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steph chan



16 AT LAST !!
i like purple orange green brown black.
i am a happy gal
i like being happy !
i love all my friends.
what i crave for.
more money.
more skirts.
more black tops.
more green tops.
more earrings.
more clothes. more accesories.
new bag.
my tummy to slim down. HAHA!

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forever 21.
zara.
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    Sunday, November 28, 2004


    went towing-ing wif cousin 2daes back.
    din update for tt cuz i too lazy.
    =)
    lets see.
    two daes back.

    met joyce at 1245.
    helped mummie wif her work.
    gave out newpaper.
    ok lahhs.
    quite tiring lahs.
    somemore at city hall lehs.
    tiredd.
    but got reward.
    mummie treat me n cousin dinner.
    yummy.
    hahaas.
    mummie went for another work.
    den left me n cousin.
    so we gave newspaper finish le.
    den we go shop shop.

    walk to some stupid bus-top.
    den took bus.
    down to heeren there lahs.
    ard there lahs.
    den find aunty.
    ask if cousin could stay in my hus.
    can lehs.
    so she stayed lohs.
    hmmm.
    den saw lots of ppl.
    weird ppl.
    bungs hu wore flower shirt.
    *puke puke*.
    we shop alot of places lahs.
    leg damn pain.


    we walked from heeren to plaza sing.
    den walked back to cine.
    den heeren agn.
    haiyo.
    den wisma.
    haiyo.
    alot alot of places lahs.
    so damn tiredd.
    yupps yupps.
    took prints.
    nice nice.
    we are the cousin's in black.
    both of us wore black.
    nice nice.
    hees.


    ooo.
    todae is mummie b'dae.
    happy b'dae mummie.
    i love you.
    =)
    yay.
    ltr going out for dinner wif mum.
    at tm i guess.
    we eating sushi.
    *drools*
    i love it.
    haaas.
    haiyo.
    i got nothing to sae lahs.
    so tiredd.
    just eat lunch.
    den my sister wanna use soon le.
    so let her first lahs.
    i come online agn ltr.
    bye
    :)

    <3 12:55 PM

    Wednesday, November 24, 2004


    todae went sundac n meet sara.
    her cip place.
    omg.
    so smelly.
    cannot take it.
    i tink metta day is lk.
    so much better.
    its like so duh`
    haas.
    den went meet her at bedok mac lahhs.
    den eat nuggets.
    agn!
    yeahs.
    nice mahhs.
    my favourite.


    yupps.
    den aft tt walk down to her cip place lohs.
    omg.
    on the way we saw tis guy.
    his like.. super gross.
    omg!
    he dig his backside.
    you noe wad is backside.
    *puke puke*
    he dig lehhs.
    hahaa.
    we laugh till like duno wad.
    hees.


    den go her cip there.
    boring.
    really.
    i'm serious.
    yupps.
    den aft tt.
    we headed to cheryl hus lohhs.
    den tok tok tok.
    den tok bout cassandra.
    omg.
    i din noe she's like tt.
    omg!
    i'm so stupid can.
    cheryl tell me den i noe can.
    how can cassandra be like tt.
    i thot she was nice.
    cheryl n katrina sae she bootlicker.
    y she so mean to me?
    she infront of everyone act DAMN nice.
    den behind everyone's back she talk bad stuffs.
    tt's wad i heard from katrina n cheryl.
    wells.
    i din see wif my own eyes.
    but really wished she wasnt like tt.
    cuz i took her as a good *mummie*
    nevermind.
    duno wad is tis world becoming.
    frens of mine keep coming n go.
    like all backstab me lahhs.
    afew dun.
    i noe.
    i love you guys hu dun backstab me!
    all those backstab me ar.
    nevermind.
    backstab all you want.
    its you hu will lose out in the end.
    not me.
    =))
    cassandra.
    esp you.
    i really treat you as a good fren.
    pls dun bootlick infront of me agn.
    thank you.


    well.
    aft cheryl hus.
    took a cab down to novena.
    wah`
    the uncle voice damn loud lehhs.
    like loudspeaker can.
    wait!
    louder den loudspeaker lahhs.
    SO LOUD.
    wanted to shout 'diam lahhs'
    but den.
    feel bad.
    so dun wan sae lahhs.
    see him so old.
    poor thing.


    yupps.
    den was like 2mins late for the service.
    but it's alrightts.
    =)
    the service is for brother james.
    omg.
    i love him so much can.
    den he pass away.
    i miss him so much.
    i really really miss him.
    regretted not toking to him much.
    hope i could turn back time.


    mum went for the service too.
    she cried.
    cuz it reminded her of daddie.
    we so miss him.
    wonder where is my daddie now.
    hope his fine.
    hope brother james will go find daddie in heaven.
    yupps.
    =)
    see mummie like tt i'm so upset.
    hope she will be braver.
    just like me.


    aft the service.
    when down to our hus there to eat.
    eat le den come home lohhs.
    den mummie let me come online.
    she ask me come de.
    hahas.
    brother went retreat camp.
    saturday den come back.
    den sister went fren's hus do project
    so left me n mummie.
    den she let me come lohhs.
    hahas.
    so sweet


    email-ing bb now.
    she's in japan still.
    miss miss her.
    faster faster come back.
    miss you so much.
    yupps.
    *stephanie needs hugs from beatrice*


    <3 11:45 PM

    Tuesday, November 23, 2004


    my tag-board is back.
    *jumps*
    so happie can.
    =)
    todae i woke up at 9.
    suspose to meet trevon at 11.
    den change to 1145.
    den to 12.
    den i reached dere.
    she late.
    she reached at 1230 can.
    hmpF.


    how can you let passives wait for you bungs.
    hmpF.
    no good.
    i dun lk!
    trevon.
    thnks for the movie n the sweet.
    thnk you.
    she's nice yeah.
    but abit siao lahs.
    catched 'shutters'
    scary~
    quite lahs.
    long story.



    it's base on a true story.
    abt how tis guy play wif a gal.
    den left the gal broken-hearted.
    den the gal commited suicide.
    den come back find the guy.
    n his frens.
    all his good frens died by commiting suicide.
    how sad.
    he wanted to fine where the gal's spirit is.
    so he took foto's of his whole hus.
    but dun haf any blur parts.
    den he throw the camera on the floor.
    aft awhile.
    the camera took by itself.
    the camera took the guy.
    n found the gal sitting on his neck.
    spooky eh?`
    it is lahs.
    it's damn bloody scary`
    haas.
    n it's true somemore.


    see.
    the moral of the story is to tell you bungs not to play wif passive.
    if not....
    haas.
    =)
    if you guys lk horror show.
    tis is one show you guys should catch.
    not bad not bad.
    haas.


    yupps.
    aft the show walk walk ard wif trevon lohs.
    wait~
    before i say anithing.
    WARNING-you guys should nv watch a horror show wif trevon.
    cuz she keep scaring you.
    haas.
    i'm serious.
    hees.
    yupps.
    walk walk le.
    den saw cassan n kc.
    yupps.
    den walk agn.
    walk n walk n walk n walk.
    walk till bout 6?
    headed home.
    wait for mummie's dinner.
    eat le.
    den rest.
    rest le.
    den now i online lohs.
    yups.


    will be having a class bbq on 7dec.
    *yay*
    happie happie.
    i wan stay over.
    i wan i wan.
    =)
    yay!!!!!!!!!!!


    hais.
    sara called me n sae tt i will go to 32 next year.
    i dun wan.
    not use to ppl dere.
    i will miss all my good frens in 23.
    most of them will be in 33.
    n most ppl frm 22 will go 32.
    so i haf to mix more wif 22 ppl next year.
    hais.
    really cant bear to leave 23 ppl.
    will miss the fun we had together.
    hope the 23 bbq will be a memorable wan.
    =)
    happy happy.


    <3 9:45 PM

    Saturday, November 20, 2004


    my new blogskin.
    yeah.
    my other wan something wrong lohs.
    so i must change blogskin lohs.
    i love my now blogskin too.
    it's so adorable.
    i love the two lil babies.
    =)


    i noe i very long nv update.
    i no time mahs.
    n my blog was spoilt.
    so now i can update le lohs.
    yupps.
    so happy.
    my blogskin so cute now.
    i'm so proud of myself can.
    =)
    todae stayed home cuz we rented vcd's to watch.
    art of the devil.
    Eeee.
    so voodoo.
    eeeeee.
    haahaas.
    den borrow afew more lahs.
    so cheap can.
    3dollars only.
    den you return the next dae.
    den get back 1buck.
    so cool right?
    hahaas.


    wanted to borrow more.
    but den cant find le.
    so lk tis lohs.
    :)
    i wan find other times.
    aniwae holidaes mahs.
    hees.


    tmr going out wif ahMa.
    n cousins.
    yeahs!
    the four cousins n ahMa going out together.
    so excited.
    i wan take neoprints wif mama!.
    i wan i wan.
    i love my mama so much.
    i love her.
    hees.


    life is getting funner.
    ever since my ciP ended ytd.
    hahas.
    so relax now.
    but well.
    i will miss all the ahMa'a there.
    they are so kelian can?
    i love the maids there.
    they are my frens.
    hees.


    i will go back n visit them one dae next week.
    yupps.
    duno when lahs.
    but i will ba.
    =)
    i tink so.
    see if i lazy lahs.
    hees.


    i wan find job.
    but den kJ tell me the place.
    i lazy go.
    hahas.
    i see how first lahs.
    when i not lazy den i go lohs.
    hees.
    i wan ear money money money.
    den gif mummie some lohhs.
    she so poor thing can.
    she cried ytd.


    my brother lahs.
    wtf.
    his results are lk shit?
    p5 only n he fail 3 out of 4?
    wad kind of results man.
    haiYo.
    dun care him lahs.
    wan to study dun wan to study is up to him k.
    he dissapointed us.
    :(
    sad sad lahs.


    aniwaes i very lazy le lahs.
    ooo.
    ahB.
    forget to tell you.
    iMu.
    really
    hope you see tis.
    hehees.
    i miss you lots lots
    faster come back kk.


    love love.


    <3 4:15 PM

    Sunday, November 14, 2004


    so long never update le!
    sis fren's are at our hus
    fun fun.
    heees.
    Pris stayed for two daes le.
    todae she staying agn.
    wif two other ppl.
    all sister fren lahs.



    ytd i went to indoor stadium wif ahJi.
    n her frens.
    boring lahs.
    but actually quite meaningful lehs.
    din noe tt city harvest church ppl so many.
    so much more den novena ppl can?
    hahas.
    but i still love my church.
    hees.
    i love holy trinity n novena.
    though i've not been going to novena n holy trinity.
    haas.
    i'm so unholy can.
    hees.



    aft the thing met pris at the stadium den aft the thing we went to eat at kopitiam.
    yummy.
    i ate pig's organ soup.
    well well.
    it's nice nice nice.
    yupps
    den todae i stayed home the whole day wif pris n sham.
    yupps.
    together the three of us went to eat dinner the my hus opposite there.
    we ate sambal fried rice.
    not bad lahs.
    but den we were broke.
    hais.
    sad sad.
    pris din get to eat her muee ji.
    n her ice-cream.
    hais.
    poor thing.
    hees.



    well.
    i'm bored n now got three ppl in my hus.
    so crowded woah?
    heees.
    i'm lazy to write le lahs.
    tmr mummie's coming back.
    so happie
    yay!
    i wan eat crab.
    will she buy.
    o man.
    so excited.



    i hope i get to eat CRABS!
    i love it.
    *yummiE*
    i wan chilli de.
    or butter oso can lahs.
    pepper oso can.
    hees.
    actually anithing oso can lahs./
    yupps.
    can eat happie le!
    ok lahs.
    shell end here.


    ahB.
    i send ure letter todae le.
    sorry so late den send.
    u'll recieve soon.
    miss you.
    tc ppl.
    love love.
    BYeeeeee

    <3 10:06 AM

    Wednesday, November 10, 2004


    i'm so tiredd todae.
    just back frm CIp not long.
    but todae at Cip quite slack lahs.
    i did office work.
    funn!
    haas.
    now i'm triedd.
    din eat lunch.
    cuz i din haf the mood.
    came back home den eat.
    yupps.
    some ppl there at CIp just make my mood BAD
    hmpF.
    i dun sae only
    irritating!



    cant take it.
    dun lk tt person.
    -_-
    hate tt person.
    hmpF



    i'm tiredd now.
    friendster under maintence.
    good good.
    den my testimonials will come back
    *claps hands*
    yay.
    haas.
    hope everything will be fine fine.
    yupps.
    ltr going out wif whole family eat plus uncle.
    sister gonna buy new fone.
    hais.
    not me aniwae.
    hees.
    well.
    i wan camera fone.
    hees.


    ok lahs
    i lazy update le.
    nothing to sae.
    tmr i dun haf to do CIp.
    hari raya mahs.
    yupps.
    tc everyone.
    miss miss
    bYeeeee

    <3 1:30 AM

    Tuesday, November 09, 2004


    just came back frm CIp.
    it was fun funn.
    the old ppl so poor thing.
    stroke patient.
    come to become better.
    remind me of my daddy.
    y cant my daddy be lk them?
    got second chance to live?
    hais.
    nvm nvm.
    shant talk bout it.
    i noe daddie's happy now.
    yupps.


    did CIp ytd n todae.
    i dun lk tt doris lady.
    i din noe cannot wear sleeveless lahs.
    i wore razor back n three quarters.
    den i steo inside the centre nobody sae anything.
    den tt doris lady came in.
    she scolded me.
    sae wad not allowed.
    how i noe right?
    haiyO.
    overall.
    quite fun lahhs.
    the ppl there are friendly lohhs.
    except the doris n one malay de.
    nvm nvm.
    i got fren dere.
    sarahann.
    haiYo.
    din noe i will haf frens.
    hees.
    made frens wif the two guys there.
    only the four of us lohhs.
    but quite alrightts lahs.
    ppl there are nice.
    i lk the maid there.
    they so friendly.
    haas.




    quite happy i do CIp dere lahs.
    yupps.
    duno y.
    doing two weeks lehs.
    at METTA REHABILITATION CENTRE.
    not bad not bad.
    hahas.
    chatting wif ahB n cheryl now.
    yupps yupps.




    boredd.
    life is so boring now.
    boring!
    hais.
    cant wait for her to come back.
    den can see her lohs.
    haas.
    miss miss everyone.
    will update asap.
    love love.
    *muacks*

    <3 1:07 AM

    Saturday, November 06, 2004


    i'm in cousin's hus now.
    staying over.
    yupps.
    so fun!
    heees.
    came here ard 3plus 4?
    yupps.
    den i was online.
    till abt now?
    855?
    but just now my cousin had to use.
    well.
    let her use lahhs.
    cuz she finding blogskins mah.
    hees.
    she found her blogskin le.
    now i update lohhs.




    just ate finish dinner.
    *yummy*
    my ahMa cook wan ok.
    you all cannot try.
    HAHA!
    i miss my ahMa's food.
    so long nv eat le.
    heees.
    miss her so much oso.
    nv see her so long le.
    yupps.
    todae come over here den saw her la.
    so nice.
    heees.



    ate chicken wing.
    yong tau foo.
    eggs.
    taiwan suasage.
    *drools*
    nice nice.




    yupps.
    tt's all for todae lahs.
    tmr den update lahs.
    miss miss everyone.
    ppl hu are free next week.
    inform me kk?
    i wan ppl to pei me.
    hahas.
    tc.
    BYeeeeeeee

    <3 4:14 AM

    Thursday, November 04, 2004


    heh.
    i'm ok wif sara leh.
    hahas.
    happy lahs.
    at last we become frens le.
    well.
    everything is over.
    start anew kk?



    heees.
    ytd went to eat mac's breakfast wif ash.
    she's sho nice.
    heees.
    she treat me eat.
    haiYo.
    she very nice lah.
    =)
    y ar?
    maybe i too cute le ba
    hahas.
    jkjk.
    yuppps.
    crazy ppl is lk tt de.
    you noe hu u are la.
    dun ke si.
    hahas.



    ltr going watch movie wif cousin.
    n brother.
    watching horror movie lehs.
    so happy.
    i love horror movie lehs.
    *jumps*
    heees.
    cant wait.



    TREVON!!!!!
    shit
    how to tell her?
    last min.
    she cannot come.
    my another elder cousin coming.
    she's...
    haiYo.
    how to tell trvon ma
    she sure angry de.
    SORRY!
    oMG!
    i'm so sorry
    die.
    hope she dun mind lehs.
    erm..
    sorry lehs.
    not my fault k.
    it's last min my another cousin coming de.
    sorry lah.
    SORRYyyyyyyyyyyyyy

    <3 7:02 PM

    Wednesday, November 03, 2004


    heees.
    just came back from suntec.
    went to work wif mummie.
    sister me n mummie.
    it was fun fun fun.
    yupps.
    but tiring lahs.
    we went shopping.
    i bought a new skirt.
    nice nice nice nice nice.
    hees.
    i lovee it.
    den we went carefour shop shop oso.
    bought stuff for the hus.
    n not forgetting FOOD!.
    yummie*
    heees.



    sara.
    i very lazy type so much things to you le lahs.
    you sae until so much.
    i type here.
    hand sure brk de lahs.
    haiYo.'

    you said ''and i wan to be your fren for the sake of back-ups?for the sake of back-ups?oh pls stop ur nonsense and ask urself hor are u very big?i treat u as my true fren for this almost one year''
    in the first place.
    i din sae i was big.
    if you treated me as ure true fren?
    y did you alwaes backstab me.
    well.
    you can continue saying you din backstab me.
    sae all you lk.
    a true fren listens to another fren.
    trust another fren.
    n many things.
    true fren?
    tis never exist bw you n me before.
    maybe a few times.
    i treated you as one too.
    but now.
    i doubt so.



    you sae you admit you bitch bout me before.
    pls dun tell me now you nv.
    haiyO.
    you said you *prompt* me bout jaclyn wallet?
    pls..
    your aunt said you warn me?
    haiYo.
    ure aunt talk to me on the fone on the night joseph call our parents.
    you rmb?
    she called n scolded me cuz she thot you already warn me.
    you told her.
    n you even got scolded over the fone cuz i said NEVER.
    you din warn me at all.
    you forget?
    i dun bother oso cuz its over.
    you lk to show off not my problem lahs.
    show off all you wan ok.
    you cleverer den me ure problem ok.
    i dun care.
    at least i really haf true frens.
    i dun need to be cleverer den you.
    i dun need.




    o wait.
    last dae of skool?
    i NEVER sae.
    "wa lau tt bitch sara moi go bauto me everything to rtc can."
    i NEVER sae ok.
    i only sae.
    ''walau. she go bauto everything to rtc bout me can.''
    make tis clear k.
    i din sae bitch sara moi.
    but if you insist ure the bitch den i cant sae anything la.
    i din sae anywae.
    hmmm.
    i thot you sae you backstab me LAST TIME?
    den now you sae you bauto me bout my sister find ppl to find jaclyn thing is you sae de.
    ''so now ure telling me that mrs joseph told u abt ur sis bashing up jaclyn that thing and that u thot i promise u with my little finger didn't u said that u were just fooling ard''
    you said tis in ure blog.
    listen.
    i said i was fooling ard.
    yes i did.
    its a differant thing.
    i ask you to promise not to sae.
    but you still did.
    isnt tis backstab?
    you promise NOT to tell anyone.
    so even if i was fooling ard.
    you already said you promise.
    remember?
    true frens dun backstab.
    wad is tis thing bout true frens?



    you said ''i told rtc that ur sis's fren wan to slap jaclyn's face and just walk off wad why?not happy ah also wan to slap me is it?go ahead go ahead go ahead''
    dun u tink ure acting childish?
    '' go ahead go ahead go ahead. ''
    first of all.
    i din even mention i wan to slap you.
    wait.
    maybe i would love to gif you a slap.
    a hard wan.
    but y would i wan.
    all i haf to do is forgive.
    n not only tt.
    aft slapping you.
    you would go COMPLAIN.
    tink i duno.
    so y would i be so stupid?
    use ure brains sometimes can?
    i thot you sae you very clever?
    show off ure cleverness lahs.



    you said. ''and why should i talk to that golden and brown haired ang moh why should i?
    i din ask you tok to her at all wad.
    did i.
    eh....
    y did she come into the picture?
    o.
    is it ever since i sae she's definitely not the one?
    haiyO.
    not her fault at all lahs. k?



    i NEVER sae i never borrow money frm ppl wad.
    woah.
    sara moi.
    since when did you start daring ppl.
    when ppl show you how daring they are den you will stop is it?
    stop daring ppl lahs.
    it's wrong.
    very WRONG!
    HAHA~
    i type how many times you backstab me in my blog ure problem mehs?
    my hand of cuz pain lahs.
    but i happy wad.
    ure problem ar?
    my blog oso not ure blog wad.



    yes you NEVER mention bout my mother at all.
    NEVER.
    but you sae my family n ure family wad.
    my mother is the one paying for everthing wad.
    you of cuz trying to sae her lahs./
    sae ure family richer den my family.
    hu else can you tok bout?
    my father?
    my father is dead ok.
    he's not ard anymore.
    ure richer den ure richer alrightts.



    i admit i bitch bout you????
    no!
    i will never sae i did bitch bout you.
    cuz i din?
    i only tell ppl the FACTS bout you.
    wait.
    its ppl hu bitch bout you to me?
    n i just sae orh.
    so answering them oso backstabbing la?
    hmmm.
    ok lohs.
    tt means in the whole world got so many BACKSTABBERS.
    its ppl hu bitch bout you.
    so many come to me n bitch bout you.
    n all i do is orh.
    did you noe.
    i was alwaes on ure side.
    cuz u were my best buddy in skool?
    n i mean really?
    ppl ard me are betraying me.
    yes i noe.
    A WHOLE lot too.
    i noe.
    but wad can i do?
    my character is lk tis.
    i trust ppl easily.
    all i can sae is i'm stupid.
    you happy?
    i bitched bout ppl more den you mehs?
    you so sure?
    excuse me.
    its you hu keep telling me bad things bout almost everyone?
    even carol?
    ure 'best' fren?
    you keep telling me bout her.
    even nicole chai n denise?
    it's all you bitched wan can?
    i'm ok wif the three of them.
    it's you hu wan me hate them too cuz you hate them too?



    you wan me join bitching competition?
    aft you.
    you will win.



    you said. "YOU THINK ABOUT THIS everytime we quarrel who's the first one who say SORRY its ME ok its always ME i wanted to stop our quarrel then last time i asked vaish to ask u return my $1 u say i HUM JI borrow money from me and u still say i hum jiu got heart or not''
    wad?
    ure alwaes the one hu apologise?
    are you so sure?
    pls lahhs.
    you alwaes apologise mehs?
    i did too ok.
    dun sae until it's ALWAES You ok.
    dun sae until i so bad dun even noe how to sae sorry ok.
    cuz i'm not.
    i'm those type hu will hate ppl lk shit but aft awhile.
    i will be alright wif tt person.
    you noe tt.
    wad about vaish.
    wad $$?
    haiYo.
    y bring so many matters in?
    i damn pek chek lehs.
    my hand damn pain lahs.
    haiYOoooo.



    ok.
    i msged you ytd.
    to sae we should tok things over.
    well.
    i guess you din recive.
    ok.
    let me tell you tis.
    i actually forgive you le.
    really.
    to tink me?
    stephanie chan lishan forgive you lehhs.
    hahas.
    really lahs.
    hope we still could be frens aft all these happened.
    you are still a part of my life.
    i will still regard you as my fren.
    thnks for the fun we had together last.
    the memories.
    it will be kept in my heart.
    hope we still can be frens.
    even though i duno if we would be BESTEST fren.
    but..
    frens is enough.
    really.
    i noe u would change too.
    but dun mix wif the wrong frens k.
    abt the behaviour we are.
    i dun blame you.
    cuz maybe when we are put together den we turn so naughty.
    so maybe the separation next year would do us good.
    though we wont be as close.
    we could still be a simple.
    fren.
    yupps.
    sara moi.
    i'm sorry if i really make ure life terrible or anthing.
    maybe you hated me alot.
    i did too.
    but now i dun.
    really.
    maybe a lil lahhs.
    hees.
    but not as much as.....
    hmmm.
    duno lehs.
    but.
    thnks for all the fun we had together.
    the neoprints we took.
    the earrings we bought.
    the troubles we made.
    ALL THE TIMES WE SPENT together.
    i really enjoyed it too.
    IF it's possible.
    hope we still could be bestest fren.
    maybe not yet.
    but guess by next year,
    everything will start anew.




    iLu my bestest bestest fren before.
    tc.
    n hope we still could be frens.
    love u.

    <3 8:14 PM

    Tuesday, November 02, 2004


    i'm eating kit-kat white de.
    yummy*
    i loveee it.
    heees.


    mummie let me come online agn.
    so nice of her.
    haaas.
    she has gone to work.
    yups.
    brother in skool.
    sister at skool.
    mummie at work.
    me at home.
    haaas.
    i just cleared the fridge.
    mummie bought new fridge.
    cuz old wan spoilt.
    nvm.
    though tis new wan is smaller.
    at least it's not spoilt.
    hahaas.



    now toking to beverly on msn.
    she's troubled.
    o man.
    i miss her so muchY.
    she's one of my BEST bESTESt fren.
    i thnk god for her.
    *muacks bev*
    i love you so much my bitch.
    beverly tan is my bitch.
    haas.
    i love her so muchy.


    hahaas.
    i oso love my watermelon.
    jemie!
    my watermelon is troubled too.
    o well.
    y my both best frens troubled n not only tt.
    they are not in s'pore.
    they migrated.
    o man.
    i miss them both so muchy.
    wan them back badly.


    beverly n jemie.
    pls dun be sad.
    pls noe tt i'll be here for you.
    i love you both.
    *muacks muacks*


    yupps.
    den susppose to go skool todae.
    cuz mrs joseph ask me n bernice go.
    she wan to tok to us.
    i got stuff to tell mre joseph.
    abt -her-
    but i decided.
    i shan't tell.
    although she backstab me so much.
    god teach us to forgive.
    well.
    i will forgive.
    but maybe not yet.
    i tink she n me are just being childish.
    if we continue backstabbing.
    tis will come to no end.
    i realise it.
    thnks nicole chai.
    for telling me not to continue tis childish act.
    o well.


    sara moi.
    maybe i misunderstood you.
    i apologised.
    but the asking my sister to beat jaclyn up.
    the stealing of our classmate wallet.
    is definitely you.
    y must you do tis?
    do you noe how i feel.



    you said ''even joseph knows that once ppl go clubbing he or she will start to smoke.''
    wad logic?
    hu saes everyone hu goes clubbing will smoke?
    hu tell you tt.
    it's stupid.
    if you baoto me tis.
    just sae can.



    you still said ''it really hurts when ure best fren bitches abt you infront of others''
    dun tell me you NEVER bitch bout me beforE?
    now you noe how i feel.
    you bitch so much abt me.
    y dun you just tok to me bout it.
    you go ard telling ppl i suck n everything.
    i noe.
    ppl come telling me tt you sae all these.
    n even just wan to be my fren for the sack of back-ups.
    dun tell me tis are not true.
    you told ure aunt tt i haf no frens at all.
    everybody hates me.
    tt's y u wan be my fren just to pity me.
    let me ask you tis.
    do you tink everybody likes you?
    tink bout it.



    you said '' i never hated you at all. you trust others more den me. nevermind. but y are you always saying i backstab you. WHY?''
    you never backstab me?
    you can sae you never?
    you never hated me at all?
    NEVER?
    did i ever sae str8 to you tt i trust others more den you.
    did i?
    i trusted you alot.
    but aft wad happened obviously i din trust you anymore.
    you told ure aunt you warn me not to take jaclyn's wallet.
    but the fact is tt you took the wallet n i went wif you to the toilet.
    you warn me?
    tink bout it lahs.
    y must you lie in order to get me into trouble?
    cuz you hated me.



    you said ''you not changing school... you think i care. i rather changed skool than to see ure face. ''
    no one ask you to care whether i changing skool or not ma.
    i nv ask you care.
    i nv sae.
    sara. you better care tt i changing skool.
    did i sae tt?
    no.
    so you care or not i oso dun bother.
    you rather change skool den see my face.
    den you change lah.
    i happy lehs.
    n guess alot of ppl will be happy too.
    trust me.


    you said ''of cuz i will be diff class as you cos dun forget im academically better than u!''
    o well.
    no one sae you are academically worse den me wad.
    you dun haf to show off.
    cuz there's ppl BETTER den you oso.
    so pls.
    dun be too proud.
    it's not good to be so PROUD!



    you even said '' u dun trust then dun trust lah!all u know how to say is i BACKSTAB you.you can go around bitching about me in front of others.but did you care how i feel?no you didn't!let me make this clear.I DID NOT BACKSTAB YOU!get your facts right first b4 u accuse me.u dun like ppl accusing u right?so do i.u r not the only person who doesn't like being accused.i dun care too whether u r going to trust me again or not cos i dun think we are going to be friends again!on msn u put "i did so much for you yet u backstab me.wad kind of fren r u?think bout it k."you shld be the one thinking about it.wad makes u think that it was me who backstab u!why are u always pinpointing at me?u always say i backstab u but I DID NOT.now you r asking me to think what kind of fren am i...then what kind of fren are you to bitch about me infront of others!''
    excuse me.
    i did trust you last time ok.
    but you keep backstabbing me over n over agn.
    you sae wad kind of fren am i to bitch bout you?
    lk i sae.
    i only tell me closest fren.
    i din bitch.
    it's you hu love bitching bout me.
    o well.
    i just haf to admit.
    i mix wif the wrong fren.
    YOU DID NOT BACKSTAB ME?
    DID NOT?
    you dare swear?
    o wait.
    you alwaes swear fake wan.
    forget it.
    you swear or not.
    i will not belive.
    cuz i only told you n mariko abt asking my sis bash jaclyn.
    its definitely not mariko.
    cuz i tok to her le
    n lk i said.
    i was joking ard.
    you can ask mariko.
    see.
    one thing you backstab me le.
    sara.
    you can sae you NEVER backstab me at all.
    you can sae.
    but you cannot run away frm the fact tt you did.



    you said '' as if my family very poor. richer than you. ''
    i never sae ure family is poor.
    i admit you are richer den me.
    cuz you got alot of ppl supporting you.
    you haf ure father.
    at least you haf ure grandparents staying wif you.
    i noe i dun haf a father.
    so wad?
    my mother is working very hard for the family.
    if you tink ure richer den me.
    so be it.
    at least our family dun owe 100,000 dollars over to ppl.
    we dun owe ppl money.
    unlike you.
    at least my mother work hard for the money we earn.
    you all need to borrow right?
    dun sae i'm poorer den you ok.
    dun ever sae tt.
    wad makes you tink we are poor?
    dun drag my mother in tis BACKSTABBING of ures ok.
    it's none of my mother's problem.
    no big deal.
    rich or poor.
    we should not owe ppl money.
    you sae you are richer den me.
    den y do you keep borrowing money?
    i thot rich ppl no need borrow wad.
    hmmm.
    maybe ure rich is not RICH enough yet huh.
    o well.
    i dun care whether ure richer.
    i am satisfied wif life now.
    no need more money.



    you still sae ''havent u got anything better else to do you've bitched abt mariko,bernice and jaclyn before now me nice target right who cares?''
    lk wad i've said.
    i din bitch bout you.
    you can tink wadever you wan k.
    you sae i bitched abt mariko bernice and jaclyn.
    DUN TELL ME YOU NEVER!
    cuz u did.
    you even bitched bout cassandra.
    you act so nice to her.
    but behind her.
    you bitched so much bout her.



    SARA MOI.
    before you type all these in ure blog.
    tink bout it first can.
    lk i said.
    i'm wiling to forgive.
    but you are not wiling to face the fact tt it's you hu backstab.
    o well.
    wad can i sae.
    i can survive w/o you.
    life can still be fun as ever.
    i got SO MANY Frens.
    so many frens
    one less it doesnt matter to me at all.
    n tt ONE is the one tt is rotten
    o well.
    throw away the rotten before its too late.



    someome told me tt in primary skool you alwaes boast ppl ard.
    until now you still did.
    y did i not trust tt person.
    hais.
    everyone deserve a secong chance.
    but u backstab me far too many times le.
    really too many le.
    i will forgive you though.
    just tt it isnt the time yet.
    hope you understand wad i've said to you.
    dun deny you nv backstab
    cuz i noe everything.
    mrs joseph got tell me bout my sister bashing jaclyn thing.
    i thot you promise me wif ure lil finger.
    o well.
    hope life would be fine for you next year.
    lead life afresh.
    dun be lk ureself now next year.
    cuz i noe how ppl feel.
    tc.
    tc my bestest fren before.


    <3 1:31 PM