16 AT LAST !!
i like purple orange green brown black.
i am a happy gal
i like being happy !
i love all my friends. what i crave for.
more money.
more skirts.
more black tops.
more green tops.
more earrings.
more clothes.
more accesories.
new bag.
my tummy to slim down. HAHA!
happy 3rd month to my silly !!! heh how time pass so fast. it's our 3rd month alrd. -smiles- ure at work now. n i really really miss you. miss the feeling of hugging you in my arms. miss the feeling of kissing you on ure lips. i really miss you so much. when you come on tuesday i'll hug you like no tmr. i love my silly much. though much up's n down's ard. we still have many many dreams to fulfill. remember ? yupps. we will go through all these shit n live a happier life. i'm sorry if i've really hurt you many times. forgive me yes ? tc. i'm waiting for ure call. ILOVEYOU!
-i promise to love you now n forever.
<3 3:57 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
okay. school holidays has started. can go out shopping. yay. can spend more time with gf too hahas. din go school today. had a grt tummy ache early tis morning. yupp. sorry alo if you had to wait for me. sorry. =i cant contact you. so duno how to tell you. yupp. sorrys.
amanda chan my lao po is leaving to canada tonight at 3am. sadnees la. i love my lao po much. when you come back must contact me alrights. god. loves my lao po much. tc my sweet sweet lao po. i'll miss you.
tmr will be working for mother. yupps. no school tmr. parents meeting. but my mother will not be going. yay. so happy. but my teacher will call la so.. wadever la. hmmm. aft work i'll go school to collect my report book. may meet gf lil while for breakfast. depands la. =] yupp. waiting for gf to call now. she's bating, just finished updating her blog. so now update mine la. have been spending much time with my beloved. yupp. so happy. cant imagine life w/o her. yupp. i miss her so much la. heh. so so much la. loves. lazy to update alrd la. so i'll update another time. yupp. =]
<3 11:30 PM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
quite long nv update alrd la. =] no time. yupps. many ups n downs la. friendship lost n stuff. but still. life has to go on. with many other friends ard me. i guess i still can survive without tt 2years friendship of ours. do tc alrights. maybe we aint tt close anymore. but still. do tc wherever you are. n noe tt i'm still a friend here for you alrights ? =]
hmmm. lazy to update the past few days wan. so shall just update bout today. yupp. went school n stuff. was SO boredd la. din do anything much in school. yupp. played stress n heart attack. =] so lame la. so fun !! heh rained heavily tis morning. so my shoes n socks were socking wet. =WET la. my socks are horny. lalalas. LOL. den took off my socks n shoes during lesson la. sun tan my shoes n socks outside class. hahas. was a lil dry aft tt. yupp. den met gf outside school at ard 2. went to buy lunch den go my hus eat. mother was sick. = sad la. hais. well. hope she's better now. yupp. den eat finish alrd. me n gf slack ard till bt 6 den left to tm to watched amityville horror. yupp. not bad. quite freaky la. it's based on a true story. so yarr. freaky la heh heh. go watched alrights. =] den bout 9plus we cabbed home. gf now here. i going to acc her now. school will be as boring as today tmr. hais. cleaning of tables n stuff. hais. sian la. wadever. going off now. =]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]
<3 10:30 AM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
hais. just came back from sundec as usual la. but todae is funNER den usual la. =] went changi airport today. so fun. din go there for ages alrd la heh. had much fun today. talked to siva bout MANY things la. he's nice. many ppl are nice actually. even the patients are nice i swear. they're really friendly n sweet though they are not normal. they are so polite la. unlike humans. the patients live a no stressful life. they are not so picky like us. we're normal but they're really nice. =] first day was horror la. din like it at all. but aft awhile i seem to like tt place. it's so warm. though there's this stench i hate. well. wad to do it's the punish god gave me. i accept it n go for the cip. n i found something new in life. though they are not normal. iq low n stuff. they are ppl which i admires. they really are so adorable la. =] yupp. ytd was alright la went there. sat in the room. paint again. den nothing much. aft cip went tm to find gf. watched -house of wax- yupp. nice show i must say. it's SO freaky la. SO bloody also. SO frightening too. argh`. can't take it la. fucking frightening pls. it just shocked me la. my heart just go. bi boop bi boop... bi boop bi boop... den just go Piiiiiii la. scary la. =worth watching. yupp. i dun mind watching again. =] the first guy tt die. Ahhhh. fucking disgusting. i pity him la. so cute yet he died. yucks. i tell you wad happen la. he went to this guys house cos he needs to go toilet. so he went toilet la. den his gf wait at the lorry. den when the guy came out of the toilet. he KPO go into an empty room. KPO la. see. hais. den he looked ard. saw many freaky stuff. den went to open a curtain n guess wad ? there's surgery bed in there. he was wondering y la. so he continued looking ard. den he's gf realise tt the lorry she's in is belonged to a mad guy. she faster horn the lorry to warn the bf. the guy turned ard n lights all turn off. the door looked when he tried to open several times. den from underneath the floor. there's a door. a wax guy came out of there n use a SCISSORS to cut his ankle. ouch la. so pain. he sreamed like fuck la den tried to run but cant. he limp he's way to the surgery bed there wanna get knife or smth. den someone from the back slashed he's chest. eeeeee OUCH ! so pain la. disgusting la. den they waxed him alive la. well well. shant continue. interestin aint it ? there are more to it. interested ? go watch la. =]
yupp. den aft which gf came my hus. den waited till bt 12plus. she left for zouk with her collegues. den i slept. went to cip n stuff la. den now i'm home. =] tmr last day of cip. will make good use of it. yupps. hmmm. den sunday maybe i'll go visit gf. den she'll come over my place to stay. den we'll go her workplace again on monday. =] so fun. seeing her everyday will just brighten up my life la. heh tt's bt it. i'll update more in future. yupper. gonna go off n have a rest. tired.. off to slp..
*if you ever feel tt i've forgotten bout you. ure wrong ! i do tink of you. in fact i tink of you ALOT. i'm just afraid to noe tt u aint missing me. *
<3 7:00 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
well well. m back from sundec. sundec again. wth la. hahas. was late AGAIN la. aiyohh. EVERYday will late la me. hahaas but today was more fun. me n leshia paint the magnets for the WHOLE day. except from 215 we mop the floor there. woah. we are AUNTIEs. heh we keep painting today la. dirty our hands. but it's not stressful at all la. so tt's good. =] had fun hmmm. went off earlier. yeahs. was boring there so went off earlier la. ytd today all late. den went off early. so altogether i owe them 47mins. so irritating la. must do more again. so fuck la. today the place smells nicer den ytd so tt's good la. heh was raining. so back home early la. tiredd. lazy go anywhere la. so i'm home. tmr den i'll go out. with my silly. yay. can spend time with her again. yupp. wanna eat katong laksa. -drools- so nice la. n my coconut. argh`. i'm hungry. smelling wad my mother is cooking now makes me even hungrier la. heh heh. =] well well. hearing toxic yeah remix. nice la. hmmm. tt's bout it la. wanna play with my hamster now. =]
<3 5:30 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
o gosh. sundec is so smelly la. wth. cannot take it la. aiyohh. was late by half hour today. forever la me. hais. tt place just piss me off la. will nv wanna go back there again. hahas. but the stuff there are nice. money is nice. she's very friendly. talk bout some ppl la. like wth la. hais. nvm. it's over anyway. so yahh. hmmm.
left there at 3. went inter with leshia. she went sundec with me. LOl. she got punish too la. haas. den took mrt head down to gf's hus. we meet at yishun to eat. hahas. ate laksa. SO nice la. so delicious pls. hahas. got popiah n honey dew sago. but no more honey dew so we ate watermelon sago instead. haas. den went to get a new hamster cage. nice one la. hmmms. den went back her hus. had a great headache. had dinner there. den brought jacko to the vet. he was injured. well. poor boy. he fell into a drain on the way to the vet. his mouth bled sad jacko. loves him. =] heh. den headed to the vet in a cab la. like wth. the cab driver is SO irritating la. haiyo. wadever la. den saw many other dogs at the vet. so adorable. but one looks damn scary la. yucks. = cab backk to gf hus. rest lil while den cab back. home head was spinning like fuck la. cant take it la. anyways. had fun with gf at her hus n stuff. she was sick. trembeling hands she've got. hais. poor gf. misses her lots la. i'll see her on wednesday den. most prob we'll watch movie. we'll see. tt's all la. gonna talk on the phone with dearest now. tmr still gtg sundec. sucks la. well well. wont see me in school for this week. i'll go back next week den. loves loves =]
<3 11:35 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
wah. my uncle is so pissing me off pls. he's like controlling my life like fuck la. even my mum dun really bother bout me. but my uncle la. fucks. irritating. oh well. i'll talk to my mum some day. i hate my uncle to control me. who is he la ? he's not even my dad la. wadever la.
just came back from cartel with darling. had luchy dinner. LOL. meaning our lunch n dinner together la. =] ytd she n her cousin came over my hus to stay. it was raining like wth la. hahas. hmm. den we had supper. yay ! lol her cousin is my BEST fren LOL. best indeed. she's stupidly stupid la. hahas. she's cute la. funny n all la. =] hahas. den slept ard 3plus. woke up ard 10. gf din go work. she was ill la. den slack at home cos lazy go out. we slack till bt 3plus 4. den yah la. lazy go town n tm is boring la. so we went siglap cartel to eat la. but thru out she was still feeling sick. hais. poor gf. miss her much. loves her so much la. she's my one n only. =] heh oh well. next whole week wont be going school la. going to attend my cip. yeahs. tmr start till next week la. one week la. yupp. it'll be over soon i guess. everything is gonna be settled soon aft cip. thnk god. =]
<3 9:50 PM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
yay. i'll be able to see my silly gf tmr la. heh. so excited. heading down to her hus for lunch first. she's cooking for me. =] sweet of her. den can see jacko. n my two cute hamsters. LOL. i'm still a lil afraid of hamsters la. but we'll see. i'll go thru the afraid-ing part.(er... afraid-ing ??? lol) yupp. aft lunch gf will come my hus. den she'll teach me a lil bit of bio den we'll head down to church. one BIG family. LOL. my sister brother mother all going. hahas. so exciting eh. =] den probably having dinner at tm. den gf will come over my hus stay la. yupp. den she'll send me to school the next day. den she'll wait for me to end school. hahas. so sweet of her. loves much darling. (: den zac kat hilda victoria. me n gf will head down to tm together for a treat. lol. cheryl treating. hahas. so nice of her eh. thnks didi. den we'll see wad happens aft tt la. yupp. exams gonna end soon. n our 3rd month is coming soon. real soon. those days with you are really beyond word. no words can decribe how much i truely love you. when holidays come i'll visit you at ure workplace alrights ? loves you muchy my sweettest loveliest gf EVER in my whole life !!!. =]]