why did i fall in love with you.

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

i'm eating kit-kat white de.
yummy*
i loveee it.
heees.

mummie let me come online agn.
so nice of her.
haaas.
she has gone to work.
yups.
brother in skool.
sister at skool.
mummie at work.
me at home.
haaas.
i just cleared the fridge.
mummie bought new fridge.
cuz old wan spoilt.
nvm.
though tis new wan is smaller.
at least it's not spoilt.
hahaas.

now toking to beverly on msn.
she's troubled.
o man.
i miss her so muchY.
she's one of my BEST bESTESt fren.
i thnk god for her.
*muacks bev*
i love you so much my bitch.
beverly tan is my bitch.
haas.
i love her so muchy.

hahaas.
i oso love my watermelon.
jemie!
my watermelon is troubled too.
o well.
y my both best frens troubled n not only tt.
they are not in s'pore.
they migrated.
o man.
i miss them both so muchy.
wan them back badly.

beverly n jemie.
pls dun be sad.
pls noe tt i'll be here for you.
i love you both.
*muacks muacks*

yupps.
den susppose to go skool todae.
cuz mrs joseph ask me n bernice go.
she wan to tok to us.
i got stuff to tell mre joseph.
abt -her-
but i decided.
i shan't tell.
although she backstab me so much.
god teach us to forgive.
well.
i will forgive.
but maybe not yet.
i tink she n me are just being childish.
if we continue backstabbing.
tis will come to no end.
i realise it.
thnks nicole chai.
for telling me not to continue tis childish act.
o well.

sara moi.
maybe i misunderstood you.
i apologised.
but the asking my sister to beat jaclyn up.
the stealing of our classmate wallet.
is definitely you.
y must you do tis?
do you noe how i feel.

you said ''even joseph knows that once ppl go clubbing he or she will start to smoke.''
wad logic?
hu saes everyone hu goes clubbing will smoke?
hu tell you tt.
it's stupid.
if you baoto me tis.
just sae can.

you still said ''it really hurts when ure best fren bitches abt you infront of others''
dun tell me you NEVER bitch bout me beforE?
now you noe how i feel.
you bitch so much abt me.
y dun you just tok to me bout it.
you go ard telling ppl i suck n everything.
i noe.
ppl come telling me tt you sae all these.
n even just wan to be my fren for the sack of back-ups.
dun tell me tis are not true.
you told ure aunt tt i haf no frens at all.
everybody hates me.
tt's y u wan be my fren just to pity me.
let me ask you tis.
do you tink everybody likes you?
tink bout it.

you said '' i never hated you at all. you trust others more den me. nevermind. but y are you always saying i backstab you. WHY?''
you never backstab me?
you can sae you never?
you never hated me at all?
NEVER?
did i ever sae str8 to you tt i trust others more den you.
did i?
i trusted you alot.
but aft wad happened obviously i din trust you anymore.
you told ure aunt you warn me not to take jaclyn's wallet.
but the fact is tt you took the wallet n i went wif you to the toilet.
you warn me?
tink bout it lahs.
y must you lie in order to get me into trouble?
cuz you hated me.

you said ''you not changing school... you think i care. i rather changed skool than to see ure face. ''
no one ask you to care whether i changing skool or not ma.
i nv ask you care.
i nv sae.
sara. you better care tt i changing skool.
did i sae tt?
no.
so you care or not i oso dun bother.
you rather change skool den see my face.
den you change lah.
i happy lehs.
n guess alot of ppl will be happy too.
trust me.

you said ''of cuz i will be diff class as you cos dun forget im academically better than u!''
o well.
no one sae you are academically worse den me wad.
you dun haf to show off.
cuz there's ppl BETTER den you oso.
so pls.
dun be too proud.
it's not good to be so PROUD!

you even said '' u dun trust then dun trust lah!all u know how to say is i BACKSTAB you.you can go around bitching about me in front of others.but did you care how i feel?no you didn't!let me make this clear.I DID NOT BACKSTAB YOU!get your facts right first b4 u accuse me.u dun like ppl accusing u right?so do i.u r not the only person who doesn't like being accused.i dun care too whether u r going to trust me again or not cos i dun think we are going to be friends again!on msn u put "i did so much for you yet u backstab me.wad kind of fren r u?think bout it k."you shld be the one thinking about it.wad makes u think that it was me who backstab u!why are u always pinpointing at me?u always say i backstab u but I DID NOT.now you r asking me to think what kind of fren am i...then what kind of fren are you to bitch about me infront of others!''
excuse me.
i did trust you last time ok.
but you keep backstabbing me over n over agn.
you sae wad kind of fren am i to bitch bout you?
lk i sae.
i only tell me closest fren.
i din bitch.
it's you hu love bitching bout me.
o well.
i just haf to admit.
i mix wif the wrong fren.
YOU DID NOT BACKSTAB ME?
DID NOT?
you dare swear?
o wait.
you alwaes swear fake wan.
forget it.
you swear or not.
i will not belive.
cuz i only told you n mariko abt asking my sis bash jaclyn.
its definitely not mariko.
cuz i tok to her le
n lk i said.
i was joking ard.
you can ask mariko.
see.
one thing you backstab me le.
sara.
you can sae you NEVER backstab me at all.
you can sae.
but you cannot run away frm the fact tt you did.

you said '' as if my family very poor. richer than you. ''
i never sae ure family is poor.
i admit you are richer den me.
cuz you got alot of ppl supporting you.
you haf ure father.
at least you haf ure grandparents staying wif you.
i noe i dun haf a father.
so wad?
my mother is working very hard for the family.
if you tink ure richer den me.
so be it.
at least our family dun owe 100,000 dollars over to ppl.
we dun owe ppl money.
unlike you.
at least my mother work hard for the money we earn.
you all need to borrow right?
dun sae i'm poorer den you ok.
dun ever sae tt.
wad makes you tink we are poor?
dun drag my mother in tis BACKSTABBING of ures ok.
it's none of my mother's problem.
no big deal.
rich or poor.
we should not owe ppl money.
you sae you are richer den me.
den y do you keep borrowing money?
i thot rich ppl no need borrow wad.
hmmm.
maybe ure rich is not RICH enough yet huh.
o well.
i dun care whether ure richer.
i am satisfied wif life now.
no need more money.

you still sae ''havent u got anything better else to do you've bitched abt mariko,bernice and jaclyn before now me nice target right who cares?''
lk wad i've said.
i din bitch bout you.
you can tink wadever you wan k.
you sae i bitched abt mariko bernice and jaclyn.
DUN TELL ME YOU NEVER!
cuz u did.
you even bitched bout cassandra.
you act so nice to her.
but behind her.
you bitched so much bout her.

SARA MOI.
before you type all these in ure blog.
tink bout it first can.
lk i said.
i'm wiling to forgive.
but you are not wiling to face the fact tt it's you hu backstab.
o well.
wad can i sae.
i can survive w/o you.
life can still be fun as ever.
i got SO MANY Frens.
so many frens
one less it doesnt matter to me at all.
n tt ONE is the one tt is rotten
o well.
throw away the rotten before its too late.

someome told me tt in primary skool you alwaes boast ppl ard.
until now you still did.
y did i not trust tt person.
hais.
everyone deserve a secong chance.
but u backstab me far too many times le.
really too many le.
i will forgive you though.
just tt it isnt the time yet.
hope you understand wad i've said to you.
dun deny you nv backstab
cuz i noe everything.
mrs joseph got tell me bout my sister bashing jaclyn thing.
i thot you promise me wif ure lil finger.
o well.
hope life would be fine for you next year.
lead life afresh.
dun be lk ureself now next year.
cuz i noe how ppl feel.
tc.
tc my bestest fren before.

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Tuesday, November 02, 2004

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