16 AT LAST !!
i like purple orange green brown black.
i am a happy gal
i like being happy !
i love all my friends. what i crave for.
more money.
more skirts.
more black tops.
more green tops.
more earrings.
more clothes.
more accesories.
new bag.
my tummy to slim down. HAHA!
hais.
mother found out i fag.
ppl bauto me.
wad to do?
she din scold.
she din beat.
she just..
she just tok to me.
y is she so nice?
i am feeling damn guilty now.
she noe i fag.
she cried cuz she's damn sad.
now i damn sad cuz i let her down.
i am feeling damn bad now.
will quit smoking.
not quit but stop for now.
maybe next time when stress den tok bout it.
but for now.
NO MORE FAG!!!.
i wan to study hard n pass all my exams.
prove to my mum tt i actually can study.
i wan her to be proud of me.
just now she sae she wan to die cuz we alwaes let her down.
she cant.
if she dies.
cuz of me.
i will die too.
i won wan to live in tis world w/o her.
i will let many ppl down.
if i ever fag n they find out.
i won wan to live.
i will quit for now.
hope when *she* comes back frm japan.
i will be able to meet her.
i'm awaiting for tis dae.
hope my mum allows me out on this dae.
it's an exam dae.
hais.