why did i fall in love with you.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

How can I forget you when your always on my mind? How can I not want you when your all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart?
you sounded serious this time.
you NEVER did say the word break in our whole r/s.
it always happens to be me asking for break.
i always say things w/o thinking. you should noe tt.
but as for you?
i noe you mean it when you say break.
it's over.
our once happy fairytale ended here.
our future?
our dreams?
our hopes?
our future of staying togther?
our dreams of having a pair of dogs?
our hopes to take a perfect couple picture?
it's gone.
just like tt.
i cant accept the fact tt i put in so much in this r/s n it all ends here.
i guess the stuff tt you wanted to talk to be abt after exams is all these.
all these breaking up n letting go.
i noe you'll be happy still.
you've got so many things better to do.
better den keep quarrelling over the phone everyday.
here's my promise to you.
ilove you now.
n i always will.
if you need me.
i'll always be here.
this is the only thing i can do for you now.
you said once bitten twice shy.
you got hurt so badly in the r/s b4 me.
i'm like the you last time now.
you noe you'd never put in ure all in this r/s.
so why did you even say you love me so much?
why did you give me false hopes ?
will you ever noe how i feel ?
will you ever noe how it feels like when you put in so much n hope for a better future for both of us n it goes down the drain?
will you ever noe how it feels like when everything goes wrong for you?
will you ever noe what it really is like when you love someone so deep n the person never love you back?
will you ever noe ?
you once said.
i'll love you forever.
i promise.
i'll never let you go.
only if you let me go i'll let you go too.
you make me never get into another r/s again.
cos now i noe.
love is never forever.
as for the promises you made?
you never did fulfil it.
only afew.
yeah.
promises are meant to be broken.
is tt wad ure gonna say next?
i'll agree with you.
true love n promises NEVER will exist in my life ever.
i noe sometime i go over the extent to make you so fucking angry.
i'm sorry.
sorry means nothing to you now.
cos ure tired of all these.
ure tired n fustrated of wadever i say.
am i right?
i accept the fact tt you scream at me over the phone sometimes.
i accept the fact tt you shout vulgarities over the phone sometimes.
n i also accept the fact tt ure feelings faded for me.
but i did nothing.
i noe it's partially my fault tt all these happen.
BUT I DID NOTHING !!!!!!!!!
you wanna noe y?
cos i dont wanna lose someone so special like you.
someone who treats me so well.
someone who can make me smile silly-ly at myself.
someone who says iloveyou n will make me melt.
someone who actually cares for me?
someone who i love so fucking much.
i really thot everything will be better aft my exams.
BUT IT'S FUCKING WORST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate love.
i hate it.
you make me hate to love another again.
i will never let myself get serious again.
NEVER.
generation gap?
maybe what you say makes sense.
i guess i wont be seeing you on thursday.
or not anymore i guess.
it all is my fault.
for letting ure feelings fade for me.
you said you'll try to bring it back.
whatever i say is useless now.
once ure feelings fade for another.
it's DAMN hard to bring it back.
be happy.
n i'll try to be too.
i'm sorry.
i'm really am.
forgive me.

<3 8:05 PM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

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