while my sis n her gf came back so dear oso came up lahhs. den one dae passs...
    saturdae!!-- woke up quite early cuz dear got church lahs. hmmm.. den me my sis gf n my mum n bro went for breakfast lohhs. haf rice n fish n duno lahs. den came back. me my sis n her gf slp afternoon nap cuz the night before din haf enough slp. so ya lahs. till 4pluus... we woke up. bath den meet dear at cine. my brother ar?? hais. extra.!! hahas. no lahs. but den he tag along wif the four of us lahs. hahas. hmmm. went to eat kfc at clementi. went home. den tok n play.. ooo. we drank codka agn!!! fridae we drink LIL bit. dear kinda sei~ hahas. but i not cuz i drink lil bit. but den saturdae. i lil dizzy. duno y oso lehhs. stomach hot hot. hahas. but not sei lahs. heh. *smiles BIgGg.* i very guai ok.! heh. dear dear got pierce tounge!! woah~~~ cool lehhs. heh! hmmmm. ya lah. i pity her lehs. she ar? hais. got so many scars on her hand. hais. last time she cut den now got 20over scars. hais. **dear ar. dun cut le ok** poor thing. hahahahs. tt's bout ytd lohhs. nothing much lahs.
    todae!!!-- hmmm. dear actually got to wake up at 630am?? to go do voluntery work n guess wad? she woke up at 8plus lehhs. so late can. she ar. hmmmm. hope she din get scoldings frm her mum!! *prays hard** todae went holy trinity in the morning for lessons den i so pek wif a guy in my class. he keeps staring at me so i raise my hands n tell the teacher : ' the air here not good' hahas. den he change my place den i diao tt guy!! hahahas. stuPid guy. hmmmm. den aft tt i go novena as usual as every other sundae. hahas. go dance performace practise frm 2 till 5plus.. den went to celebrate 'august' baby b'dae. so we had food. *yummY!!! hahahas. so full le. den now i'm home lahs. den tiffany n my sis two other frens here. yupp yupp!! full le lahhs. shall end here den. hope to see my lil darLIng soon. i love her.

    <3 5:46 AM

    Thursday, August 19, 2004


    hahas. todae thursdae la. lk wad i said in tt entry. BORED!!! hahas. had dance todae. aft skool.. walau. so bleuGH!!! hmmmm. during recess i called dear dear to tok to her lahs. so fast haf to put down le. so sad. half hour only lehs.. hais.. nvm la. at least got to hear my 'animal' voice. hahahas. miss my 'animal' so much.. hehex. love her so much too... hmmmm.. when i came back frm skool i slept till lk 7plus?? hahas. so long hor? i noe i noe. heh.. hmmm.. now chatting wif dear online. duno wad she doing lahs. take so long to reply!! one year.. hahahs. nvm la. forgive n forget those you love. heh. so i forgive yOu~. hahahas. i really miss my dear so much lehhs. how?????? cannot live w/o her.. got to tok to kai soon. feel bad if i dun tell her wad exactly is happening. in any way.. i am still sorry.. hais... aniwae.. i stIll love my dear to biTs!!! love love 09[1]64.. *huggss***

    <3 7:38 AM

    Wednesday, August 18, 2004


    wah. damn sian todae can. i so happy ytd cuz got to see my dear.. my dear dear.. hahas. miss her so much can. heh. she gave me a surprise. din noe she was coming but she did. hahas. 16august is a happy dae. love my dear.. hmmmm. feel a lil weird now. guilty i guess?? i duno wad to tell kai. i am so confused.. shall tell her when i see her online. sorry kai tt's all i can sae. yup. went out wif dear on tuesdae.. aft skool went to meet her at bugis den meet my sis n her stead. we went out till 10 ar?? hahas. went town. so fun. got to hold dear's hand. got to hug her. so sweet of her. i love her so much. *hugggs**** heh. hmmm. went to eat chicken rice for dinner. YUmmY!!!.. hahahas. ytd dear came my hus lahs. so so happy. she tmr coming my hus to stay. my sis gf also. heh. at last can see dear agn. one week can see her lk 5 6 times?? hahas. happy sia. todae sian lahs. in skool nothing to do. somemore todae is thursdae can. YUcks!!! hate thursdae. but i noe my dear loves thursdaes cuz she got church thing. happy lahs she. heh. i oso happy lahs. damn happy to noe tis lil dear of mine. will love her 4ever...... she make my life so happy... love love darlinGG!!!!!! i miss you. col you tonight okok?? love you.. gtg now for my tutorial le lahs.. tata!!!..
    i love you so muchY my dear lil baby!!!

    <3 11:10 PM

    Tuesday, August 17, 2004


    i am in skool comp lab now.. going bugis to meet my sis.. ppl.. ppl. hahas. gtg BYE!!

    <3 12:12 AM

    Sunday, August 15, 2004


    hahahas. todae rocks lahs. went out to bugis wif nicole shann n beverly den met my chao ahlian n my nuer there. hahas. so funny. we went to take neoprint. yup. bev came my hus in the morning den we ate den we left to meet nicole s at inter n guess wad? she's 50mins late can? haiyo. make us wait so long. so pek chek can. haiyo. nvm la. todae quite fun lahs. but i'm very tired lohs. ya lahs. hmmm. bought a top n a skirt. so happy. heh. we took the neoprint damn cute ok. o ya. we went to bugis. den saw sheeren n jasmaine there lahs. den they were lk hi! hahas. ya lahs. so cute lahs. hmmm. den ate food. hmmmm. wad else eh? ppl keep staring at us for no reason. yup. den at 430 nicole s had to leave for church so left me n bev there lahs. so we shop shop shop. den go my skool there the food court eat cuz there the food *yummY* hahas. ya lahs. i ate pig's organ soup. so nice!! my favourite can. hahas. den we looking for seat tt time got tis grp of ppl keep wistling at me and bev. den we dun bother. hahas. we keep disturbing ppl tt keeps staring at us cuz it's irritating lahs. heh! *smiles** evil hor?? wad to do? we are lk tt lahs. funny lahs. hahahas. ya lahs. i so sad cuz bev is leaving s'pore soon. n i wun be able to see her. she's leaving lk next week. o man. i'm so gonna cry!! she's my bestest fren ok. hais. hope she will come back soon n pei me agn. love her so much. wif her ard rocks lohhs. yup. todae din tok to kai cuz duno lehs. she not online. so nv chat wif her lahs. *miss miss.* she's so nice to me can. duno lahs. she's damn nice lahs. she so poor thing. her 'ex' thing.. so sad. hais. *hugs hugs* dun tink so much le lahs. tink of me den good le lahs. hahas. dun worry kk. i'll be here. orhlala.!! hahas. dun sad sad le. smile smile okok??? hope to see you soon too. yupp!. i had grt fun todae. if only i haf 10000dollers. den good le. can go shop so much.. haiYO!! tmr i got church lehs. den haf to buy food frm ppl. cuz is food fair duno wad thing to raise funds de lahs. hahas. so.. go buy lahs. yupP.. i got so many mosquitos on my legs n hands n even my STOMACH ok. haiyo. so itchY!!! *stratch everywhere** so so itchy can. aaa.. gtg n slp soon le lahs. tmr got to wake up early. so ya lahs. tc ppl.. i miss miss miss miss.. YOU!.

    <3 11:45 AM

    Monday, August 09, 2004


    i'm feeling weird. damn bloody fucking sad now. no one noe's how i really feel. i tell you!! no one at all. i can bet wif you all 100000million dollars. no one will still understand me. i am damn sad. my life seems to change in just a second. my life was so fun wif 'papaya' n 'popiah' ard. but now.. life changed. change so much. so wad if we brk? aren't we frens anymore. i called you just now. wad happened? it seems lk u dun care bout me. dun care at all. dun i exsist in ure world? does stephanie chan lishan exsist in ure world at all? i really duno. maybe for once i exsisted but no longer. no longer to those two names up there. i shan't call them tt anymore cuz maybe i dun exsist. i'm not use to be as close as them now. y?? tt is ok. i dun care. but i'm still their fren aft all. am i? am i still their so called 'chicken'?? i wonder. i noe i am not hu i am to 'popiah' but at least i still do treat u as my fren right? wad bout you both??. maybe i am not ure fren anymore. i really duno anything. i understand if 'popiah' wun tok much to me. but 'papaya'?? jus cuz me n 'popiah' brk?? so we aren't frens anymore?? is it cuz we brk tt's y i lost two frens/ two frens hu used to be so close to me? i haf nothing much to update. but just tt phone col make my life change i guess. shan't mention 'papaya' n 'popiah' in my life any longer. since i dun exsist. i shell not noe hu is 'papaya' n 'popiah' anymore. no more. i'm sorry but i wun noe hu they are any longer. good bye my once close fren hu no longer are now. good bye... *poof*
    stef wave goodbye to her..[hu's tt?] anywae. bye


    <3 7:17 AM

    Saturday, August 07, 2004


    hahas. just came back frm TM!! hahas. went there wif bev to shop. i woke up so early todae just to go out wif her ok. hahas. we went to novena at 11 lah. den we go eat at bedok. heh. i ate prawn noodles. so nice. bev ate duck rice. hahahs, *yummY** hmmmm. den aft tt we went to buy bubble tea lohhs. so nice. heh. den we go to TM to shop shop shop till bout now lohhs. 530 lahs. so fun lehs. i buy clothes. so nice. bought new skirt n top n slippers. nice nice.. hahas. i use ah b gave me the $$ thanks b *hugs Hugs** hahas. i so happy lehhs. wanted to buy tis $28.50 slipper. or is it $29.50?? hahas. but den not enough money so i jus bought the 3.90 de. hahas. not bad oso lah. lk it la. but den slippery lohhs. hahahs.. nvm lahs. got new slipper i happy le.. hahahas. will save more money den buy my **dream** slipper. hahahas. charles & keith.. nice nice.. hmmmm. ya lohhs. had fun todae lahs. so much fun. heh. play n play wif bev lohhs. fun lehs.. we even take neoprints agn todae. love tt "innocent" picture. rocks. den we tried on alot of clothes. so nice lehs. but den we cannot afford de lahs. n we look so matured. hahas. weird la we both. we in the mrt ppl keep staring at us lk wad duh` stare stare stare. yuCks. hmPF! ooo. den there was tis guy he slept in the bus n he look lk PIG?? hahas. i noe i'm bad but den it's the fact wad. hahas. den he nearly fall on the lady next to him den the lady so pek so come sit beside me. hahas, me n bev really laugh till our tears roll down our cheeks can. hahahahas. ya la. tt;s bout all for todae lahs. nothing le ba. now at home wif my sis den my mum not at home n my sis gf is in my hus so my sis let me come online lohs. but den haf to massage her tonight lohhs. sad lah. hais. hu cares? can come onlince i happy le... *smiles. heh. nothing le lahs. i wan go update my friendster lohhs. hahahas. Miss miSs someone......

    <3 2:27 AM

    Friday, August 06, 2004


    hmmmm. i'm in skool comp lab now n i noe i nv update for a very long time le. yup. 4daes ba. cuz i'm not allowed to be online lah. so ya lahs. wah! comp lab damn hot now can. i planning to change my blogskin if i find a nicer wan ltr. see how lahhs. hmmmm. todae is boring lohhs. skool is so boring todae. but i tink i very attentive todae can. hahas. so Bhb eh.. but seriously lah. i damn guai todae lohss. hahahas. ltr go home wan to go jog wif bev. can lose weight.. **my dream!!! hahahas. cool eh. hmmm. hope i can lose weight lahhs. yup. *prays hard*.. heh. i ytd damn pek wif my mother ok. i need to buy some stuff right. den i ask her for money n u noe wad? she ask me use my own money n i had no choice n i used kai's money. hais.. wanted to buy other stuff wif tt money but den.. hais. damn pissed ytd. at night me n bev when to NTUC to buy the stuff den we go reservoir for 1hour++ to tok n play n scream lohhs. hahahahas. so fun. tonight we might be going agn lahs. so excited can. hmmm. aft tis i wan to go home n rest first before i go jog jog... hahahas. todae kind of pissed wif a fren. so pissed. shan't sae her name but den she's damn bloody irritating can. hais. fuck sia. damn pissed wif her. but den we alright ba.. i guess so. hahahas. todae is bout it la. all i can sae is tt i wun be able to come online so often unless i haf the chance to lahs. so guess i wun update much for lk a few daes ba. duno lahs. hais. see how!! yupp. can't wait for kai to come back frm japan. nv see her for lk so long le lahs. so if she come back i'll be so happy. hehehee.. *smiles** shell update the nxt time i come online lah. see ya!!!...

    stef will return........

    <3 3:10 AM

    Sunday, August 01, 2004


    haiYo.. ah b!![kai]... y must you treat me so nice.. y must u send me money?? hais. duno wad to do wif it now. feel lk returning it to you but den you sae you will angry. haiyo. den how?? just chated wif kai online. first time when she in japan den chat ok. hahas. miss her so much. so long nv see her le lohhs. hmmm. she sae she's coming back next month. hope she doeS!! den can go meet her n tok le.. hahahas. hmmmm. todae is sundae ar?? hmmmm. ok. shell update bout fridae first. i had 2.4 run n guess wad? i got in 25 out of 100 over ppl. hahas. not bad eh. same as last year agn!! hahahas. almost faint can. so tired! heh. aft the run we were so damn tired can. den me.sara.carol took a cab down to sheng shoing which is lk how near. heh. but we were too tired to walk or take bus. hahas. we go there buy bubble tea. den the aunty- hu is my fren now la.- hahas. gave us free fries. so nice right??? hahahas. aft tt sara n carol came my hus to eat maggie den they went home le. den bev came my hus n play!! hahahas. so fun can. hahahas!! ok. den saturdae?? hmmm. woke up den went to eat kuey chap wif mummy sister n brother n my aunty they all lahhs. den went to changi hospital there the dance studio to practice our teacher's dae dance. hahas. i'm the teacher so nothing much la. den tt jemie siao le lah. keep saying she lk the skirt i'm wearing n all lahhs. crazy piG!! hahas. den me. jemie. mariko. carol n nicole chai went to tm to shop a lil den we ate. ooo!! i can rmb. we ate so much lk PIGS?? hahas. we ate 4burgers. 20nuggets. 4fries. 4drinks altogether ok.. so much right.. hahas. everyone hu walk pass was lk staring at us. heh. den saw debrah n siew ling. so they eat abit of our fries lah. hmmmm. den aft tt we walk to holy trinity for the youth mass lah. sian la. boring!! hahas. saw lots of sacian lahs. hmmmm.. nothing le lahs. todae lehs. went novena for prayer meet den they were lk 'stephanie. nv see you very long le' hahas. ya la. aft prayer meet i went home alonE!! so lonely!! so sad... *smiles.. o man. den came back n i was alone. hais. ok lah. i wan go reply ppl's letter le lahs. hmmmm.. tc everyBOdy!!! bye!

    <3 8:49 AM