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steph chan



16 AT LAST !!
i like purple orange green brown black.
i am a happy gal
i like being happy !
i love all my friends.
what i crave for.
more money.
more skirts.
more black tops.
more green tops.
more earrings.
more clothes. more accesories.
new bag.
my tummy to slim down. HAHA!

shoppings.

forever 21.
zara.
warehouse.

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    Monday, September 20, 2004


    walua.
    i cannot update my blog cuz my hus comp got problem.
    hais.
    so when i come to skool or go to my frens hus.
    den can use lohhs.
    =)
    life is fine lohhs.
    wad can i do now but study n prove to my mum i can study.
    got back report card ytd.
    failed 5?
    die lahhs.
    wad m i to tell my mum?
    hais.
    dissapoint her yeahs.
    i noe.


    i really would wan to study for e-o-y exam n pass..
    yup.
    going to stay back in skool todae.
    ms marie gonna help me in my studies.
    thnks.
    but i still hate her.
    hmpF.
    =).
    i hope life will be better soon.
    i am so confused but life.
    haiYo.
    life is really so stressful can.
    duno y oso lahhs.


    won be updating for a really long time even if i can online at home as i said my comp at home got problem wif blogger.
    yups.
    tag my blog if you all wan to tok to me ok.

    love love you all.....
    *smiLes*

    <3 8:58 PM

    Monday, September 13, 2004


    hais.
    skool is getting boring as time passes.
    y?
    so sian now.
    exams are just ard the corners.
    studying real hard now.
    wan to prove to my mum tt i can actually pass.
    see wad happens.
    i dun wan her to get upset cuz i fag?
    she noes le.
    yes.
    she din scold me.
    y?
    hope she gives me a second chance.
    i'm feeling damn guilty.
    hais.
    4give me.


    was angry wif some ppl in skool todae.
    see tt person first thing in the morning.
    n my whole dae was spoilt all thnks to her.
    she backstab me?
    wtf?
    i trust her so much.
    she backstab me?
    wow.
    i cant belive it.
    she's my good fren.
    n this happened.
    y do i trust ppl so easily?
    hais.


    recess went wif bernice n mariko.
    din wan to go wif *her*.
    i dun wan to see her face n quarrel wif her.
    i bare wif her for 1week.
    i din wan to start a fight.
    eventually we were ok.
    wad in the world is wrong?
    i haf no idea.


    aft skool went to market to eat ahballing.
    *yums*
    so nice.
    i ate the peanut n seseme de.
    love it sia.
    so full.
    aft tt st8 came home.
    studied n slp.
    till 7plus.
    ate dinner.
    din tok to my mother for the whole dae.
    din wan to make a angry.
    din take my allowance either.
    i noe i let her down.
    i noe.


    i dun dare to tok to her nor do anything now.
    just wait till the time is right den i will tok to her.
    hope she will trust me agn.
    i won fag.
    i will not anymore.
    i will bear wif it.
    i won fag.
    i hope i can pass my exams n prove my mother even though i go chiong,
    i still can study.
    i will try my very very best..

    may not be able to come online unless my sister let me come.
    din tok to *Bb* todae.
    she din come online.
    hope to see her soon.
    she's coming back.
    *jumps*
    excited.
    cant wait to see her.
    she's one person hu is alwaes there for me.
    n i trust her so much.
    iLu.
    hope to see her on the dae she comes back.
    *smiLes*

    tc everyone.
    pray for me.
    -tt my mum will forgive me soon.
    -tt i will pass my exams wif good grades.
    -tt i can let my mother gain the trust she had in me b4.
    -tt i can concentrate in my studies.
    and of cuz not forgetting....
    -tt *bB* can come back safe n sound.
    *iLu*iMu*

    <3 8:36 AM

    Sunday, September 12, 2004


    hais.
    mother found out i fag.
    ppl bauto me.
    wad to do?
    she din scold.
    she din beat.
    she just..
    she just tok to me.
    y is she so nice?
    i am feeling damn guilty now.
    she noe i fag.
    she cried cuz she's damn sad.
    now i damn sad cuz i let her down.
    i am feeling damn bad now.
    will quit smoking.
    not quit but stop for now.
    maybe next time when stress den tok bout it.
    but for now.
    NO MORE FAG!!!.
    i wan to study hard n pass all my exams.
    prove to my mum tt i actually can study.
    i wan her to be proud of me.


    just now she sae she wan to die cuz we alwaes let her down.
    she cant.
    if she dies.
    cuz of me.
    i will die too.
    i won wan to live in tis world w/o her.
    i will let many ppl down.
    if i ever fag n they find out.
    i won wan to live.
    i will quit for now.
    hope when *she* comes back frm japan.
    i will be able to meet her.
    i'm awaiting for tis dae.
    hope my mum allows me out on this dae.
    it's an exam dae.
    hais.


    *+iMu+*

    <3 1:22 AM

    Friday, September 10, 2004


    todae i go monks agn.
    =)
    was fun.
    many things happened.
    saw duncan n ryan there.
    had fun wif them ard.
    at least i haf more frens there.
    =)
    monks played so many many nice nice soNg.
    rocks lahs.
    alot of stuff happened between butt partner's frens.
    sad sad.
    orh.
    pity her.


    stayed in monks till closing.
    den stayed there til 4+.
    tok tok.
    o man.
    find tt tis bung damn cute.
    =)
    shan't sae.
    happy noeing her.
    so cute=D
    she's cool.
    wif lots of piercing.
    not alot.
    but got.
    *smiles biG**


    i damn tired now lahs.
    it's already gonna be 5am?
    n i'm still awake.
    siao huh.
    hahahas.
    tmr act. got cca but dun wan go.
    tired lahs.
    lazy.
    saw alot of familiar faces in mm.
    yupps.
    wanna spend more time wif butt partner.
    love her so muchY.
    heh

    she's my mummy cum butt partner cum dear dear.
    =)
    i love her so muCh.
    she so nice.
    keep buying for me things.
    *+love love powder for you+*
    muacks.
    heh.
    wanna go or or soon le.
    tired.
    hope to see *her* soon.
    go monks confirm tink of her.
    hais.

    miss miss her.
    come back soon yea yea??
    love love everyone.
    *waves*

    <3 1:30 PM

    Tuesday, September 07, 2004


    hais.
    just came back frm town.
    had grt fun.
    took print wif sis n butt partner.
    watched 'anaconda' wif them both.
    *light bulb* as usual.
    yup.
    =)
    happy just now.
    but i'm having a grt headache now.
    guess i fag too much just now.
    hais.
    my head damn pain lehhs.
    hais.
    in butt partner's hus.
    feel lk vomitting.
    head really spinning.
    y ar?
    wanna rest early while the both ppl gonna drink.
    hais.
    i cant drink.
    wanna go rest now.
    Bye

    <3 9:27 AM

    Sunday, September 05, 2004


    hais.
    i duno y i'm so upset aft reading her blog.
    is it wrong to get upset over the person i love so much?
    or is it even wrong to love her?
    loving her hurt me so much.
    i might as well not love her.
    right?
    hais.
    last time i love her so much.
    now i still do love her.
    but seeing the way she treat me.
    guess i got to let go.

    but where can i start wif?
    how can i let her go?
    *poof*
    just lk tis?
    no.
    i cant possibly do tt.
    i can't forget her so easily.
    but i got to somehow.
    she dun even contact me.
    not even treating me as a fren.

    i'm lk *dust* to her.
    y do i love her so much when she treats me lk *dust*?
    y am i so stupid.
    y?
    am i really tt stupid to love her?
    i guess i am.
    i am the stupiest person.




    <3 9:37 AM

    Saturday, September 04, 2004


    Walau walau walau.
    So damn bloody pek agn.
    Wrote 2 long entries n it's gone.
    All gone.
    HmPF.
    I wan complain.
    But how?
    HaiYO.
    Hate it..

    Nvm.
    Shall tok bout the happy moments of ytd.
    Yup.
    Went home at8 aft skool.
    So guai hor.
    Hahas.
    Hmmmm.
    Went to meet my butt partner at clementi.
    Woah
    So far lehhs.
    But she stay there.
    N I haf to go her hus eventually.
    Yup

    Hmmmm.
    Went to her hus to make up n all lahhs.
    Ate bee hoon for dinner.
    Yummy.
    So nice to eat can.
    Hahas.

    Waited for my sister to come.
    Took a cab down to monks.
    Woah.
    Fun fun.
    Heh.

    Saw many many bungs hu look alike.
    HaiYo.
    Now duno hu is hu ar.
    Hahahas.
    I went in to dance.
    For the first time.
    Yup.
    I tink I look mature.
    Heh.
    They let me in.
    Hahahas.
    Drank bacardi lime as usual.
    Yup.
    Saw Vivian n pei jun there.
    Became closer to them at monks.
    Yup.
    Pei jun sae joseph jio her before.
    Hahas.
    But she rejected.
    Hmmm.
    Weird.
    Dun bother.

    Vivian is damn nice lehhs.
    Duno y oso.
    Hahas.
    She look lian but she's not lian.
    Ppl keep asking if I'm alright but I am ar.
    Hahas.

    Saw tis drunk bung.
    Hu is my fren.
    Hmmm.
    She's weird ytd.
    Keep touching ppl.
    Den alwaes kneel on the floor.
    Somemore infront of me.
    HaIyo
    Scary.

    Nvm nvm.
    Hmmmm. Den I went in dance tt time.
    For the first time.
    Waoh.
    So smoky.
    My eye pain.
    So many ppl fag
    HaiYo.
    Hahas.

    I fag 5 or 6 sticks I tink.
    Yup.
    My sis. Butt partner n me dance trio.
    Hahahas.
    So funny.
    Heh.
    A lot of bungs dance till damn nice.
    Got tis passive dance damn nice oso lahs.
    Hmmm.
    Yup.

    Had grt fun ytd.
    Monks reminds me of her.
    Our first meeting.
    She lk me n I had a lil feelings for her.
    She's nice to me.
    N I miss her now.
    Went monks n tink of a lot of stuff.
    happy memories wif my ex.
    Happy memories wif her
    Monks just remind me of a lot of things.
    Nvm nvm.
    I dun tink much le

    Stayed in monks till closing.
    Den took cab back to butt partner’s hus.
    Ate cold ham.
    Yum.
    So nice.
    Heh.
    Drank orange juice.
    Cold cold oso.
    Hahahas.
    Everything is cold lahs.
    HaiYo.
    Hahaa.

    Woke up in the morning.
    Den ate hot dogs n chicken.
    OMG!. So nice.
    Hahas.
    Den took cab came home lohhs.
    Slept lil while cuz tired lehhs.
    Yup.
    Den now is 7plus le..
    Butt partner is in my hus.
    Me n her only.
    My sis n mother n brother is out.

    My sis go aunty hus to do her work.
    Den my mum n bro go church.
    Hahas.
    So fun wif butt partner ard.
    Heh.
    love her.
    Yup.
    Tt's bout it.
    I wanna go bath le.
    Frm ytd go monks till now haven bath.
    Smoke smell still on me.
    Wanna go bath now.
    Update another day if I can come online.

    Ooo.
    I made a new kor.
    Hahas.
    Love love her.
    Love all my kor's mei's di's jie's
    Hahas,
    Do I haf jies?
    Hmmm.
    Wonders
    Hahahas. Okok.

    I go le.
    Miss everyone. BYe

    <3 3:55 AM

    Thursday, September 02, 2004


    my dearest butt partner just went home.
    we did a new action whenever we meet each other.
    so cool.
    love my butt partner so muchy.

    thursdae. hais.
    skool sucks as normal.
    came back n slept till 7.

    ate home-made chicken rice for dinner.
    *+yummy+*
    mummy cook de.
    heh.

    watched s'pore idol.
    loves christopher lee.
    so cute.
    *+drools.*+
    he's damn cute can.
    love love him.
    wan him n olinda cho to get in.
    woah.
    love love them both.
    if olinda cho gets in.
    she will do us lesbians proud.
    real proud.
    =))

    tmr going down monks wif butt partner n sis.
    poning over at butt partners hus.
    heh.
    i will be light bulb agn.
    hais.
    sad huh.
    i noe i noe.
    yup yup

    bout it lahhs. nothing much to update le.
    miss miss everyone.

    <3 8:44 AM

    Wednesday, September 01, 2004


    just back frm town.
    had fun wif my butt partner.
    met a new fren.
    butt partner's mummY!
    she's nice. hahas.
    went far east.
    reminded me of her.
    damn sad.
    wad to do but forget bout it.
    aniwaes.
    went kBox.
    xiaoping meet us at kBox.
    den headed to fareast.
    took a bus down.
    played wif butt partner's mummy de hamster.
    hahas.
    really had fun wif them.
    dun wanna tink bout other stuff..
    wanna lead a happy life.
    w/o her life will still be fine.
    i'll lead my life n she will lead hers...

    <3 5:00 AM