16 AT LAST !!
i like purple orange green brown black.
i am a happy gal
i like being happy !
i love all my friends. what i crave for.
more money.
more skirts.
more black tops.
more green tops.
more earrings.
more clothes.
more accesories.
new bag.
my tummy to slim down. HAHA!
whooo. went airport today. met laura at bedok inter. den go airport together. din really study much though. cant concentrate at all man. meet the rest there. tmr might be meeting vic,laura n sam for studies. see how. (=
should i perm or reborn my hair? argh. i really dont know man. but- i feel like perming. =D
thanks for the hearts. its very suprising that you will send me a heart. so now i'm like smiling from ear to ear. hehe.
<3 8:52 AM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
school is horrible these few days. tuition straight after school n den to night class in school. it's so super tiring i tell you i have not enough rest at all la. DAMN! all for the sake of fucking n levels' its making me go mad like a mad pig. )': n now i'm resting in the school library. later at night have night class again. stay back for studies with hilda n laura n all la. staying back with them is fun la. anyhoos, last night reached home like 11pm. b4 that was waiting outside school for laura's mum to come. so we were like playing some stupid lame games. so funny. just beside the road n we are like some mad child. haha. reached home i took a bathe n went straight to bed. have been falling asleep in class these days. i have dark rings now. look like some monster okay. scary hairy man. i hate it. exams sucks!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh.. i'm going mad. haha. alrighty i'm far too tired to update more.
=i just wish i knew you.
<3 12:49 AM
Monday, September 25, 2006
so its like last night i slept pretty late. was on the phone for hours with lame shit brother. she forever talking cock on the phone la. wad "cut to the chase" ahh, wadever. thanks for the tart ah. anywyas, today morning weather was shiok man. school forever the same la. only get to see her in the morning though. thats it- for the rest of the day... ): haha. i dont know man, i find her really cute. but feeling wise, aint sure yet. i'm starting to get over -. i know i can. just give me a little more time k. it's quite hard though. but i know i can pull through cos i have all my friends. =D this week is study week. later gonna study a little accounts. tmr studying with mable after school n den wed n thurs accounts tuition. as for friday, AIRPORT! i just love the atmosphere there. it spells shiok all over. yayie
*if you're gone, baby it's time to come home. jonathan MUST win. i <33 him.
<3 5:15 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
so it's been quite awhile since i last updated. kinda busy n lazy to update. n levels are just a week away n i havent really started. only physics n accounts. shit man! today had a good laugh during english. it was like hilarious like madpig la. haha. after school went home bath den meet sara for tution. we were late. anyways. tuition was really relaxed today. love it. headed to bubble tea shop with sara. laughed like madpigs again. anyways i love the chocolate oreo. SHIOK! in the bus on the way home i nearly fell onto a guy okay. oh my! so embarassing. chicken rice is yummy. havent eat it for quite awhile. teehee.
it's been a really long time since my heart beated this way. will you be THE ONE next? nono. it cant be, i still miss her.
<3 8:28 AM
Friday, September 15, 2006
okay, so this week past really fast. (= school,subway,gym. whoo. super fun. anyways school today was GREAT! love it. chatted with nicole chai the whole day today. n i mean WHOLE day okay. we talk like madpigs. n laughed like madpigs too. talking abt korean guys n abt our past n future. haha. nice chatting with that silly friend of mine. but if i continue sitting with her, my n level sure fail one. HAHA. (joking lah nicole!) ohh ya we talk abt each other good n bad points too. lame la. den during physics miss heng punish me cos me n nicole talk too much. like wadever. den that stupid nicole keep saying sorry. you should see her face. so cute. haha. anyways. after school headed opposite with mariko for prata. SHIT! fatty man. den meet mummy at police station to close case. wahh! at last please. so happy. i'm a good gal now. hehe. den went bedok inter for yong tau foo with mummy. bus-ed home. i'm going for tuition later. yippeee.
n to the gym tmr. YES! hi gym. goodbye fats. (=
<3 4:20 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
brother says she's dating someone now!!! my heart ached when he told me that. my brother still contacts her? shit! so how come i dont know man. i'm slow n feeling all weird n sad. )': n the worst is- I THINK SHE HATES ME!!- OHHH shitt
<3 8:08 AM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
well, ah ma misses her too. not only me. ah ma: wheres the gal who sells dog stuff? she dont wanna come see ahma alrd ah(in teochew) me: (silence n just smile at her.) damn saddening la. aiyo. memories AGAIN! please save me soon la. all people are like kuku head. shit!!!
anyways today is my godbrother's birthday. going he's place for steamboat AGAIN!. yippeee. so shiokadu man. oh my burp smells like durian now. yikes. !
<3 1:57 AM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
alright it's been 2-3 weeks since i last updated. my computer was broken down. now fixed alrd. super happy man. beverly sorry cant reply your mails. read my updates here alright? i love you. (= anyways. this might be a realllyyyy long entry, so enjoy.
26august-saturday went town with mariko basile n mia. it was fun. shopped n took many many pictures. tried on many clothes. so funny. yeah bused home after dinner? i think so. (=
27august-sunday. the day my heart dropped to my TOES! i swear my heart dropped. n the day when all the memories we had suddenly came back again. it's been 10months since i last saw you. 10MONTHS! i miss you dearly. i know it's kinda impossible to get back again but i really hope we can be friends once again. i've been thinking abt you for the past 11months. never once stopped thinking abt you everyone said i should just stopped thinking since you've moved on. but i cant. you're like a really important part of me n now you're gone? 10months to me seems like a few days only. i still cant accept it. sighh i miss you badly. when i saw you i just wanted to hugged you. but it's just my own thoughts running wild. and my heart broke real bad when i saw something you wrote. when we broke off i cried for months n till now when i think of you i still would cry. the memories you left me with are both sweet n bitter. but i know i still miss you dearly. come back soon will you? just being friends n i'd be glad. i loveyou still.
28august-monday nothing much, school as normal. social studies tutorial n den bubble tea shop with moriko.(haha) home sweet home.
29august-tuesday school again. yeah. wanted to go gym with mariko after school but we no towel. so went 7-11 for nachaos n drinks. homed around 4plus.
30august-wednesday MARIKO bday. happy bday homie. i love you. after school subway with mia my love den accounts tuition after. n den to 85market with hilda eslynn n rhoda. homed. malaysian friends came. friendly i must say. but since it's only the first day so din talk much. (=
31august-thursday half day school. meet mariko at tamp gym after. at last we get to go in. it was cool. we lost many many many calories. SHIOKADU! (= went home bath. rained like madpig. meet mariko n basile. headed to airport to meet the rest for sakae buffet. wah we eat like madpig but i know i enjoyed myself alot. cos i was laughing like mad. =D bought an ice-cream cake for mariko from swensens. nice. we were like playing n laughing. overall it was damn fun. mrt home after. saw mummy in the bus n i was like errr hi mum. haha. headed for dinner with mum brother n malaysian friends. i din eat though. was full from the sakae. hehe. homed n watched some dvd called death tunnel? true story but kinda lame?? yeah yeah.
1september-friday towned with malaysian friends n brother. they are really nice people. eat lunch den went walked everywhere. took prints with them. meet mummy n she bought be a watch n a top. i love that top. muahh! i loveyou mummy. BEVERLY- I SAW HANDSOME URBAN!!! (= dinner n took bus home. i love taking long bus ride home esp when i'm alone. (=
2september-saturday towned again. nothing much. malaysian friend bought be a top. simple n cute. yeah. headed to city hall suntec n den esplande. SHIT. city hall n suntec are just too many memories had with her la. AIYO!. make me think again. heartache. ):
3september-sunday church day with church people. din see church man though. hehe. headed to expo after. find sister. i tell you damn crowded like fuck man. arghhh. people keep stepping on me n mariko? aiyoo. home after to send the malaysian people off. kinda sad though. hope end of year i'd go find them at malaysia. sweet couple i must say. (=
4september-monday n levels. chinese. i hope i can get at least an A. please man. let me get A. n i'd reward you with macdonalds pancakes. fish noodles with mable after. n we were practically bitching abt the same old people how boring. but we keep laughing like siao. homed cos i needa take a poooo. >.<
5september-tuesday n levels. social studies? fuck! i'm gonna fail. thanks. macs tamp subway with homies funny like siao again. homies are lame pig.. tmr most probably going to gym if not will be tution. i needa diet badly!
6september-wednesday well woke up like 2pm? haha piggy man me. teehee. headed to tamp mall to meet mia my love for movies. catched the devil wears prada. really nice show (= homed around 8plus.
7september-thursday which is today. ahkong house to visit them. it has been quite some time since i last visited them. missed them muchie. haha. dinner with them n blah blah blah. homed. tmr going tutition with the usuals heading for dinner after i guess?? hmmm. i cant believe it i can actually remember so much stuff. hehe. kkkk, thats abt it i wanna go visit my sweet dreams now.
//i seriously need someone by my side to erase my past, erase her. if not it will just go on n on n on n on. till now i still missyou